I had a weird dream last night
I dreamt that I was traveling to somewhere on a coach
With me were DarDar's young relatives (i.e cousins)
All girls
& the place was like India
It seemed that we headed to India to study (O_O??)
& indeed I met my ex-classmate there
The classroom was horrible
There were guards at each corner of the room
& no one is to talk or stand up
'Else badly battered
But I saw myself running about
& pretty much alive
Then I saw DarDar
Bringing me to a shopping mall for dinner
But we never find the place
& both of us suddenly separated from each other
Lost
At this point of time
I was instructed to bring DarDar's cousins to this place called Pukar
To seek help
We rode on a train
The view out the window was dark
The sky was covered with thick black clouds
But the sun is coming out from beside
So the sky was half sunny half stormy
& then
I woke up
I looked out of the window
The sky was grey
Hmmm..
Supposedly we were to go cycling
But I then decided to stay indoor & DarDar went alone
I did a Google on 'Pukar'
Deep ponders
Pukar
or
Pukar is a word that means a "cry for help/ attention" or "to call out" in Hindi and Urdu
Heh?
Yes that word is associated with India, particularly Mumbai
& 'calling for help?'
I haven been paying attention to the terrorism news lately
& I admit I'm not troubled by what is happening there
Call me ignorant (for the time being)
But
Why the dream?
Who's calling for help?
& why me?
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Geez
I felt like I'd spent the whole day traveling around Singapore island
Michelle, her sis & I went to SITEX at around 5
& traffic was still ok until we reached the road after ACS Barker(?)
Accident
So the road was kinda jammed for 10 mins which cars changing lanes
We continued our way to Suntec
Passed ERP & parked the car
We then realised SITEX is NOT at Suntec
We'd been listening to the radio talking about SITEX
But the DJ never say where SITEX is until we managed to park perfectly in the slot
So
We left for Singapore Expo
Passed another ERP
Jammed at the ECP for a while
& moved damn slowly along ECP
Reached Bedok
Jammed all the way from Expo
Stuck for 2 hours
When we reached there
It was already 730pm
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Michelle was saying we could have reached KL with the 2 hours stuck
Michelle & her sis were looking for laptops
& we reached the LG counter
The salesman was so funny
Kept saying the wrong things
& we kept bargaining for the free items
He really buay tahan us & said
"Cannot lah... my boss will kill me de...you want my life isit?"
Me:"That's obvious. Cant you tell I'm trying very hard to?"
We all laughed
The salesman then said I look like some movie star
But donno who
Aiyo
Donno listen to this comment for how many times liao
Everyone said i look like some movie star
but DONNO WHO
Eh
Please think who she is before letting me know ok?
Even till the day I die I also donno who I look like
So after the purchase
We left for supper at 10pm
Headed to Geylang for frog legs porridge
Geylang jammed like siao again
All the C-people & I-people running across roads like their rice paddy fields
On our way home along PIE
We encountered another jam
FOUR JAMS IN THE DAY!
Seriously feeling very ridiculous
What's the use of ERP?
Suck money only!
Then we realised it was another accident whereby a bike crashed into a taxi
Er
Hello people
Please drive with care
I know it's already 1145pm
But that doesnt mean the road is empty
Do you know how sucky it was to jam at 12am!!!
If you'd not have enough stalled moments in your life
You can always join the queue
coz now you can even have jams in Singapore
No needa go JB also can experience
Hurray!
I felt like I'd spent the whole day traveling around Singapore island
Michelle, her sis & I went to SITEX at around 5
& traffic was still ok until we reached the road after ACS Barker(?)
Accident
So the road was kinda jammed for 10 mins which cars changing lanes
We continued our way to Suntec
Passed ERP & parked the car
We then realised SITEX is NOT at Suntec
We'd been listening to the radio talking about SITEX
But the DJ never say where SITEX is until we managed to park perfectly in the slot
So
We left for Singapore Expo
Passed another ERP
Jammed at the ECP for a while
& moved damn slowly along ECP
Reached Bedok
Jammed all the way from Expo
Stuck for 2 hours
When we reached there
It was already 730pm
ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Michelle was saying we could have reached KL with the 2 hours stuck
Michelle & her sis were looking for laptops
& we reached the LG counter
The salesman was so funny
Kept saying the wrong things
& we kept bargaining for the free items
He really buay tahan us & said
"Cannot lah... my boss will kill me de...you want my life isit?"
Me:"That's obvious. Cant you tell I'm trying very hard to?"
We all laughed
The salesman then said I look like some movie star
But donno who
Aiyo
Donno listen to this comment for how many times liao
Everyone said i look like some movie star
but DONNO WHO
Eh
Please think who she is before letting me know ok?
Even till the day I die I also donno who I look like
So after the purchase
We left for supper at 10pm
Headed to Geylang for frog legs porridge
Geylang jammed like siao again
All the C-people & I-people running across roads like their rice paddy fields
On our way home along PIE
We encountered another jam
FOUR JAMS IN THE DAY!
Seriously feeling very ridiculous
What's the use of ERP?
Suck money only!
Then we realised it was another accident whereby a bike crashed into a taxi
Er
Hello people
Please drive with care
I know it's already 1145pm
But that doesnt mean the road is empty
Do you know how sucky it was to jam at 12am!!!
If you'd not have enough stalled moments in your life
You can always join the queue
coz now you can even have jams in Singapore
No needa go JB also can experience
Hurray!
Friday, November 28, 2008
Thursday, November 27, 2008
I'm in JB
Later returning SG
& gonna start working on the report again
Lately
Alot of people jio me eat dinner
I apologise that I have to reject the date
Coz I seriously need to rush my stuffs
However, exceptional cases apply
Does that make me super bias on dates? Who cares...
So anyway
Yah yah
Buy me more time for my report
& I will go for yours
Cheers
Later returning SG
& gonna start working on the report again
Lately
Alot of people jio me eat dinner
I apologise that I have to reject the date
Coz I seriously need to rush my stuffs
However, exceptional cases apply
Does that make me super bias on dates? Who cares...
So anyway
Yah yah
Buy me more time for my report
& I will go for yours
Cheers
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
=|
Not so productive today
Mental block
Cannot think at all!
