I'm on my Day 3 of the 2nd week of January

The days to thesis submission is getting nearer

But I still do not have the motivation to write

Because

The early chapters are still messy 

& I cant focus to proceed until the mess is cleared!

How I hate (x infinitely) waiting for a re-assuring email 

An email that agrees with my logical thinking

But this email is either pending or never coming

Irritating

For as much as I'd love to proceed

This is holding me 

I am unable to move forward because it is not motivating me to move on

Why is this happening?

There I am feeling confident at the same time

Thinking that

Once that shit is cleared

Everything will sail smooth & fully ahead

I dont know

Maybe it's just another naive bimbo moments