Well

I dont think I will be starting my blogpost of my awesome trip anytime soon

It has been a long time I last spoke about what is going on with my life

Not that I want the whole world to kmow

But just to let it out abit

before I go paranoid

Things have gone extremely crazy

and I am trying very hard to fit in

Hub has started work back in Malaysia

& he is commuting to work to & fro the causeway daily

Damn the toll charge increase

Both governments of the 2 countries are sucking money faster than a leech!

Plus how depreciating Malaysian Ringgit is?!

After paying for house and car

We wont have enough for other payments or expenses!

I cant really fault ourselves for being such state

My hub lost his job because his ex-boss made him a scapegoat to be blamed for his own mistake

Dismissing him just 3 months after the birth of S

I gave up my job because my ex-boss was maligning me for things I didnt do

Trying her best to kick me out of the team so I cant 'threaten' her anymore with my intelligence 

All because of bad boss

As such

I havent been working for 4 months

Hub hadnt been working for the past year

and this makes us sound like we are in serious deep debt

To support the family

I had spent ALL my savings

I know Hub is doing his very best to support the family

and I am giving him time and support

But this cant go on for long

I too needa work to help

But

I am in a loss now

I just got a part time job with my dream company A 

But this part time job cannot support me and my family in the long run

So I hesitated to apply for a full time job in my another dream company B

I really like company A

but as it is part time employment

I would be missing out a lot of benefits

but working there may guarantee me being back in my academic and research specialisation

Company B will probably be doing the same thing as my previous employment

But it will guarantee stability

I am hoping for some miracles to happen