Staring at the data
& asked myself
"What the hell is this?!"
Not very helpful
The evening sky is beautiful today
The opposite block had turned pink
Such colourful sky had been observed lately these few days
& this is due to the presence of dust particles that disperses light, especially red and orange
Thus causing it to appear 'warm' in the dusk
=)
Not so productive today
Mental block
Cannot think at all!
Staring at the data
& asked myself
"What the hell is this?!"
Not very helpful
The evening sky is beautiful today
The opposite block had turned pink
Such colourful sky had been observed lately these few days
& this is due to the presence of dust particles that disperses light, especially red and orange
Thus causing it to appear 'warm' in the dusk
=)
I've heard about it few years ago
But never have a chance to go
It then got forgotten until recently
I saw that my friend went
I wanna go to the NANAS
Anyone?
But never have a chance to go
It then got forgotten until recently
I saw that my friend went
I wanna go to the NANAS
Anyone?
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Wah
My groin very pain
*ouch ouch*
DarDar was surfing Google Earth for fun in Singapore
& I also KPO beside him coz I dont have this application on my laptop
We 'went' to Paris, Vigo, Bora Bora, Germany, Sipadan
Until DarDar told me to stop dreaming =(
& he asked me where the secret pond that I told him about
so I told him where & where loh
but he looked at me like I was talking rubbish
Coz he has a slightly below average sense of direction
So I drew him a map
Which looks like this
He simply ignored me
& continued to search on Google Earth
Seeing the whole patch of trees in Bukit Timah from the satellite
He told me dont bluff him
..........
Lao niang might lack of sleep
But lying is not due to lack of sleep
I surfed Google Earth for him
Saw it but still dont believe me
& kept pestering me to go cycle with him
I had been tossing on the bed a while ago wanting to go out for a walk
But I dislike crowds during weekends
So he asked me go cycling with him to the secret pond
Okie loh
Despite being abit heavy in the head
yet staying totally awake wasting time
I guessed exercise should be good enough to spend the day
I'm glad that the park behind my house connects to Bukit Timah NR
Connected to the nature
Saw water lizard suntanning while on the way
No idea where it came from
Fallen dried tree which looks very abstract
I slipped into a mud track along the way
Right foot muddy =(
After an hour
We reached the secret pond
DarDar was very excited
He was very surprised that the water is so clean & clear
Oh damn the small eyes with big eye bags......
I washed my right foot in the water =p
We had company too
A male macaque on the tree looking at us
Obviously it had been ostracized from its group since primates are hierarchical social animal
Stayed for about half an hour
& we continued our journey
I told DarDar
'Eh, correct right? The map I drew showed exact spot right?'
DarDar ignored me again, adding with this -_- face
We cycled up & down
& we reached Beauty World
Since we were there
We had roti prata at Al-azhar
Wooo
I craved for prata weeks ago
Now I had it
The Al-azhar staffs were very excited to serve us
Helped us to park our bikes
& gave that 'Wow' look as they saw us descended from our bikes
Another one even more kua-zhang
I bet he didnt know I am a female until I removed my cap
The stunned look betrayed him
Rested for a while
We headed back home
Not good
Sky went totally dark grey with gushes of wind
'Why every time we cycle home from Bukit Timah always rain one?'
Initially it was drizzle
Then it grew bigger
& biggest!
Since we were already wet
We just headed on
& while we were waiting for the green-man to turn
The 'biggest' rain grew to biggest-bigger!
All the roads in my neighbour was flooded within few minutes
Which could tell that it was really damn heavy
Anyway
We had free shower
Just missing the soap
Today has surely been in close contact with the nature
Trees, mud, water, rain
What else is missing?
& obviously plus a damn pain groin from the bumpy rides up & down the terrains
My groin very pain
*ouch ouch*
DarDar was surfing Google Earth for fun in Singapore
& I also KPO beside him coz I dont have this application on my laptop
We 'went' to Paris, Vigo, Bora Bora, Germany, Sipadan
Until DarDar told me to stop dreaming =(
& he asked me where the secret pond that I told him about
so I told him where & where loh
but he looked at me like I was talking rubbish
Coz he has a slightly below average sense of direction
So I drew him a map
Which looks like this
He simply ignored me
& continued to search on Google Earth
Seeing the whole patch of trees in Bukit Timah from the satellite
He told me dont bluff him
..........
Lao niang might lack of sleep
But lying is not due to lack of sleep
I surfed Google Earth for him
Saw it but still dont believe me
& kept pestering me to go cycle with him
I had been tossing on the bed a while ago wanting to go out for a walk
But I dislike crowds during weekends
So he asked me go cycling with him to the secret pond
Okie loh
Despite being abit heavy in the head
yet staying totally awake wasting time
I guessed exercise should be good enough to spend the day
I'm glad that the park behind my house connects to Bukit Timah NR
Connected to the nature
Saw water lizard suntanning while on the way
No idea where it came from
Fallen dried tree which looks very abstract
I slipped into a mud track along the way
Right foot muddy =(
After an hour
We reached the secret pond
DarDar was very excited
He was very surprised that the water is so clean & clear
Oh damn the small eyes with big eye bags......
I washed my right foot in the water =p
We had company too
A male macaque on the tree looking at us
Obviously it had been ostracized from its group since primates are hierarchical social animal
Stayed for about half an hour
& we continued our journey
I told DarDar
'Eh, correct right? The map I drew showed exact spot right?'
DarDar ignored me again, adding with this -_- face
We cycled up & down
& we reached Beauty World
Since we were there
We had roti prata at Al-azhar
Wooo
I craved for prata weeks ago
Now I had it
The Al-azhar staffs were very excited to serve us
Helped us to park our bikes
& gave that 'Wow' look as they saw us descended from our bikes
Another one even more kua-zhang
I bet he didnt know I am a female until I removed my cap
The stunned look betrayed him
Rested for a while
We headed back home
Not good
Sky went totally dark grey with gushes of wind
'Why every time we cycle home from Bukit Timah always rain one?'
Initially it was drizzle
Then it grew bigger
& biggest!
Since we were already wet
We just headed on
& while we were waiting for the green-man to turn
The 'biggest' rain grew to biggest-bigger!
