I just passed my birthday yesterday

Arent really proud of it coz now I'm officially 28

;(

old

Nonetheless 

I tried to enjoy my day by going out for a movie

& had pizza with the family

As simple as that

Never had I gone out to celebrate like wild monkeys getting drunk on the streets

But I think what I had is enough ;)

So having my soul & mind freed for1 day

Here's back to reality

I am getting really sick of my work

Probably coz of the way that I'm treated 

Making me feel like the dumbest dumb-ass despite the effort I'd put in

The series of !!!!!!!! exaggerated the severity of the situation

Bringing the tension from level 0.1 to level 10

Not exactly how this is helping to improve anything when the moral has already been hit down

way HELL down

I see things very open

But sometimes it's too much for me to take

Or should I just say

I have had enough?

Everyone has a limit

I think my tolerance limit has been reached

& stretched

I'd reluctantly let this to affect me as a person nor in my mind

But this came on & on like crashing waves

This is not really something to be proud of if you can take things like this

I used to be able to & now, I want to surrender

Because my life is not about you & yours

Thus

From now onwards

I will fight for myself (which I have always been, or fight harder)

& be myself

The passion in me is still alive

& I must not give up my favourite past times just because of this shit

For this

I promise I will go diving 6 times next year!

Provided I'm physically fit to do so

What a wonderful post-birth day having to pour all sour words early in the morning