Shucks
Please tie me to the coconut tree down my block

I spent $105 (or maybe slightly more) today!
*shriek*

I headed to the Victoria Secret's sale with my 'twin' sister, Tzu
Only to realise the Victoria Secret's items are real ugly
Damn bloody lacey
Yikes
& surprisely
They had Nike items & others
So I grabbed 2 sport bras, 1 dri-fit top for diving & a DKNY pants (for work)
I dont understand why the staffs have to bundle up my package & made me look like an Auntie for the day
*rolls eyes*
I paid using my UOB debit card
First time use my untouchable money from UOB
& when I was told to sign on the receipt
I think I signed wrongly
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Coz I cant remember how my signature was like when I applied
Heck

Went Chinatown walk walk
& damn
I bought a turquoise wrap-skirt
>_<
I only remember I actually had another wrap-skirt bought from Langkawi
& a purple wrap-pants from Cambodia
All never wear before

Bleah

Tzu never fails to buy cosmetic whenever I go shopping with her
But this time round
I bought a Shisedo Diamond Tear eyeliner without hesitation!
Got free softener & moisturiser sample given too

Rushed to work
Late for 5mins
Gossiped all the way with Mala for 5 hours as usual
LOL!!!
Patients today damn cute
& today I chatted with some of them
Got this Uncle asked me know how the Christmas tree in the clinic shines
Errr... physics sia
Then few minutes before closing
Dr Chow last minute wanted me to stay back
Asked me update stock-taking list by next week
X_X
Ok loh

Headed Alif for supper (actually dinner) with Er ge
Treated Er ge lim ice-milo
BWHAHAHAHAHAH
Then today also never request for legal nicotine
I very guai right?
*evil grin*

Ouch
Heart pain

I must not spend anymore from next week onwards
Damn the Christmas mood

Woooooo
J'aime ces téléphones!
C'est la nouvelle Nokia collection
L'amour l'amour l'amour
Très beau!!!

Je veux un nouveau téléphone avant mon Samsung est mort
Mais je n'ai pas l'argent
=(
Un cadeau pour la Noël?
Heehee

J'espère...
=p

Today
I have purple eyes
Met Zhiwei for lunch at KFC & grocery shopping
Bumped into Huibo
Headed Bugis
Bumped into Mike
Met Tom C to collect tapes
Logging season begins again
Headed Orchard
Waited for Ivan
Stupid Ivan took train in the wrong direction
Late for 30mins
While waiting
Got approached by some volunteers
Donated $10 to Family Life's
Given this as token of appreciation
Was approached by an executive from a modeling agency
Took down particulars & given a name-card
Some ah-bengs & an uncle quarelled
Uncle not happy with one of the ah bengs who sat in the middle of the staircase
Ah beng not happy that Uncle said he's an uneducated Singaporean
Another Ah beng not happy with Uncle criticising Singaporeans
Very rowdy but exciting
Long time never see ah beng kbkb in public
All the *%$#@#$@$@#$^%%#$@%$^&^$#@$
& also never see such patriotic Ah beng before
Ivan finally came
Dragged him go collect movie ticket from agency
Jaddine couldnt recognise me
Bwhahaha
But she also never collect my movie ticket
Gave me pay-slip only
Several hundreds richer
Went shopping
Lionel joined us
Helped me carry my heavy stuffs
While looking at this particular shoe at Converse
A stupid guy suddenly popped his face 5cm next to me
Disgusted
& I nearly hit him with the shoe
What the hell did he want?
Passed by The Balcony
When am I gonna visit?
=(
Bought Xmas pressie for my favourite people
Had KFC (again) for dinner
Spoke about sperm donation over the table
So interesting
More & more Xmas decorations are up
Nice nice
But never bring camera
& stupid Ivan & Lionel dont wanna lend me camera-phone
Booo
Wanna visit the outdoor sensory photos for the blinds
But Ivan & Lionel wanna enjoy aircon
Ah-guas
Returned home put things
Handphone died on me
Cannot call out, cannot recieve
Panic
Searched extra handphone as spare
But spare handphone no battery
zzzzzzzzzz
Rushed to clinic
Settle handphone in clinic
& handphone revived
What the....
No patient until 10pm
Idiots
After closing
Sprinted 200m to busstop to catch last bus
Luckily managed to
But reached home wanna puke
Very shagged
But a very interesting day
Tomorrow another round of shopping
God bless me with better legs

Oh yes
I'm blogging again & again
& I'm so sure that Blogspot is so gonna ban me soon for using up so much of their bandwidth
BUT HELL DO I CARE?
I still have Xanga, Multiply, Friendster
But I still love Blogspot

Dont ban me ok?

