Off to Cameron Highlands & KL for holidays
Finally! Out of the cell!
Which means my shopping itch is gonna start again!

Wooohooo~

My report is 95% completed!
Wooohoooooo!!!!
I'm soooooooooooo happy
coz finally I can sleep early
I can go gym
I got more time to eat
I can go shopping
I can play
For the time being

After Prof throws back my draft
Hell may start again

Anyway
I'm 1-day late for Xmas
So make my weekend at Cameron Highlands & KL
F-U-N



=D

Sorry
I am too busy with my report
Cant afford to meet up for kopi sessions
At times
I even forgot to take my meals
E.g. yesterday's evening & the afternoon before yesterday

Thousands of apologies

Still
Hope you guys enjoyed yourselves
& Merry X'mas

xoxo

I spent one whole day to work on Chi-square analysis
I'm so fucking retarded

Argh!

New hair colour for the new year
Did blonde,brown,red,blue,green,purple,ash
& it's time back to classic orange

Yesterday sucked
I just didnt wanna go back JB
For several reasons

1) I dont like to be involved in someone's major birthday party where I have to aid 'peng-gan'-ing Otahs for people & that's something I DONT really like to eat, getting myself smokey & dirty with ashes

2) I dont like to see people celebrating birthdays, havocing the whole bloody damn place with own friends, forgetting his/her dear family members

3) I dont like rowdy people

4) I dont like to be forgotten

5) I dont like to be 'Ahmad' to collect BIG birthday cakes, especially chocolate cakes with names of people whose birthday falls in December but only mine is missing

6) I dont like to do things where I should have a share but not remembered to be given a share

7) I dont like to do things non-beneficial for myself (especially when it comes to birthday celebrations)

8) I just dont like celebrating (SUPER FUCKING BIG) birthdays

Ok I am simply jealous
In fact I am jealous!
DarDar's sis' birthday had everyone in the house to prepare for her
While DarDar, his bro & I had to return from SG to JB to help out
Fucking up caught in the jam at the new bloody Malaysia custom
& bought her fucking expensive Ipod Nano (which I paid for it)
& helped her to book a chalet unit last minute (I refused to pay for it)

I confronted DarDar
'YOU BLOODY IDIOT! MY BIRTHDAY LAST WEEK EVERYTHING ALSO DONT HAVE. ONLY A BLOODY $3.25 MOVIE TIC TO WATCH BOLT.YOUR SIS WANT IPOD, WE BUY. WANT CHALET, YOU BOOK. I WANT GO TRAVEL, BO CHUP ME. I WANT A HONEYMOON TRIP, IGNORE THE TOPIC. YOU GOOD!!!'

nbbbbbbbb

Super dulan one

Treat me transparent
I ask him go diving with me also reluctant
No money nevermind
Take from his dad la~
But never
His sis want whatever thing & he cant afford
He asked from his dad

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!

Most 'wo-nen' man I've ever seen
I so wanna slap him while he's still sleeping NOW!

Adding on to the frustration:
9) Stupid new Malaysia custom isnt easing any problem at all! Knn still have to queue for so fucking long. The only thing they solved was a super huge space, which is a waste of resources. Their idea is only to let more people to SQUEEZE into the hall! The counters are still located at alternate distance. & KNN, the yellow line is also shifted in front making visual judgment unjustifiable for the shortest queue!& So I knn queued at the wrong queue again lo!

10) Custom officers lack computer literacy. SEND STAFFS FOR TRAINING LA! Stamp passport also so slow. Use 2 stamps to stamp twice. Cannot make 2 stamps into one meh? Additional stamp is the validity date in which one can stay till in Malaysia. Anyway, if the person can count the 30 days validity, WHY BOTHER SINCE ALL THE WHILE DOESNT HAVE?!

11) Big hall so what? After the clearance, everyone has to walk ONE BIG ROUND to exit, crosses a bridge, crosses the train station, crosses another bridge to reach CitySquare. Hello! If Malaysia is walkable, what are all the cars in every family for!?

12) Why couldnt they think of putting the immigration counter at the other direction so that people can just exit right away to the correct direction?!?!

I was carrying my laptop + a thick hard-cover book which almost cost my whole body energy & drenched my whole bra with perspiration, adding to the reluctance to return to be 'maid' for a birthday party, I was so *ARGH*!

ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH
ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH ARGH

*pek-chek-ness is still going on*

Siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I guess it was a wrong step in the first place
I should just stay where I am

I'd overestimated my power
I'm simply lousy

Everything has changed
To become a stronger person

Just got back from Nafe's wedding
So happy for this pal of mine
Knew him since 10 years ago
As cool & crazy as he's always been
He's now grown up
& got himself a beautiful wife


Congrats, bud!

The banquet was also a gathering for most of the other friends who I haven met for ages




=))))))

Best wishes pal
Though I'm not sure if you read me
But...
YOU KNOW ONE LA!

>_o

P/s: I thank the sharks for saving their lives. Thanks for the No shark fins meal.

Mum's troubled
I donno how to help
In fact
I cant tell her my opinion
Mum's can be pretty influenced by others
But I cannot NOT speak to her the 'false' comments either

She kept asking me what to do
I told her what I will do

Despite all these told
She asked me again & again
I donno what else to say

She looked depressed
In fact I guess she is depressed

I told her to quit her job
& return HK for few months
I'll pay for everything

If this is happening
Everything is happening at the wrong time
I'm not working to have a stable income
I'm not done with studies & with loads of stress
On top piled with DarDar's family commitment
Wedding plans
I'm neither here nor there in any of these situation

Did I really make a wrong choice to do my upper degree?
If I'd worked on
I can get married & support the family

But I thought I could just suffer a few more academic years
& earn even more loads of money after that
Cant you guys WAIT?

I planned for a bright future
Only to be screwed now

I donno what to do

I thought all these only appeared on TVB

.

I donno what to do

Went Jurong Point walk walk with my Mum & DarDar
The new extension was officially opened
But most of the shops are still packing & under renovation
Looks pretty messy to me
Wanted to eat in the food outlets
But realised that they werent opened
So we headed back to the old extension
& had Kuishin Bo lunch

Mum said she can only eat abit
but I said I treat
So we grabbed almost all the food & ate

Munch munch munch
munch munch much
An hour later
We headed for the bill
& that was when I realised I didnt bring my wallet

HO SEH!

Luckily Mum brought money

DarDar crowned me Champion
Can go out without wallet & not realising it until the $73.80 flashed on the cashier screen

Ha!
I'm Champion coz I can stil survive the day without money nor wallet
Better than him
Lousy boy didnt even have money in his wallet

Chey!

I just finished watching Last One Standing within 4 days
Fucking nice!
I was so obsessed with it that I cant focus in my report writing

I believe there's gonna be part 2

I CANT WAIT!

Meanwhile
You judge the drama with this trailer
Surely got you hooked

Enjoy!

=D

This may not be the best day
But today is one of the good days

DarDar brought me to VivoCity to watch movie
Golden Village gave me this 1-For-1 birthday treat
& coz today is Tuesday
Movie ticket only cost $6.50
With this lobang
DarDar & I watched Bolt for only $3.25 each!

WOW!

Then we went to Daiso
Buy 10 items costing $20 in total
I told DarDar that my shopping mood always kick whenever I'm out of the house after a very long time
Last episode of such occurrence was only 4 days ago
LOL!!

& I also bought 5 jigbitz for my Crocs
LOL!
Crazy

Bolt was so cute!
But I cried at the last part
Sob sob

Yah lah
Buay tahan me right?
Watch cartoon also can cry

DarDar said that too to me =|

Aiyah..
very touching ma

So I spent 5 hours outdoor
& when I reached home
My Inbox was flooded with notification messages from Facebook
I have 30 new mails!
& these 30 new mails are my birthday wishes from my friends
>_<~~

Min Sheng was the first to wish me early in the morning at 845am
while I was still in dreamland
Anyway
No competition for the wishes
No one is late too

Thank you all~

I'm happy that so many people message me
Especially Andres from Spain, whom I met at ISOLBE & just spent 6 days together
Some long lost friends who still remember me

Hohohoho

Had steamboat with the family
Yum yum
Now fat another inch liao lo~~

Anyway
Really thanks everyone
& hope everyone has a great day ahead

<3 Cyn (& Mong Mong)

I still have a few more hours to hand in draft #2
*yawnz*

Knn
Why everytime the lane that I queue at Malaysia custom
DOESNT tally with the counter???

I always wanna queue for that at Counter 7
Coz the counter is nearer to the entrance
But today
The direction of the queue was to the right
SO
The queue which I thought is for Counter 7
is actually that for Counter 6
Which is the furthest counter!!!

