have to start writing again

It's time to look ahead

This year

My travel schedule is lesser than ever

Sad

I flew 7 times last year!!!

This year

I forsee it's only 2

~~~>_<~~~~

but good news about just having 2 is that

I will be travelling to a more expensive & more exotic place in 2013!

Woooooooooooohooooooooooooooooooo!

So

Good things need to wait

hahaha

my Chinese New Year has ended

woohoo!

i dont have much people to visit

so, no more visiting & depositing unneccessary fats

over the past few days

everyone's wishing 'Happy New Year' instead of 新年快樂 恭喜發財 萬事如意 身體健康

where are all these Chinese New Year's blessings?

it sounded sad that it'd sorta become just another Western new year celebration

by only hanging up red auspicious wall decor & putting up pots of freshly bloom flowers doesnt mean it is Chinese Lunar New Year without the appropiate blessings

i made myself said these

but what i got back in return is in English

the Chinese culture is gone

pretty sad

maybe i am returning HK next year for Chinese New Year to enjoy the atmosphere

the first day of CNY had come to an end

sighed relief

however, dardar fell sick

:(

i got heavier

which meant i grew fatter

wtf

i guess i will have to run really soon

despite my foot injury

i rather go lame than go fat!!

oh you know what?

i could be wrong this year

amazingly

i'm actually enjoying the new ear's eve!

maybe on the actual new year's day

it's gonna be better than i expected?

what's more

the fortune teller said that those born in the year of pig are the luckiest star among those of other zodiacs!

wow

does that really come true?

so true that i'm experiencing the 'luxky star shine' now?

i am spending my new year's eve watching the live coutdown show by MyFm crew

& omg

they are so great in celebration

they sing hippie new year songs

& they also have a cute dragon mascot to make the show really cool!!

我愛開心樂龍龍!

it's only 1 hour left entering the dragon year

everyone

happy chinese new year!

新年快樂

恭喜發財

萬事如意

身體健康

龍馬精神

快高長大

This Chinese New Year is so screwed

It just didnt happen the way it normally should

My family usually has our reunion dinner before the actual day of Chinese New Year

& on that day

We just started the dinner later than usually

It was a steamboat dinner

So it really doesnt matter how long you wish to eat for as long you want to eat

But my brother went out to celebrate with his friends

Leaving only me, Dardar, Mum & Dad

It was not so 'reunion' afterall

My Dad wishes to eat as a whole family again

But apparently

This is impossible because everyone is so busy nowadays

Particularly DarDar ever since he'd been promoted & joined the new department

Brother was stupid to overlook the importance of family to friends

Pampered  kids......

Oh whatever

The mood of Chinese New Year sucks

I am not anticipating it at all

This is because I hate to do all the visitings

& have to face every elderly's question :'so when are you gonna have a child?'

Shut up

Even if I have one, I dont want to announce

Why stick your nose into my personal affair?

Seriously

I never enjoy celebrating all festivals

It is just another day

You get high on that day

The next day

You still have to suck up to your bosses, sink into loads of shitload

So how is getting high a good event for you?

Anyway

This is just my personal opinion

Whoever read this need not agree with me

For I dont care

& I live my life

So do you

Remember my pink nail polish?

Oh man

The more I look at it

The more I fall in love with the colour

The polish is from Christian Dior

& I got that as a gift from my ex-colleague 

Now that I thought I wanna own my bottle

It actually costs a freaking SGD35!!

Wah!

The price of beauty

After 7 years

My heart still belongs here

DarDar said I snored when I slept last night
;p
He wasnt complaining
but he was glad that I had a good night sleep after that late with insomnia

Today
I woke up
with blocked nose & heated body
FLU!!!!

Thanks Friday 13th

I didnt have a good night sleep last night

My mind was filled with many thoughts

which, strangely, I couldnt remember what I thought

I did remember I dreamt

& that dreamt was a scary one, but not scary enough to be classified as a nightmare

I only knew I woke up in fear

What was I thinking?

Or was I thinking too much?

I'm on my Day 3 of the 2nd week of January

The days to thesis submission is getting nearer

But I still do not have the motivation to write

Because

The early chapters are still messy 

& I cant focus to proceed until the mess is cleared!

How I hate (x infinitely) waiting for a re-assuring email 

An email that agrees with my logical thinking

But this email is either pending or never coming

Irritating

For as much as I'd love to proceed

This is holding me 

I am unable to move forward because it is not motivating me to move on

Why is this happening?

There I am feeling confident at the same time

Thinking that

Once that shit is cleared

Everything will sail smooth & fully ahead

I dont know

Maybe it's just another naive bimbo moments