I was so fucking bored
& I couldnt resist surfing & surfing
Although it's just the same few old sites
& I happened to bump into this blog that belonged to my friend
Well
This friend & I have very special & long relationship
But this is no longer important
What I found out recently (as in few minutes ago) is
She deleted my link off her blog

O_o

Fine

Something massive happened few months back & it sorta deteriorated our friendship
She woke up from the incident & got her ass outta the mess
Requested to be friends again
But
How much does it tell how unappreciated the friendship is when she asked to forgive a broken friendship and in the end, didnt talk to me, never contact me, deleted me off her blog & yet wanna be my friend still?

I view friendship importantly
Sometimes it gives me a hard decision to whether I should give it up or forgive & continue when betrayal/hyprocrites set in
Most of the time, the latter
& should I say that this is the first time I got stuck in between and pending for her next move so I can affirmatively conclude that she is still my friend?

Sadly
Days passed
Been months
No sign

Sometimes I wonder what she's doing
But other friends said I'm just wasting too much braincells

Unappreciated

Not disappointed
But
Curious

My first friend lost over my 22 years
Let's just say we didnt got to know each other 10 years ago

You promised me the moon and the sun, the birds in the sky
You promised me a wonderful life, they were only lies
You promised me all diamonds and pearls that I never got
You promised me red roses and gold but soon you forgot

You promised me
Just me and you

You promised me I could be your queen and you'll be my king
You promised me a white wedding dress, where is the ring?
You promised me your tender caress your kisses at night
So try to show it wasn't in vein coz I'm wasting my time

You promised me
Just me and you

Tu Es Foutu

Xmas is coming! Xmas is coming!
*boing boing boing*
Wooooooooo
I loveeeeeeeeeee the Xmas decorations along Orchard Road
Especially that big M&M decoration above Centrepoint
But haven got the chance to take photos of it yet

Ash's coming back soon
WWWWWwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeee~
Together the Coyotes shall go havoc
Hiak hiak hiak
Never been to a girls' night-out
Probably gonna be real cool
Provided Dad permits
*shucks*
Hello Dad, I'm 22 already!

Right
How long has it been for me to truly stick to girlfriends?
Erm...
That doesnt mind

I just really want some huge gatherings with bunch of old friends
Calling Wild-Gangsters, Woodlanders & 'Jiao-wei Tong'
Meet up ok?

Alrighty alrighty
Xmas wishes, since my birthday wishes didnt fulfil
I can forever continue to wish as long as it is fulfiling!
Bleah
Now I really need a new handphone
My S300 is on its verge
Although still as pretty with all the decorations I put
Her reception is jialat
Always tio complain said cant get through
=|
But recently no chio phones leh
Sibei sian
Hope my dear S300 dont die so soon

I also want a new camera with underwater housing!
Cant always miss all the nice moments whenever bumpheads appear
>_<

I also wish Momo can be 'chang min bai shui' & pei me forever
I also wish everyone to be happy
I also wish I can get a job
I also wish I can go Thailand in April to see girls open bottles with cunts
I also wish I can get my driving license by June 06
I also wish I can wish all the wishes come true

Oh
How I love Xmas

Santa, I've been a very good girl this year!
*flutters eyelashes*

Do I need to sing some Christian songs as well?
I guess I should...

Lord, I lift Your name on high;
Lord, I love to sing Your praises;
I'm so glad You're in my life;
I'm so glad You came to save us.