All the roads in my neighbour was flooded within few minutes
Which could tell that it was really damn heavy
Anyway
We had free shower
Just missing the soap
Today has surely been in close contact with the nature
Trees, mud, water, rain
What else is missing?
& obviously plus a damn pain groin from the bumpy rides up & down the terrains
Saturday, November 22, 2008
FUCK LAH
I'M HOME ALONE AGAIN FOR THE 7 DAYS IN A ROW
ONLY HAVING MONG MONG AS MY COMPANION
BUT THAT FUCKER ALWAYS RUN INTO HIDING WHEN I WANNA TALK TO HIM/HER
I'M SICK OF TALKING TO MYSELF IN BLOG
TYPING STATUS IN FACEBOOK
I WANNA GO OUT FOR A WHILE
BUT THAT WHILE WILL TURN INTO FEW HOURS
I CANT AFFORD FEW HOURS
I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO EAT, DRINK, SHIT, REST
I HAVE BEEN STARING AT THE MONITOR LOOKING AT THE EMPTY SPACE IN MICROSOFT WORDS
HOPING MY REPORT CAN AUTOMATICALLY CHUNK OUT BY ITSELF
MY BRAINS HAD DIED
THE 'STUPID' DREAM HAD AFFECTED ME VERY BADLY
I'M LOSING MY SELF-ESTEEM
MY HANDPHONE HASNT BEEN RINGING SINCE LAST WEEK
NO ONE REMEMBERS ME
EXCEPT FOR DARDAR ONCE IN A WHILE ASKING ME WHAT I WANNA EAT
& NOW MY DARDAR IS OUT FISHING HAPPILY WITH HIS FRIENDS
I SO WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
*sob sob sob sob*
& ONLY ASHLEY IS KIND ENOUGH TO LEAVE ME SHORT MESSAGES IN MY BLOG
AT LEAST I KNOW ASH IS STILL AROUND READING HOW FUCKED-UP I AM AT THIS STAGE
Thanks & sorry Ash
gotta make you 'read' my nonsense lately
YES
NONSENSES HAVE BEEN GENERATING SO MUCH
THAT IT HAD OVERWHELMED THE PRODUCTION OF GOOD ANALYTICAL RESULTS
FUCK FUCK FUCK
PISSED...............
I AM GOING TO GRAB MONGMONG OUT OF HIS/HER CAGE
& MAKE HIM/HER ACCOMPANY ME
YES, I STILL DONNO IF MONGMONG IS A HE OR SHE
BUT EITHER SEX, IT IS STILL IT
BAH
I'M HOME ALONE AGAIN FOR THE 7 DAYS IN A ROW
ONLY HAVING MONG MONG AS MY COMPANION
BUT THAT FUCKER ALWAYS RUN INTO HIDING WHEN I WANNA TALK TO HIM/HER
I'M SICK OF TALKING TO MYSELF IN BLOG
TYPING STATUS IN FACEBOOK
I WANNA GO OUT FOR A WHILE
BUT THAT WHILE WILL TURN INTO FEW HOURS
I CANT AFFORD FEW HOURS
I DONT EVEN HAVE TIME TO EAT, DRINK, SHIT, REST
I HAVE BEEN STARING AT THE MONITOR LOOKING AT THE EMPTY SPACE IN MICROSOFT WORDS
HOPING MY REPORT CAN AUTOMATICALLY CHUNK OUT BY ITSELF
MY BRAINS HAD DIED
THE 'STUPID' DREAM HAD AFFECTED ME VERY BADLY
I'M LOSING MY SELF-ESTEEM
MY HANDPHONE HASNT BEEN RINGING SINCE LAST WEEK
NO ONE REMEMBERS ME
EXCEPT FOR DARDAR ONCE IN A WHILE ASKING ME WHAT I WANNA EAT
& NOW MY DARDAR IS OUT FISHING HAPPILY WITH HIS FRIENDS
I SO WANNA DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
*sob sob sob sob*
& ONLY ASHLEY IS KIND ENOUGH TO LEAVE ME SHORT MESSAGES IN MY BLOG
AT LEAST I KNOW ASH IS STILL AROUND READING HOW FUCKED-UP I AM AT THIS STAGE
Thanks & sorry Ash
gotta make you 'read' my nonsense lately
YES
NONSENSES HAVE BEEN GENERATING SO MUCH
THAT IT HAD OVERWHELMED THE PRODUCTION OF GOOD ANALYTICAL RESULTS
FUCK FUCK FUCK
PISSED...............
I AM GOING TO GRAB MONGMONG OUT OF HIS/HER CAGE
& MAKE HIM/HER ACCOMPANY ME
YES, I STILL DONNO IF MONGMONG IS A HE OR SHE
BUT EITHER SEX, IT IS STILL IT
BAH
I desperately wanna head to the gym
Long hours of sitting in my armchair
Typing brainlessly on my laptop is making my ass flat
& accumulating chunks of fats down at my waist
But I cant afford the time off
If I were to spend 3 hours at the gym (inclusive of transport time)
I could probably have written 3 pages of my report
Analysed 3 statistical tests
Read up 10 journal articles
Then again I could have done nothing productive
Coz I'm having a lot of obstacles in my report writing
The more I re-read
The more mistakes I found
& then I edit & edit the same page
Until I finally gave up & do work on something new
Which then appeared not smooth
Coz I donno how to do!!
So I read other papers for examples
Refer to books, etc
& by the time I started to write something
It's 3 hours later
FUCK LAH!
I'm squatting on my chair
Sitting with one leg up
Standing up
as I do my report
DarDar said I looked like frog
& then like 'Ah lian' the next minute
Lao niang becoming fat, flabby & saggy liao
What is an Ah lian frog?
My time management had surely been wrong
I'm reading my FYP report
& I guess I'd done all my stats wrongly
What appeared then didnt tally with how it should be now
Amazingly I was graded A
Something's just very weird about how my performance gauges me
One day must go bai-bai
Bai for firm ass despite excessive sitting
Bai for 48 hours per day
Bai for good grades
Bai for good health
Bai for more bai-bai
Amitabha please bless me!
