When you're not satisfied with yourself
You will try your very next best to improve
& gain results for satisfaction

However

During the time when you try to improve
You realised that it's way too much to handle
Something that is almost impossible to occur
You start to worry

Could simple life actually be better?
Not too satisfactory but bearable

Time is pressing
Either I gain or I lose

I want to gain
But I'm starting to lose it before I could gain