You came from Heaven to earth;
To show the way,
From the earth to the cross,
My debt to pay,
From the cross to the grave,
From the grave to the sky;
Lord, I lift Your name on high

=D

=D
Joe got me this for my birthday gift
Very nice!!!

I must go diving at Sipadan one day
>_<

I had several thoughts before I slept last night
Something isnt right
When I say this
Something just isnt right

Was given an analysis test to do
Amazingly
Most of the results sounded true
While some I have to ask to see if it is true or not
Coz usually
It's the outsider who view things more clearly than the person oneself

Without realisation
I actually didnt know I am really what the test results said
For example
"You are one who likes to keep things to yourself"
Am I?
I thought I'd opened up already
Was disagreed
& told that I do tell about the incident
But that is many many days/months later

Oh....?

I was also told that I 'talk cock' alot
& is making people around me doubtful about my true self
Yes
I do admit I like to 'gong jiao wei'
But I've been doing that since long
& I feel comfortable about it as long as the people around me accept the rubbish I made
I hear laughters most of the time after I spoke
& I feel glad about it
I make people happy
But probably
Lately
I've been talking too much than usual
& it's over-dosing
As a fact that it sounded so much to cover up something
& make it look like it's an escapade

Yet again
I was told that whenever people talk sense to me
I tried to switch topic, look around and talk cock

Sorry

Well
That gave much example of an escapade, didnt it?

I am escaping
From something that I didnt wanna face but had to reluctantly accept
I wish to escape
So I can start a new chapter ahead
I am going to escape
With the upcoming getaways next year



I know it's coming
There's going to be violence
I've taken as much
As I'm willing to take
Why do you think
We should suffer in silence
When a heart is broken
There's nothing to break

I've always dislike NUS
Dont ask why
I just dislike NUS
Probably coz of its snobbish reputation?
I dont give a damn

But today
She gave me additional reason to my dislike

I had an interview at RMBR this afternoon
As an education officer
How the advertisement portraited the position is as followed:
"The successful applicant must have at least a diploma degree, preferably with a marine background. He/she must have good organisational skills, be responsible, have an outgoing personality, be able to work independently, enjoy working outdoors, and be able to work with adults and children. He/she will be required to organise and coordinate public walks in nature areas, as well as conduct education workshops, both locally and overseas. Some research work on local biodiversity might be involved.
Other qualities to consider: able to drive; willing to learn; able to use basic internet and office software"

Very well, I see myself as a suitable candidate
Everything suits me
Other than the ability to drive an automobile
Thus, my initiative to apply

When I met with the correspondent
The whole thing went wrong
What she described to me is totally different from what she advertised
& she kept asking me if I am able to teach

My response
"I've little teaching experience and my previous encounters with kids was being a mentor..."
She cut in
"But kids nowadays are very different and we really need people who can teach..."

Fine
I admit I dont have teaching experiences
But so?
It doesnt mean I cant learn to teach
& neither did the advertisement said anything about teaching in the first place

She asked
"How well do you think you can teach the public if you're being offered this job?"
My reply
"I've been to some trips to the shores with the WildFilms and knew some of the guides and I've seen them teaching the public about the creatures we saw on shores..."
She cut in
"WildFilms dont really teach and the guidings are just not as good...(blah blah blah)"

Of coz I know WildFilms dont really teach
She didnt listen to me carefully...
& What about guiding?
I cant imagine she actually say that...
RMBR is involved in the Semakau guided walks too!
Some of our members are involved!
How can she say that?
Luckily she didnt know I'm part of them...

She asked
"Let's say we required a group of volunteers to help out with some teachings... how are you going to do so?"
My reply
"I'll post a notice on the internet since it's the most widespread form of communication nowadays and would also request them to send a resume........"
She cut in, AGAIN!
& said
"Resume is just the first cut but it doesnt mean anything. One can write a very good resume but when asked about it, they dont know anything..."