Long hours of sitting in my armchair
Typing brainlessly on my laptop is making my ass flat
& accumulating chunks of fats down at my waist
But I cant afford the time off
If I were to spend 3 hours at the gym (inclusive of transport time)
I could probably have written 3 pages of my report
Analysed 3 statistical tests
Read up 10 journal articles
Then again I could have done nothing productive
Coz I'm having a lot of obstacles in my report writing
The more I re-read
The more mistakes I found
& then I edit & edit the same page
Until I finally gave up & do work on something new
Which then appeared not smooth
Coz I donno how to do!!
So I read other papers for examples
Refer to books, etc
& by the time I started to write something
It's 3 hours later
FUCK LAH!
I'm squatting on my chair
Sitting with one leg up
Standing up
as I do my report
DarDar said I looked like frog
& then like 'Ah lian' the next minute
Lao niang becoming fat, flabby & saggy liao
What is an Ah lian frog?
My time management had surely been wrong
I'm reading my FYP report
& I guess I'd done all my stats wrongly
What appeared then didnt tally with how it should be now
Amazingly I was graded A
Something's just very weird about how my performance gauges me
One day must go bai-bai
Bai for firm ass despite excessive sitting
Bai for 48 hours per day
Bai for good grades
Bai for good health
Bai for more bai-bai
Amitabha please bless me!
Friday, November 21, 2008
Wooo
Gmail had come out with themes to customise the interface
Nice!
DarDar & I were checking our inbox at the same time
& both of us went 'What happened to my gmail?'
Heehee
Lately I'm having this thought
Which is kinda troubling me
Coz it involves my dignity & my passion
I love sharks
I have lotsa shark photos in my drives
Lotsa shark poster, post cards
Joined causes in Facebook that's related to shark
'No shark captivity', 'Save the sharks', 'No shark-finning', etc
As I had been to banquets so frequent lately
Seeing bowls of shark fin soups being served
I hesitated to take it or not
It would be rude to reject something offered with their kind means
& it's not nice to pass your bowl to someone beside you
It's even not economical at all to waste a bowl of 'gold'
But it would be also unethical for me to eat parts of my favourite fish that I'd been verbally & virtually saving
I blame myself for the lack of skills & participation to literally save them
How would I be saving if I'm not even part of Sea Shepherd?
Well of coz, like most say, stop eating shark fin
When buying stops, killing stops
So we're back to square one
AGAIN
I cant go round asking happy couples if they're to serve shark fins or not
Nor can I strongly object to their decision to serve shark fins
I'd rejected the idea of serving shark fins during my ROM
But my idea was objected by DarDar's side of the family
& I was called 'Stupid' for not having the expensive dish when it'd already been included in the package
Duh
On a brighter side
If the shark fins are made fucking damn delicious like that in Springcourt
I can forgive myself once in a while
But if it tastes like shit in Grand Hyatt
FUCK LAH! I RATHER EAT MEE HOON!
I'm glad some of my friends are not serving shark fins during their banquet
& for the first time I can eat with ease
I plan not to during mine as well
& I'll strongly stand on my ground this time
I will flash all the gross Zocards I'd gathered previously
Played Sharkwaters to educate them
& give out Sea Shepherd's postcards as door gift
I love sharks!
Gmail had come out with themes to customise the interface
Nice!
DarDar & I were checking our inbox at the same time
& both of us went 'What happened to my gmail?'
Heehee
Lately I'm having this thought
Which is kinda troubling me
Coz it involves my dignity & my passion
I love sharks
I have lotsa shark photos in my drives
Lotsa shark poster, post cards
Joined causes in Facebook that's related to shark
'No shark captivity', 'Save the sharks', 'No shark-finning', etc
As I had been to banquets so frequent lately
Seeing bowls of shark fin soups being served
I hesitated to take it or not
It would be rude to reject something offered with their kind means
& it's not nice to pass your bowl to someone beside you
It's even not economical at all to waste a bowl of 'gold'
But it would be also unethical for me to eat parts of my favourite fish that I'd been verbally & virtually saving
I blame myself for the lack of skills & participation to literally save them
How would I be saving if I'm not even part of Sea Shepherd?
Well of coz, like most say, stop eating shark fin
When buying stops, killing stops
So we're back to square one
AGAIN
I cant go round asking happy couples if they're to serve shark fins or not
Nor can I strongly object to their decision to serve shark fins
I'd rejected the idea of serving shark fins during my ROM
But my idea was objected by DarDar's side of the family
& I was called 'Stupid' for not having the expensive dish when it'd already been included in the package
Duh
On a brighter side
If the shark fins are made fucking damn delicious like that in Springcourt
I can forgive myself once in a while
But if it tastes like shit in Grand Hyatt
FUCK LAH! I RATHER EAT MEE HOON!
I'm glad some of my friends are not serving shark fins during their banquet
& for the first time I can eat with ease
I plan not to during mine as well
& I'll strongly stand on my ground this time
I will flash all the gross Zocards I'd gathered previously
Played Sharkwaters to educate them
& give out Sea Shepherd's postcards as door gift
I love sharks!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
I happened to browse the synopsis of this book few years ago
Hesitated to buy
& now after these few years had passed
I'm eagerly looking for it
I dont remember the title
But it has something to do with the ocean
Anyway
I spotted this book-The Unnatural History of the sea:
It has two versions of front cover
I guess it could be this book
But not too sure
I hope to have this book for Xmas
Please, Santa?
Hesitated to buy
& now after these few years had passed
I'm eagerly looking for it
I dont remember the title
But it has something to do with the ocean
Anyway
I spotted this book-The Unnatural History of the sea:
It has two versions of front cover
I guess it could be this book
But not too sure
I hope to have this book for Xmas
Please, Santa?
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
Desperately juicing my brains for the introduction
Is 15-pages way too many?
My topic is very vague
Prof says keep it there
& thus, it is speaking very general logics
I too, however, must make it sound like I'm specialising on the species
which is now screwing me up real bad
& donno if I'm heading the correct path
I already have a file of journal articles for references
Today I returned school
& got myself another file of journal articles
Am I looking for trouble or not?
No time to read already still killing trees
But hey
Just half year data needs 2 files
3 years later I will have 6 files?