I asked the aunty beside me
'Ehh aunty, which counter are you queueing for?'
'I donno wor, I see people queue where then I queue loh, why ah?'
'Your line is faster loh'
'No.. your line is faster'

Yes
The movement of the queue is faster coz at a certain point
The queue split into 2 lanes
But by distance wise
her counter is faster!
Sigh

Lousy slow custom
The new custom announces their operation soon
But they cannot confirm their system!

The cab uncle said the traffic light switches from green to red within 2 minutes
How can car move?
Somemore
There're 5 lanes into custom
But after that, it shrink into 2 lanes to the causeway
Which apparently is NOT gonna ease any traffic jam!

I cannot foresee what is to happen on 16th
Which is the official opening day!

I think better not go JB till next year
Just donno how much more cock-up can those people be at the new custom
When they're already damn cock-up now

Wah lan
What has fashion come to now?

If a lightbulb attaching a string can be necklace
Then those circular lightbulb can be choker liao loh!

Wooo..
Today (or rather yesterday) was great
Did a bit of draft amendment to satisfy myself
& off I headed to town!

Went eye brow threading
In desperate need to shape the bush
When the lady pulled the thread
I could feel a whole lot of hairs fell out
As if it was snowing!

Then I went to Bugis
& the area seems so foreign to me
Buy this buy that
As if I never buy things before!

I was supposed to meet Ash at Cityhall
& upon I arrived
I couldnt find her
So I called
'Eh Ash, where are you?'
'I'm in U.R.S'
'Huh? what's that?'
'Just next to the station'
'Huh? what's that name again?'
'U.R.S'
'Errr... where's that?'

At this point
I believe Ash might be pretty pek chek to repeat U.R.S to my every question
But the name - U.R.S- does not spark my memory of what kinda shop it is
Luckily I saw her
& I looked up the board

Oh
U.R.S
The shoe boutique

-_-

Sorry
The snail has not been coming out of its shell for a very long time

We had Outback for dinner
Damn full
Thanks Jas & Ash for the meal
*muackz*

A long weekend
How are you gonna spend?
I'm off back into my shell doing my report
Meanwhile
A stage or two of Loco Roco will finalize my happy day

Been amending my introduction since 2pm
With a break between 6pm to 10pm
13 out of 15 pages down
But my brains are starting to hurt before I can complete

Thus
I needa head to bed NOW (@3am)
& recharge my energy for a sumptuous dinner later in the evening
with my coyotes at Outback

Woooooooooo
red meat
=D

A (not-so) helpful dictionary
Thanks *rolls eyes*

Wasted a day
Whenever i'm off to school to meet my prof
My brain will shut down
& my mind will focus on the surrounding
NOT thinking about work
coz the 'outside' world is so fascinating with new items
Watching people doing stupid things intrigue me too
Causing me to lose focus
Being a trapped tortoise at home for many many days is not really a wise thing to do afterall

When I reached home
The mood of working sets me in
BUT
I never get started coz my mind is still wandering
Loco Roco 2 on PSP has also got me attracted that I was playing from 9pm till 2am!!

Insomnia was worse
With consistent days of late night sleeps to do my report
I cannot rest early & sleep soundly until 3am
Waking up at 12pm in the noon adds on to my time wastage coz time between 12pm to 1pm flies fastest due to lunch
Plus the fact that I have to cook myself!
Wait & wait & wait

I'm glad that my 'stupid' dream has not happened
despite the very red comments that Prof had left on my draft
Which I believe it's still very much alright as it's all grammatical errors in a scientific paper
Amending it with wise mind will do the job
Not like having a nonsensical scientific paper that can screw everything up the ass
Also appraising that my scientific standard has more or less reach her expectation
Just that the English needs a bit of extra help

2nd draft of introduction, M&M, results due on 8 December
1 day before my birthday
Maybe it's good for me to take a break on this day
But I think I've been taking too much break now & then
So....

Recent exam result isnt of my expected
Prof said grade had dropped
But overall still pass with a good GPA
Kinda expected
Like I'd said
How can a biologist write a chemistry paper??
But given that it's not a very poor grade
I'm ok with it
As long as my scholarship stays

I better go cook my lunch & rush work at 1pm with boost of brain energy
12 hours non-stop work will yield me at least 80% completion

Peace

P/s: I had been very sad after the evening. My 3rd friend made in school (yes, I dont have a bunch of friends in sch) is leaving in February to do his study in Aussie. Despite the temporal order of having this friend, he's one whom I'd spent most time with together. Sob sob sob. After Feb, I will be all alone in the lab again... Talking to dead specimens of fiddler crabs. Yucks.