I'm glad that my panic attack didnt set in early
But I'm not pleased with it setting in NOW!!
My presentation is on tomorrow
& I think it sucks like hell
Although Prof said
'You're good! You're alright! You can make it! & when I say you're good, you're really good!'
I tried to believe her words
But I dont convince myself
Everytime I practise
Words slurred & then forgotten
I wasnt like this when I had my 'Rodents' presentation
I drafted a hand-written script
But I just verbally present recalling the sequence
I typed my script
& I guess the effect wasnt there
Wasnt strong enough for me to remember every details of it
I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lousy!
oh my dog
I'm so 'EEKS' with myself
How can this happen
I guess I needa calm down