I am not focusing AGAIN!

I had tried to complete my Materials & Methods for 2 out of 6 experiements that I will have to work on
& I'd spent 4 hours thinking about it
By 1am
I was already drop-dead tired
Adding on to a 3 hrs lecture before that

Now
As I have my laptop on
Ready to continue
National Geographic Channel is showing 'Dive into Tiger Central'
A documentary on tiger sharks

Ok I watched

Then it followed with 'Norway's Hidden places'
& they're introducing Norway's underwater world at a gorge

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Temptation of the beautiful abyssal

Why am I such a bitch when it comes to diving?
Why can I not start my work when my TV has thousands of fishes swimming in it?

*sob sob*