I was very disgusted
I haven finished talking & she cut in most of the time
Grrrr
I was so pissed that I had a change of mind

What is this man?
The most irritating thing she said was...
"NUS is a very high profile, educated centre and we really need people who can contribute, know their stuffs really well, able to teach the public and work for the large-scaled projects... (blah blah blah)"

Have I not?
I spoke to scientists
Taught my juniors about astronomy during Science week in Secondary school
Involved in national and regional projects before
But
I wasnt given a chance to present myself
To speak about what I'd gained through the experiences and knowledges
& how I can contribute myself
& all I was being bombarded is
CAN I TEACH?

Hey
That advertisement is so 'hang sheep's head sell dog's meat' loh (diao yang tou mai gou rou)
You want someone who can teach?
Grab a NIE graduate then!
Although the advertisement read 'willing to learn'
Why do they sound until they dont wanna give chance to people who cant but are eager & willing to learn?
Everyone doesnt born with the specific talents

*spit*

Implication?
I'm not what they want
But it's ok
Neither do I want them
Perception?
NUS is a snob

& now
All I wanna do is to fly down to Sabah
Have an interview with Scubazoo even if it isnt promising that I could get the job
But since they replied and offered an alternative to Maldives
It's worthed a chance
& meanwhile
Make it a short getaway and an exploration trip to see the endangered proboscis monkey and smell the smelly rafflesia
Kill 2 birds with 1 stone!
How cool!
If finance permits
Dive at Sipadan...
*thumbs up up & up*

Think of Scubazoo just makes me happy
=D

I've gotten an invitation to go for this Victoria's Secret lingerie sale this coming weekend
Up to 90% & additional 5% for UOB Debit cardholders
Any interestee?
I can bring 2 guests along
& I've already gotten 1 guest with me
Wooooooo
So sexciting
I've always wanted to get a Victoria's secret dress & chemise
>_<

It's gonna be a sexy Christmas

Great!
Scubazoo replied to my application
Trainee resort camera operator
Aka underwater photographer
>_<
I know I'm not up to the standard
But I can learn!
Especially when it involves in something I loveeeeeee
<3
However
I've gotta make a trip to Sabah for an interview
They may consider posting me to Maldives for their new station
WOAHHHHHHHH!!!
SO WHO'S HEADING SABAH TO TRAVEL?? JIO ME CAN??

So sorry
My brains are seriously not working
I feel so retarded today
I have to 'Huh?' at every sentence everyone spoke to me
& they have to repeat the whole sentence
To say
I cant remember where SimLim is when someone mentioned about it
Shucks
& I kept forgetting the things I wanna say
& the things I wanna do
Making people worried about me

Bah

I'm waiting for my salary to arrive
Damn
Clinic & hospital owe me money
Booooooooo

I'm having this mixed feeling
It sucks
I look & feel so solemn
I need a real getaway
Going HongKong is not an escapade
SABAH!! THAILAND!! ANYONE?!?!?!?!

And the day comes...

This bloody CI665 is so fucking small
& I have to sit between my Mum & a stranger
I hate 3-seats planes
That stranger... I donno what to say
He sat until his legs so fucking wide
& he rested his knee on my knee
Knn
Me & him very close meh?
Then sleep turned his head face me
Knn... still wanna hug me sleep not?
Then I was reading my MILK magazine
He asked what magazine is that
=|
Still thought of selling him the magazine coz I finished reading after 5mins
BWhahahaha
Fashion mag mah, all pictures
Flip flip flip

Fell asleep after meal

At 330pm
I peeped outta the window
WOOOOoooooooooooooo
Landmass
Which means I was approaching Singapura soon
I love to see Malaysia from high above
& it's amazing to see Indonesia as well
So... brown, compared to the green Malaysia
Brown coz almost the whole land is under going construction
All the diggings & stuffs

Headed to DFS
Bought Choya, Absolut Peach (Exclusively available in Singapore - limited edition) & Hoegarden
=D

While heading back home
This cheebye Toyota/Nissan driver cut into our lane all so suddenly at the BKE entrance
Nearly hit our cab
Cab uncle buay song
Asked him stop at road shoulder & negotiate
Fierce

Tsk tsk tsk

Spent about 2hours to unpack our luggages
& my shelf of collectables is so full already that I have to use the top side!
Look at my flying Pineapple Hello Kitty!
& my entrance ticket for my 172nd HKU Congregation
& my ribbon from Swarovski gift box

I cant imagine further items I'm gonna get if I were to travel Sabah/Thailand this coming Jan/Feb/April
But this isnt gonna stop me from shopping!!!
I shall empty my second shelf for it
Hiak hiak hiak

P/s: Can Da-ge, Er-ge, San-ge, Maumau, Wilson gor gor please contact me? You can choose not to if you dont miss me. Then I can donate your souvenirs to the ah neh who sweeps my corridor every morning. HAHAHAHA. Call me la. Wa gong jiao wei nia.

