What's happening?
Why is my jeans dropping more than it should stay on the hips?
I admit I'm getting fatter
Belly is developing
But
Shouldnt it stay there???
I had to hold my jeans from falling as I walk
Made me sooooooo ugly
=(((((

Abang told me that that bitch is afraid of me
BWAHAHAHAHAHA
No wonder today so quiet
Never ask me things

Went to shop last minute for some clothings
Not bad
Bought 3 tops & 1 skirt
I cheated money sia
BWHAHAHAHAHAH
Coz I saw this top that I really like but dont wanna pay so much
=x

"Auntie, how much is this?"
"$22..but I give you $20"
"Got NETS not?"
"Er.sorry dont have"
"But I not enough cash leh"
"Aiyah..$18 lah"
"I only got $17.50"
"Ok la ok la"

BWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
Actually
I got $22
LOL!!!

But I ended up penniless again upon home
The remaining on my dinner
Broke

Abel jio-ed me go MOS tomorrow night
BWhaha
Abit gian to go
But....cannot lah
Got work next day
& anyway
Tomorrow's ladies night
Got free candies & candy floss given to every girl!!!
Woooooo~~
Knn gian ben those candies
I dont eat candies!
=X
So tomorrow is a healthy night
I shall go swimming

I just painted my nails hot red
Hope it brings me luck tomorrow
=)

I am very pissed off
*ROAR*
fuck
That bitch is starting to irritate me & i'm dumping my sai-gang for her to do
& She better does it clean
If not, she's getting hell

Grrrrrrr

Suay
I was late for my clinic work
Actually i purposely late, coz wanna eat dinner at home
Then I realised I forgot to bring my house keys
& then almost closing
2 patients popped in
Delayed me going home
Then reached bus-stop
No bus
Cant take cab coz I dont even have a cent
DAMN!
Wanted to run home
But I finally saw the bus
*phew*

But still suay la

Arghhhh
I think I'm swearing too much after I quit my Marlboro
Last stick was burnt yesterday in front of Er ge
=D
What a nice replacement
At least it doesnt tar the lungs anymore
=p

Fuck!
Opps I just did it again

I was reading the newspaper
Damn
I think I should start buying 4D
My last 4 digits of my mobile number came out again!
& my instructor confirm come ask me if I got buy or not

Bo la bo la!
=(

Went out with Er ge to Autobacs & then West Coast Mac
=))))
& Er ge gave me this
A limited edition MUGEN keychain
I LIKE!!

I immediately replaced my Disney keychain into this
Er ge helped me to 'kiap' with his whatever-you-call-that-thing
BWahahahah

Went to work at evening

How I love to work with Sally
Damn talk cock
& Sally resigned on the spot
Sibei best
Then she told me she also dont like this particular colleague
& kept complaining & scolding her 'Cheebye'
I laughed & laughed until tears come out

Tmd
I never know Sally so hiong
Buay tahan

Just now went home saw a very familar yellow Mitsubishi Evo
Made me wonder...
Reminded me of him...
Abit of confusion plus abit of disappointment
But
Nevermind

New week starts
Smile
& I shall swim until I drown on Tuesday
I really need to get away with 'something' I dont even know myself

Stupid Dad was talking damn bloody loud early in the morning
& I shouted 'KAOBEI LAH' while I was still sleeping
& then he came into my room
& slapped me on my head

........................

Bro's PS2 is back
Wooohoooo~
& my first game played was
Need for Speed - Underground 2
^^
& I 'zhnged' my car


An Orange Honda Civic with Rohan bodykit
BRIDE windshield decal, MOMO back window decal
Strut bar & cool air filter installed
Topaz headlight
17" forgot-the-name rim
BWHAHAHAHAHA

Chio
*smitten*

Performance not bad
Got in 2nd several times
But it also depends on the 'driver'
Which are good attempts I assume

BWHAHAHAHAHAHA
My Honda Civic very chio
I like!
<3 <3 <3 <3 <3
I shall 'zhng' the Mitsubishi LanceEvolution next time
But
how come no Subaru in the car selection menu?
=(

I had a very hectic day

I rushed to Amara for my pre-employment checkup
So qiao
Bumped into Daphne
Chatted while we waited for our turns
After that
Rushed back for my driving lessons
Late
I tried to flag for cabs
But none stopped for me
& I waited till my bus came
-_-

Then I bumped onto my brother on the bus

When I reached
It was a new instructor taking over
Taught me turning for an hour
& I was handed over back to my original sibei-talk-cock instructor

1st time he said when he saw me
"Got buy 4D?"
..................................
When I was about to move off
Another car stopped beside me
Leaving me a narrow gap to pass through
I sipped my way through
Wooohooo~

Didnt stall while going downslope
Double wooohooo~~

Off I went to Jurong, then Boon Lay, then donno-where lah
Today tried several new skills
Overtaking, changing lanes
& I'd finally learnt how to check blind spots!!!
=D

The instructor guided me to this new place
Which I have no idea where
& I reached this 'Pasir Leba Camp'
I said
"Going there ah? Got horlan bo?"
"Just go..."

Ok loh
The army guys were laughing at me
They must be thinking
Where got people learn driving here one!!???
Indeed
I also felt paiseh
They were urshering the oncoming cars to turn
& instructor said "turn right! turn right!"
But I didnt see any exit
Instead
I followed the ursher's signal
Then when I exit
I scolded my instructor
"Do you know you're very geyyan?"
He kept quiet
Then laughed & laughed & laughed
Nb
Made me the clown of the day in front of the masculine homo sapiens

Then as I was driving
He asked me
"Do you know this person (on the radio)?"
"Donno" while concentrating on the road
"He was an old singer... died 30years ago..You haven born yet"
...................................................
Isnt he asking the obvious?
I wasnt born yet how the hell do I know?!?!?!?!?!