*gasps*
Time to start clearing my table
Now I'm stuck
I need to transit to the Materials & Methods section
but I cant think of how I can do it smoothly
Several proof-reading make me find that each paragraph are totally disconnected
I started to think I'm stupid
I dreamt of Prof scolding me 'stupid' too
Maybe I'd overestimated my ability to do higher degree
But can anyone tell me why I can score A- for exams without studying for the 1st time??
............
Sigh
I just love my echinolittorinids
Is 15-pages way too many?
My topic is very vague
Prof says keep it there
& thus, it is speaking very general logics
I too, however, must make it sound like I'm specialising on the species
which is now screwing me up real bad
& donno if I'm heading the correct path
I already have a file of journal articles for references
Today I returned school
& got myself another file of journal articles
Am I looking for trouble or not?
No time to read already still killing trees
But hey
Just half year data needs 2 files
3 years later I will have 6 files?
*gasps*
Time to start clearing my table
Now I'm stuck
I need to transit to the Materials & Methods section
but I cant think of how I can do it smoothly
Several proof-reading make me find that each paragraph are totally disconnected
I started to think I'm stupid
I dreamt of Prof scolding me 'stupid' too
Maybe I'd overestimated my ability to do higher degree
But can anyone tell me why I can score A- for exams without studying for the 1st time??
............
Sigh
I just love my echinolittorinids
Sunday, November 16, 2008
.................
That was 2nd last minute wedding dinner I'd ever attended
The 1st one occurred last month
That got me rushing for all the way home from diving
Yesterday's was another
DarDar & I were back JB
& his dad insisted us to go so as to fill in the empty seats at the table
DUHZ
I didnt wanna go initially
So was DarDar
Then his Dad demanded
His aunts added 'Your father-in-law tell you go, you can dont go meh?'
Wah
This sentence powerful enough liao
What to do?
Rush home again & change lo
Luckily it was at Grand Hyatt
Which I can still manage to fly down town within 15 minutes
& we did
Even earlier than his Dad who went to fetch other relatives after dropping us off
Cut my hair =)
DarDar with Gigi
Me & Isaac =)
The hall in Grand Hyatt was ......... ZZZZZzzzzzzzzz
I was very surprised how a 5-star hotel will have such bad room design
The hall was horizontal & the projector for the montage was only at one corner
We were sitting at the other end of the room with 2 large pillars blocking our view to the projector & the stage
So we practically only feed ourselves extensively
& I didnt even bother to look at the ceremony
Food was average too
Most of the dishes were salty
The waiters doesnt understand English
Had to repeat in several languages to communicate
Glasses were dirty
Serving time was draggy
We started our course at 830pm!
Ate till 11pm!
Between each dishes we waited for 30minutes!
Cannot make it
I immediately KO when I hit the bed at 12+am
2 nights of no-sleep isnt joking
Thank goodness my make-up could mask my eye bags
I find it was a disappointment
I would expect Grand Hyatt to be grand
But doesnt seem too
At the same time
There were 4 banquets at the same time
Pretty messy with the ushers
DarDar's uncle was still saying 'So now you can make your choices which one to do yours'
Yes, definitely not Grand Hyatt cos it never cross our minds in the first place
& then all the other questions from his relatives started 'so when is yours? Where to do?'
=\
Oh anyway
The Christmas lights in Orchard are up
Very beautiful
It's candy-themed this year
That was 2nd last minute wedding dinner I'd ever attended
The 1st one occurred last month
That got me rushing for all the way home from diving
Yesterday's was another
DarDar & I were back JB
& his dad insisted us to go so as to fill in the empty seats at the table
DUHZ
I didnt wanna go initially
So was DarDar
Then his Dad demanded
His aunts added 'Your father-in-law tell you go, you can dont go meh?'
Wah
This sentence powerful enough liao
What to do?
Rush home again & change lo
Luckily it was at Grand Hyatt
Which I can still manage to fly down town within 15 minutes
& we did
Even earlier than his Dad who went to fetch other relatives after dropping us off
Cut my hair =)
DarDar with Gigi
Me & Isaac =)
The hall in Grand Hyatt was ......... ZZZZZzzzzzzzzz
I was very surprised how a 5-star hotel will have such bad room design
The hall was horizontal & the projector for the montage was only at one corner
We were sitting at the other end of the room with 2 large pillars blocking our view to the projector & the stage
So we practically only feed ourselves extensively
& I didnt even bother to look at the ceremony
Food was average too
Most of the dishes were salty
The waiters doesnt understand English
Had to repeat in several languages to communicate
Glasses were dirty
Serving time was draggy
We started our course at 830pm!
Ate till 11pm!
Between each dishes we waited for 30minutes!
Cannot make it
I immediately KO when I hit the bed at 12+am
2 nights of no-sleep isnt joking
Thank goodness my make-up could mask my eye bags
I find it was a disappointment
I would expect Grand Hyatt to be grand
But doesnt seem too
At the same time
There were 4 banquets at the same time
Pretty messy with the ushers
DarDar's uncle was still saying 'So now you can make your choices which one to do yours'
Yes, definitely not Grand Hyatt cos it never cross our minds in the first place
& then all the other questions from his relatives started 'so when is yours? Where to do?'
=\
Oh anyway
The Christmas lights in Orchard are up
Very beautiful
It's candy-themed this year
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Oh my god
When I was watching the news on Friday
I totally missed what it was talking about
Coz we were celebrating my Mum-in-law's birthday
When I saw Guha on the TV
& clips showing the new facilities in the zoo
I thought they're just showing what is the attractions
Next morning
I read the Malaysia's newspaper
I was totally shocked
The front page of the newspaper actually showed a photo of a white tiger holding a headless man in its mouth!!!
Totally grotesque!
I quickly flipped to the page
& read the article over & over
Nordin committed suicide by feeding himself to the tigers
Oh my
I was still thinking of visiting the zoo with DarDar after my exams
The news itself wasnt so shocking in the first place
But having that photo shown on the front page was indeed eye-catching & attention-seeking!!!!