PP/S: I wanna go to The Balcony! Anyone?

2nd last day in HongKong...
Ok lah
Left side of heart wanna stay in HK coz haven finish shopping
Bu tmy right side of heart wanna return coz I miss my brothers, friends & dearest Momo
>_<

Went last minute shopping today
Spent 6 hours in MongKok
Knn
Sibei crowded
Totally spoilt mood

People squeezed around
& movement was so difficult
Really 'Chun bu nan yi'
Encountered a pick-pocket right in front of me
Luckily kana caught
A small fight took place though

My brother nearly kana knocked down the a cab
Coz we were crossing the road between the cars while it's stationary
The cheebye cab still wanna move forward
Then my brother nearly fell on it
& I pulled him up
Knn
Where's the road courtesy?

Anyway
I ran around shopping for souvenirs
But like almost everything also I like one leh
BWahhahahaaha
See how la

Coming back home tomorrow
=)
Miss me?

I'm back!
From China
So much walking till toes got blisters
Yeeks!

We took the train up to Guangzhou
& took bus down to PangYu

PangYu's actually my Dad's hometown village
Every vacation will return to visit relatives & slack
Such care-free place is damn shiok
Run about in my Gu-gu's farm
& play with the dogs
But when night falls
It sux
Coz sun goes down at 5pm & then all of us sit in front of the TV till 11pm to sleep
Totally boring
Things are pretty primitive
No water heater
No flush in toilet
Bleah
But overall isnt that bad lah...

Me & my China house
The one on the extreme right
4 storey wor~
Me & Bro just outside the door
View from top floor
Me next to a pond
Rowdy market in the morning with my Gu-gu caught in frame. Haha
Large variety of Chinese herb
YIKES!!! DOG MEAT!!!
Poor Ah-Kow
Me & Bro act like Wu Jian Dao outside a temple -_-
A captured locally (in China) endangered Hwa-Mei
In the house
Mickey in Pang Yu!
*giggles*
Cute hor?
=)

Today is a special day
I turn 22

Old

Thanks to those who wished me 'Happy Birthday'
Sad to say
My parents dont remember what today is
Neither my relatives

It's ok
I'm used to it

It's just a Friday anyway

Will be back on Sunday noon

3rd day of photo-taking
Abit sian
Especially when today is the coldest day of the week
bearing only 10 degree
& all I wore is a shirt & pants
COLD!!!!!!!!!
My nose almost dropped

Back school to meet the other peeps
Gray headed to SWIMS early
Couldnt take pics with him although he asked if I were returning this morning
& when I said 'No?'
He gave me to sad face with fist rubbing his eye
BWHAHAHHA
Oh well

Guess what?
I found my name
But there's another one who shares the same name as me!!!
Damn

Me & McMug
Hing, Forgot-name, Brenda, Me, Lucky & TomYue, Aggie, Tom, Will, Me, Hing, Milla & Lucky Me & McMug again!Me & HingMe & Bill
& alot alot lah~~

Headed to Hung Hom Coliseum for congregation
Hmm..
Never bring camera inside
Missed all the good shots


Then meet Aunt outside the Coliseum

& went to Tsim Sha Tsui to walk walk

& then headed for dinner at the restaurant near Aunt's house

I OWN THIS BUILDING!!!

Aunt's house has very good view of Tsim Sha Tsui & HK Island
& very cute discus(es)
Aunt celebrated my birthday early
=D
Ok... cake again
But nevermind la...


Heading China tomorrow
Brrrrrrrrrrrrrr
2 degree lower than HK's
>_<