I left a voice message for the person who had been trying to contact me
I am still interested
But now I have another commitment

I told them I'd waited for them for 6 months
I told them I'm pursuing my Masters now
I told them to keep me in the loop until 2 years later
They agreed

I hope they promised

Next time
I have to write in 1 year in advance

There goes my only chance that I'd waited for 2 years
If I didnt decide to study & still slack my ass off
I could have take up the chance

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Then again
I hope it's not a bad choice that I'd made
Nor another dead-end path that I'll be taking

It will be a new route to bigger opportunity

Must tell myself
I'm en route success