I was also desperately looking for the video off YouTube
But right now
It's ok that I dont see it
So much of the documentaries we watch on Animal Planet
How the deers, antelopes, zebra & whatever are being killed by the tigers
& now this happened
A human fed to the tigers is something most of us cannot accept
Especially when it is in a place where everyone thought is famous & safe
I wanna digress abit to say that that guy was very brave
He chose the fastest yet most painful way to die
According to the paper
He struggled for less than 2 minutes & he was over
by 3 tigers
Geez
Shocking, indeed
When I was watching the news on Friday
I totally missed what it was talking about
Coz we were celebrating my Mum-in-law's birthday
When I saw Guha on the TV
& clips showing the new facilities in the zoo
I thought they're just showing what is the attractions
Next morning
I read the Malaysia's newspaper
I was totally shocked
The front page of the newspaper actually showed a photo of a white tiger holding a headless man in its mouth!!!
Totally grotesque!
I quickly flipped to the page
& read the article over & over
Nordin committed suicide by feeding himself to the tigers
Oh my
I was still thinking of visiting the zoo with DarDar after my exams
The news itself wasnt so shocking in the first place
But having that photo shown on the front page was indeed eye-catching & attention-seeking!!!!
I was also desperately looking for the video off YouTube
But right now
It's ok that I dont see it
So much of the documentaries we watch on Animal Planet
How the deers, antelopes, zebra & whatever are being killed by the tigers
& now this happened
A human fed to the tigers is something most of us cannot accept
Especially when it is in a place where everyone thought is famous & safe
I wanna digress abit to say that that guy was very brave
He chose the fastest yet most painful way to die
According to the paper
He struggled for less than 2 minutes & he was over
by 3 tigers
Geez
Shocking, indeed
Thursday, November 13, 2008
Not scared?
As if
Said only
In fact
I'm indeed kinda scared
Scared that I panic & cant find my answers in this open-book exams
Although I've like 90% information in my brains
I still need to refer to the papers for good logical linkage for essays
I'm testing myself what kinda possible questions will come out
& truly
I know what it is, where to find
Just donno how to write properly to prevent plagiarism
Well actually
I too threw a huge chunk of notes in my previous open-book exams
But I guess it isnt too right to do so
Oh man
What should I do?
I hope everything goes well & perfect
Bless me please, pheromones
As if
Said only
In fact
I'm indeed kinda scared
Scared that I panic & cant find my answers in this open-book exams
Although I've like 90% information in my brains
I still need to refer to the papers for good logical linkage for essays
I'm testing myself what kinda possible questions will come out
& truly
I know what it is, where to find
Just donno how to write properly to prevent plagiarism
Well actually
I too threw a huge chunk of notes in my previous open-book exams
But I guess it isnt too right to do so
Oh man
What should I do?
I hope everything goes well & perfect
Bless me please, pheromones
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Had the new MacDonald's item yesterday night
Got the McSpicy though
Just now
I had diahorrea
AGAIN!
after yet another McSpicy meal
& it does smell like McSpicy
I start to wonder
If McSpicy is responsible for my diahorrea
If my digestiive system is this lousy
I should excrete almost everything I ate
Which smells like any other thing
But why does it only smell of McSpicy?
So it must be McSpicy!!!
=\
I'm sorry
I'm talking shit (pun intended)
**********
Days ago at the airport while fetching my Mum
DarDar & I had a conversation about the current economy
Yes,this weird
An ecologist & a multi-media designer talking about econ-o-my
*rolls eyes*
Which to us may be something very interesting coz we might be talking craps out of craps
Foreign currency is dropping
Which to me is a good news
Coz I (purposely) travel most of the time
& I have Ringgit, Rupiah, RenMinBi, HKD, Macau$, Baht, Euro, USD, Russian Ruble in my drawers
Recalling my Spain's trip 2 months ago
I'd stupidly changed my $300+ to a miserable Euro100
Coz I did a stupid & wrong mathematical formula
Now that I'd learnt my lesson
I'm always aiming at Euro
Just to remind myself how stupid I had been
2 months ago
I changed my money at rate 2.15
Now, it is only 1.9
WAHHHHHHHHHHH
& then I had an impulsive decision
I feel like withdrawing several hundreds SGD to have it converted to Euro
& wait for the exchange rates to rise to 2.5 or something (hopefully)
I'm gonna sell it
Which will mean I'll gain additional dollars from the conversion!
& gain back what I'd lost!
Smart right?!
& if suay suay never rise *touch wood*
I will force DarDar bring me to Italy & France to spend my Euro
I DONT CARE!
I've enough of him hao-lian-ing to me about his Rome trip 4 years ago
Boooooooooooooo
So after exams i will do it
& please, Euro
Stay low for the time being
*********
I'm so talkative today
Bah!
Got the McSpicy though
Just now
I had diahorrea
AGAIN!
after yet another McSpicy meal
& it does smell like McSpicy
I start to wonder
If McSpicy is responsible for my diahorrea
If my digestiive system is this lousy
I should excrete almost everything I ate
Which smells like any other thing
But why does it only smell of McSpicy?
So it must be McSpicy!!!
=\
I'm sorry
I'm talking shit (pun intended)
**********
Days ago at the airport while fetching my Mum
DarDar & I had a conversation about the current economy
Yes,this weird
An ecologist & a multi-media designer talking about econ-o-my
*rolls eyes*
Which to us may be something very interesting coz we might be talking craps out of craps
Foreign currency is dropping
Which to me is a good news
Coz I (purposely) travel most of the time
& I have Ringgit, Rupiah, RenMinBi, HKD, Macau$, Baht, Euro, USD, Russian Ruble in my drawers
Recalling my Spain's trip 2 months ago
I'd stupidly changed my $300+ to a miserable Euro100
Coz I did a stupid & wrong mathematical formula
Now that I'd learnt my lesson
I'm always aiming at Euro
Just to remind myself how stupid I had been
2 months ago
I changed my money at rate 2.15
Now, it is only 1.9
WAHHHHHHHHHHH
& then I had an impulsive decision
I feel like withdrawing several hundreds SGD to have it converted to Euro
& wait for the exchange rates to rise to 2.5 or something (hopefully)
I'm gonna sell it
Which will mean I'll gain additional dollars from the conversion!
& gain back what I'd lost!
