Been doing that since evening

I'm starting to feel like a sore loser

No, I'm starting to realise I am indeed a failure

Malik & Zhiwei tried very hard to comfort & console me
I appreciated that very much
They made me think abit on how true their words may be
I tried to hold back my tears as I listened
But 5mins later
Past failures surged in my mind & consolidated a bigger picture
Probably I am really lousy
Stupid

Malik told me not to give up
But I'm feeling very tired already...
My confidence level is draining to zero

Maybe I should look at another point of view...