I know it's been a pretty long time that I last blogged
My life is still the same
Nothing nice really happened
Other than my trip to Russia, Germany & Salzburg
Which was eye-opening

So here I'm back in Singapore
Rushing to finish my experiments
In order to concentrate on writing
& so much so that I thought I was on the last set of experiment
I ONLY REALISE I NEEDA DO A SET OF CONTROL TEST!!!

The same thing happened for my previous experiment
Did half way then realise 'oh wtf i needa have a control'
This time round
Also the same thing

WHY DID I FORGET?!?!!?
Worse of all is
It is a set of experiment having Part 1 & 2
So apparently what happened in Part 2 should follow that of Part 1
BUT
Since I'd forgotten to do the control for Part 1
It didnt register that I have to do for Part 2
Now half way through
I have to 're-do' it again!!!

WHAT THE BLOODY HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

I am also depressed that
At the same time
I'm writing up my manuscripts
Which by right could be able to finish soon
I'd halted writing for 2 weeks to do this experiment
but now?

I dont wanna drag anymore
I must have it out soon

The one up there
Please grant me calmness & patience
Clear mind & thinking brains

You know I love you
& I know you love me

Thank you