Smart right?!
& if suay suay never rise *touch wood*
I will force DarDar bring me to Italy & France to spend my Euro
I DONT CARE!
I've enough of him hao-lian-ing to me about his Rome trip 4 years ago
Boooooooooooooo
So after exams i will do it
& please, Euro
Stay low for the time being
*********
I'm so talkative today
Bah!
Sunday, November 09, 2008
Mum's back from HK
Hurray~
No more daily housework anymore =D
Could only dozed off at 4am this morning
& the thunderstorm was really irritating
The lightning flashed so brightly & near my window
As if it's striking at me
Which made me uneasy & hard to sleep
& at the same time
I donno why I was thinking of my snails!!!
Too much stress that hallucinations had involved my snails
-_-
4 more days to exams
& I'm not revising
Now i have no mood to do anything
Why am I such a bitch?!
Once I have the kick
I will do non-stop
Once the momentum stops
Everything stops
.............
& I'm dreaming of my strawberries at Cameron Highland next month
Hurray~
No more daily housework anymore =D
Could only dozed off at 4am this morning
& the thunderstorm was really irritating
The lightning flashed so brightly & near my window
As if it's striking at me
Which made me uneasy & hard to sleep
& at the same time
I donno why I was thinking of my snails!!!
Too much stress that hallucinations had involved my snails
-_-
4 more days to exams
& I'm not revising
Now i have no mood to do anything
Why am I such a bitch?!
Once I have the kick
I will do non-stop
Once the momentum stops
Everything stops
.............
& I'm dreaming of my strawberries at Cameron Highland next month
I finally slept for 3 hours in the afternoon after the medicine took effect
Kinda drug-abusive but I've been doing there
So... as long as i can sleep, who cares!
Though I do have a pack of sleeping pills in my drawer untouched yet
Anyway
DarDar & I had steak at Chez Moi
Simple & nice
With a full boost of energy
I started writing my introduction for my research paper
which took me 3 hours for 3 pages!!
I almost died of brain-dead
It's 240am now
Another late night sleep
Which I foresee this will be my bedtime thereafter
Sigh
Kinda drug-abusive but I've been doing there
So... as long as i can sleep, who cares!
Though I do have a pack of sleeping pills in my drawer untouched yet
Anyway
DarDar & I had steak at Chez Moi
Simple & nice
With a full boost of energy
I started writing my introduction for my research paper
which took me 3 hours for 3 pages!!
I almost died of brain-dead
It's 240am now
Another late night sleep
Which I foresee this will be my bedtime thereafter
Sigh
Saturday, November 08, 2008
I'm feeling so shitty
Couldnt sleep last night
& kept tossing on the bed
Having so much things running in my mind after reading 2 journal papers on littorinids
& keeping thinking of my Elina Ivanova
Watched the night sky turned from brown to red
& until DarDar came back home in the morning
he asked "opps, I woke you up?"
No, I just haven fall asleep
So I sat up & we head to have MacDonalds' breakfast
DarDar now has fallen asleep from his overnight fishing
& I'm still awake!!!!!
I'd popped a pill of Piriton hoping the drowsy effect can kill in
but i know I'm kinda immuned to Piriton
I should have taken Became
But Became is too strong that I will definitely sleep more than 24hours at this stage
So now
Just hope the drowsiness can slowly blend in with my sleepiness
Sighhhhh
Couldnt sleep last night
& kept tossing on the bed
Having so much things running in my mind after reading 2 journal papers on littorinids
& keeping thinking of my Elina Ivanova
Watched the night sky turned from brown to red
& until DarDar came back home in the morning
he asked "opps, I woke you up?"
No, I just haven fall asleep
So I sat up & we head to have MacDonalds' breakfast
DarDar now has fallen asleep from his overnight fishing
& I'm still awake!!!!!
I'd popped a pill of Piriton hoping the drowsy effect can kill in
but i know I'm kinda immuned to Piriton
I should have taken Became
But Became is too strong that I will definitely sleep more than 24hours at this stage
So now
Just hope the drowsiness can slowly blend in with my sleepiness
Sighhhhh
Friday, November 07, 2008
I'm soooooooooooooooo obsessed with America's Next Top Model
that I'm giving up my revision
LIKE WHO CARES ABOUT EXAM WHEN IT'S OPEN-BOOK!
No lah
Will still study
But ANTM NOW IS TOO EXCITING TO STOP WATCHING!!!
I'm watching Cycle 11 off online streaming tv
& I just keep clicking 'Play' after each episode
The girls are damn gorgeous
& I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee this bisexual girl, Elina
She's so cool
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee her character & style
& I admire her being committed to animal rights & only eat veggie
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the way she portraits herself
& I am so excited about her during the elimination rounds
I cried for her in joy when she managed to remain for the next round
& I even joined her Fan page in Facebook
I AM CRAZY OVER THIS LESBIAN!!!
I would definitely loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to be her friend if I have a chance
Goddamn she's only 19
& she's sooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful & cool
WWWWWWWWWWWWwooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~
I'm currently looking for a new hair cut
& I loveeeeeeeeeeee Samantha's hair
Looks like I'm only interested in short hair
But who caressss!!
Damn
I'm really crazy now
AND I STILL LOVE ELINA IVANOVA!!
that I'm giving up my revision
LIKE WHO CARES ABOUT EXAM WHEN IT'S OPEN-BOOK!
No lah
Will still study
But ANTM NOW IS TOO EXCITING TO STOP WATCHING!!!
I'm watching Cycle 11 off online streaming tv
& I just keep clicking 'Play' after each episode
The girls are damn gorgeous
& I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee this bisexual girl, Elina
She's so cool
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeee her character & style
& I admire her being committed to animal rights & only eat veggie
I loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee the way she portraits herself
& I am so excited about her during the elimination rounds
I cried for her in joy when she managed to remain for the next round
& I even joined her Fan page in Facebook
I AM CRAZY OVER THIS LESBIAN!!!
I would definitely loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee to be her friend if I have a chance
Goddamn she's only 19
& she's sooooooooooooooooooooo beautiful & cool
WWWWWWWWWWWWwooooooooooooaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh~~~~
I'm currently looking for a new hair cut
& I loveeeeeeeeeeee Samantha's hair
Looks like I'm only interested in short hair
But who caressss!!
