Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Tuesday, February 28, 2012

Thursday, February 23, 2012

Do you know how it feels to be floating on the water surface surviving from clashing waves but not knowing where to go ashore?

I am having this feeling
All the time

I just received a message from an Australian friend
She asked if I'm done with my PhD
& she is eager to read my publications

I was touched
Knowing that, actually someone is anticipating it!

But at the same time
It is disappointing because my probably 1st paper had been rejected
& I have not been getting help to properly come out with a perfect one

Although I feel proud of my research
I feel loseric because I am not able to present myself as  I should be in the real scientific society

Why do some people's manuscript get published with ease?
But I have obstacles all the time?
It really saddens me
Demoralises me

What should I really do?

I'm so sick of my work now
Having doing the same thing for almost 5 years isnt as easy as one thinks
Things just get more complicated as you think more about it

Like my title says
Simple mind, complicated thoughts

Monday, February 20, 2012

Attended Pang Association Lunch (彭氏宗親會 ) in JB yesterday
A annual gathering of the people whose surname is Pang
My father-in-law is the chairman of the Association
This obviously called for an attendance within his own family!

Woke up early so we escaped the jam along causeway
Luckily i still looked not bad :p

The lunch was going to start at 2
so before that
we had a stroll at the JB premium outlets
Finally got the chance to look at the items in Coach & Burberry

We only made a short window-shopping walk at level 1
& got to our location for lunch
There was lion dances
& the lion was PINK!
cute la!!

The event was coupled with singing competition
& every singer sang damn well
It wasnt those chicken-slaughtering session where you had to cover your ears while feeding
so overall the event was rather enjoyable!

Thursday, February 16, 2012

i am such a bitch
i slacked for 1 week
wasted my time not writing my report
i am so ashame of myself

what's more
i am gonna be away every weekend from now till march
god bless my discipline

Wednesday, February 15, 2012

This is the only song in my mind

I picked up a $2 just now
& i used it to buy 4D


Tuesday, February 14, 2012

On our way to Malaysia...
A stupid driver wanted to overtake our bus in a one-lane road at the roundabout
But drove too slow
Got nudged at its rear by our bus
& crashed up the curb & into the signage

Hello, can you people just drive normally?

After a 4 hours ride...
We reached Sungei Besi
Always like the view of the Petronas Twin Tower 

When you see view like this....
It's not your fuzzy vision
It's Genting Highlands!

The lack of sleep = small eyes >_<

Mum had a smashing good time bowling!
She said she used to bowl when she was young


Although it was a 2D1N trip
It was quite a time  for us to bond together
But it's getting dull in Genting Highlands already
Maybe we'll go somewhere next time

Penang, maybe?

Friday, February 10, 2012

I didnt lie!
Luck shone on me twice within a week!

I am soooooo happy!
Keep that coming!
& of coz
I wont be taking that for granted
I will appreciate this chance for me to getaway from work
& come back a stronger person

Thanks for everyone who is looking over me ;)

Thursday, February 09, 2012


My Langkawi trip is still being negotiated with the organiser due to some hiccup
& that really dampened my mood
But guess what?
I won a 2D1N Genting Highland stay this weekend
& I'm going with my mum!

It's supposedly a trip with DarDar
but he couldnt make it this weekend

Hope this weekend is gonna be fun!

Wednesday, February 08, 2012

i pray that my trip still goes on & be even better

Tuesday, February 07, 2012

I had some emotion roller coaster recently
But thanks to J who chatted with me
I sincerely thank all those who spoke to me & told me that not all things are perfect as it seems
I could have just forgotten about my own self & be naive

To cheer things up
Thanks Yasminne @ Class 95 for picking my story during Lunchbreak
& I won a $100 Phiten voucher just by sharing my work experience!
Sadly, I wasnt home to hear my story being read out
But thanks M for messaging me to tell me about it ;D

Here's what you can do to join in the sharing session on Lunchbreak!
print-screened off Facebook

I am so going shopping soon!

When there're sad moments, there're always happy moment awaiting
Life is never perfect but is balanced 
Life is never fair but is compromised
Live happy!

Here's my story to Yasminne

You may find it uploaded here later in the week too

Thursday, February 02, 2012

Another short trip coming up! 

Wednesday, February 01, 2012

I want to go
1) Bali
2) Phuket
3) Dubai
4) Hokkaido

But I am not rich anymore....
I can only go JB