I'm encountering alot of problems lately
& all related to marriage
Not just mine
But my friend's too

Sigh

Recalling 3 years ago when I met DarDar
I told him I didnt have faith in any relationship
& do not have the courage of marriage
But he changed my thinking

Now
It's back again
But since we'd walked together for this long
I just move with the flow

There was a saying that
'Marriage is the biggest gamble in a woman's life'
I find this very true
That's why it took me so long to finally accept DarDar's proposal

I rejected him thrice

Despite all the ugly issues had happened
I just hope to live normally & happily like I used to be

I hope my big day doesnt screw up