Damn
I'm really crazy now
AND I STILL LOVE ELINA IVANOVA!!
Thursday, November 06, 2008
Weird
For the first time since donno-when
I have flies hovering above a bowl of fried rice during dinner
& it was so irritating that I had to sweep my hand to chase it away every few minutes
& then ants started hunting on a clear table
& some flying insects flying around my head & my table light source
Heh?
I know I can explain that
I'm studying on pheromones of invertebrates
So there must be a certain chemical release from somewhere that attracts them
Could my bowl of fried rice smells of its kind of the opposite sex, eager to mate?
Or smells like an ideal place for oviposition?
O_o
Now
I have a fly flying in front of me
Argh!
DarDar said it's the same fly during dinner
& I wondered how he knows
So I asked the fly
"If you're DarDar's friend, fly to his belly"
No reaction
I didnt ask him to fly towards me
But then it landed on his shoulder later
"Maybe it's Skippy" (our dead chinchilla)
In such situation
Attraction of insects towards human is almost impossible
That's unless you smell like its kind
Or it is something supernatural
Whatever it is
Drosophilla spp. is just irritating
For the first time since donno-when
I have flies hovering above a bowl of fried rice during dinner
& it was so irritating that I had to sweep my hand to chase it away every few minutes
& then ants started hunting on a clear table
& some flying insects flying around my head & my table light source
Heh?
I know I can explain that
I'm studying on pheromones of invertebrates
So there must be a certain chemical release from somewhere that attracts them
Could my bowl of fried rice smells of its kind of the opposite sex, eager to mate?
Or smells like an ideal place for oviposition?
O_o
Now
I have a fly flying in front of me
Argh!
DarDar said it's the same fly during dinner
& I wondered how he knows
So I asked the fly
"If you're DarDar's friend, fly to his belly"
No reaction
I didnt ask him to fly towards me
But then it landed on his shoulder later
"Maybe it's Skippy" (our dead chinchilla)
In such situation
Attraction of insects towards human is almost impossible
That's unless you smell like its kind
Or it is something supernatural
Whatever it is
Drosophilla spp. is just irritating
Sunday, November 02, 2008
I slacked my weekend through
& it was great
Though at times I keep thinking about the deadlines
Bleah
Anyway
Spent the whole day eating
Fat already lo!
Always grow fat whenever I go JB
DarDar's dad brought us to Masai for lunch
It's at the other side of JB
Near Pasir Gudang
& the restaurant is next to the sea
On the water!
The kids looked so happy playing in the water
Jumping off the boats into the sea just like that
Exactly those scenes you watch on TV
Food was average though
But the dishes were still suitable for my taste
The fish is kinda cool
Coz it was fried till its scales are too edible!
The tempeh was also nice
Didnt have the bean-y taste
& the view was kinda relaxing
Coz it's on the jetty
& looking opposite is Noordin Beach of Pulau Ubin
WOoooooo~
On our way back Singapore
No reason to reject walking across the causeway
The causeway is so packed that walking is definitely a wiser choice
HeeHee
Nice reflection & clear evening sky after the rain
Back to the reality now
DEADLINES!
& it was great
Though at times I keep thinking about the deadlines
Bleah
Anyway
Spent the whole day eating
Fat already lo!
Always grow fat whenever I go JB
DarDar's dad brought us to Masai for lunch
It's at the other side of JB
Near Pasir Gudang
& the restaurant is next to the sea
On the water!
The kids looked so happy playing in the water
Jumping off the boats into the sea just like that
Exactly those scenes you watch on TV
Food was average though
But the dishes were still suitable for my taste
The fish is kinda cool
Coz it was fried till its scales are too edible!
The tempeh was also nice
Didnt have the bean-y taste
& the view was kinda relaxing
Coz it's on the jetty
& looking opposite is Noordin Beach of Pulau Ubin
WOoooooo~
On our way back Singapore
No reason to reject walking across the causeway
The causeway is so packed that walking is definitely a wiser choice
HeeHee
Nice reflection & clear evening sky after the rain
Back to the reality now
DEADLINES!
Saturday, November 01, 2008
Good morning, Earth
Had a good night sleep at 3am
After struggling to watch the final episode of an old HK drama
Which had definitely stretched my tiredness to the max
& collapsed immediately the moment DarDar switched off his MacBook Pro
Adding on to the heavy downpour in early morning
Sleep was cold but comfortable
Waking up just to realise how my neck had sprained slightly
& my diarrhea cant stop leaking for the 2nd time
Smells like McSpicy supper last night
Anyway
We're supposed to head tho the bridal fair at Suntec today
But then forget it
Coz kinda lazy to travel & pack ourselves like sardines
Worse is when we're being grabbed by promotors & talked for hours
Delaying our trip back JB
So we decided to head JB in the morning
Like now
To avoid jam
But stupid DarDar refused to wake up
He is even snoring when I wanna kick him up
=|
Maybe after rain stops then
1st Nov 2008
Almost year end
1+ week is our 1st wedding anniversary
No plans
Stupid exams
Just give me an A+
& that'll be the best gift
Had a good night sleep at 3am
After struggling to watch the final episode of an old HK drama
Which had definitely stretched my tiredness to the max
& collapsed immediately the moment DarDar switched off his MacBook Pro
Adding on to the heavy downpour in early morning
Sleep was cold but comfortable
Waking up just to realise how my neck had sprained slightly
& my diarrhea cant stop leaking for the 2nd time
Smells like McSpicy supper last night
Anyway
We're supposed to head tho the bridal fair at Suntec today
But then forget it
Coz kinda lazy to travel & pack ourselves like sardines
Worse is when we're being grabbed by promotors & talked for hours
Delaying our trip back JB
So we decided to head JB in the morning
Like now
To avoid jam
But stupid DarDar refused to wake up
He is even snoring when I wanna kick him up
=|
Maybe after rain stops then
1st Nov 2008
Almost year end
1+ week is our 1st wedding anniversary
No plans
Stupid exams
Just give me an A+
& that'll be the best gift
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