FUCK LAH
I'M HOME ALONE AGAIN FOR THE 7 DAYS IN A ROW
ONLY HAVING MONG MONG AS MY COMPANION
BUT THAT FUCKER ALWAYS RUN INTO HIDING WHEN I WANNA TALK TO HIM/HER

I'M SICK OF TALKING TO MYSELF IN BLOG
TYPING STATUS IN FACEBOOK

I WANNA GO OUT FOR A WHILE
BUT THAT WHILE WILL TURN INTO FEW HOURS

I CANT AFFORD FEW HOURS
I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO EAT, DRINK, SHIT, REST
I HAVE BEEN STARING AT THE MONITOR LOOKING AT THE EMPTY SPACE IN MICROSOFT WORDS
HOPING MY REPORT CAN AUTOMATICALLY CHUNK OUT BY ITSELF

MY BRAINS HAD DIED
THE 'STUPID' DREAM HAD AFFECTED ME VERY BADLY
I'M LOSING MY SELF-ESTEEM

MY HANDPHONE HASNT BEEN RINGING SINCE LAST WEEK
NO ONE REMEMBERS ME
EXCEPT FOR DARDAR ONCE IN A WHILE ASKING ME WHAT I WANNA EAT

& NOW MY DARDAR IS OUT FISHING HAPPILY WITH HIS FRIENDS

I SO WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

*sob sob sob sob*

& ONLY ASHLEY IS KIND ENOUGH TO LEAVE ME SHORT MESSAGES IN MY BLOG
AT LEAST I KNOW ASH IS STILL AROUND READING HOW FUCKED-UP I AM AT THIS STAGE

Thanks & sorry Ash
gotta make you 'read' my nonsense lately

YES
NONSENSES HAVE BEEN GENERATING SO MUCH
THAT IT HAD OVERWHELMED THE PRODUCTION OF GOOD ANALYTICAL RESULTS

FUCK FUCK FUCK
PISSED...............

I AM GOING TO GRAB MONGMONG OUT OF HIS/HER CAGE
& MAKE HIM/HER ACCOMPANY ME

YES, I STILL DONNO IF MONGMONG IS A HE OR SHE
BUT EITHER SEX, IT IS STILL IT

BAH