I was following behind a bus while he was sleeping
& I couldnt change to lower gear in the nick of time
& I braked
Hard
The jerk woke him up
Said
"You no need like that wake me up. I am not sleeping one. I know where you're going one"

Yah right
I should have crashed the bus shouldnt I?
Anyway
I no needa pay for anything

Today's lesson was funny & ok
I only stalled once
Wooohoooo~~
That was when I stopped behind a stopped bus & forgot to change to gear 1 before I moved off
BWHAHAHAHAHA

I sometimes find myself also very funny
Everything also ga-ga lai
& i'm proud of myself!
For being able to do turns & check blind spots without mounting kerb!

Went shopping with Roy after the lesson
Shopped for 2 hours
Only bought a skirt
Damn
So sad
Had dinner at Billy Bombers
& I kept talking & talking

Jialat
Since when did I become so talkative
But I could see Roy was always laughing at what I said
I so funny meh?

EEEEEEEKKKKKKKKKKK!!!
A LIZARD JUST CRAWLED OUT BENEATH MY SOFA & CRAWLING ACROSS THE LIVING ROOM STOPPING IN FRONT OF ME!!!






Cute

My upclose & personal session with Mr His-skin-is-so-translucent-Gecko

I miss driving
=
& I'm already dreaming of my personal automobile

LOLLLLL!!!
I think I prefer manual cars tO auto cars
More challenging
Can stall one
LOL!!
& The challenge is
Not to stall the whole day

=))

Must learn well!
For Honda Civic 2006, I shall work hard!
For Subaru WRX, I shall work harder!!

Yesterday was a HELLUVA Friday!
I so wanna smash the computer & slap everyone in the face
Ok lah
Just exagerrating
But still
I wanna smash the computer

What are wrong with these people?

I was updating a particular person's employment system
When I accidentally clicked 'delete'
& gone were the 30+ entries
I froze for a second

I went 'SHIT!'
I stared at the screen hoping I DID NOT do that
But I did
& then I went 'DAMN!'

Fuck

I'm not sure if i'm lucky or not
But I had printscreens for the records
& so I typed all in
But...
The number doesnt tally with the initial number!!
& I went 'SHIT!' again

Just then
This particular person emailed Nicholas
& Nicholas came over to my table
"______ is complaining why so much was deducted from her salary. She wants us to verify..."

Double fuck!

This person can be considered someone of high priority
& please tell me how can I be NOT afraid?
I told Nicholas about what happened
& both of us suffered minor heart attacks for a minute

I then gotta dug out her documents
& verified
But the amount doesnt tally with the deducted amount
& I was like.....
....................................................... (speechless)

Then Henna popped behind me with a file
"Can you tell one of the temp staffs to do this for me?"
I wondered
Why cant she pass it to one of them herself?
She has the highest position among us!
Just because she put the 3 temp staffs under me
Doesnt make me their boss
I looked for Abang, too busy
I looked for QiYing, also too busy
& thus, I ordered Michelle
But she gave me the biggest frown on her forehead ever
& said she was very stressed with her current assignment given

Fuck lah
You temp staff you stress simi lan?
I not stressed meh?
I just deleted 30+ entries of this high-priority person & keyed-in numbers dont tally, OK?!?!?!?!?!

I wonder if she's computer idiot
Asked me this ask me that
& when I'm talking to the seniors
She kept calling me
Until I replied
"What lah?" in a very angry tone
Cant she see I'm busy & it's rude to interrupt?
Bitch
She's also the one who asked me how my biscuit taste like
Knn
Biscuit taste like biscuit lah!

Lunch time Abang went mosque
Had lunch alone
Not that bad
Coz I kepting thinking of the deleted entries that I didnt care about my surroundings
& surprisingly
I brought my sticks along

I could forsee my day being sucky!

Back at office
Was told that some processes of the documents were wrong
Had to redo
I ji tao seh
I told Abang
"You take care of it. I'm washing my hands off these shits"
Abang replied
"Relax relax. I'll do it. Dont worry"

I'm glad Abang is really here to help

Now
Every similanjiao sai gang also gimme do
Sian

But
I find it quite challenging
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I'm so contradicting

Off work
Lionel called me
Miss him man
Jio-ed me go Malaysia
WOoooohoooooooooo~
Onz
As I was talking to him
He asked
"Why you sounded like you're running?"
"I am! I'm rushing to knock off to rush to start work!"

Yes
Stupid clinic
When I reached the clinic
It sickens me further
I dont like to work with this colleague
When there're important things to do, throw to me
Less important things, she does it
Knn
Got this colleague requested to change shift-time over the phone
Asked me leave a note to tell the senior staff
& that senior staff left me a note to tell me to tell her
WHAT IS THIS?
FUCKING CANT CALL HER YOURSELF?!
I dont full-time at the clinic
Want me to do for her
Calling someone takes very long time MEH?!

I think everywhere is the same
But why am I the unlucky one to recieve all the sai gang?
I hate it when she SMS me asking me do this & that when she can do it herself

Cheebye
Take me for granted
Complain me all you can
I do have my dignity!

I somehow managed to slack
Played PSP while boss went for meeting
*giggles*
Anyway
I always try to steal slack time for 30mins after lunch break
Hohohoho

Abang has been helping me very well
Thanks
Is helping me to clear the documents needed to process
Abang said he hate the sight of my table piled up with documents
& he wants to help me clear as much as possible
& the sickening thing now is
There's a deadline for processing
Damn

Sigh
So tired
Eyes cant even open wide

Went to buy Samsung E360
But Dad forgot it was signed under coporate plan
& those outlets cant help to upgrade
Somemore today is the last day of the promotion
& in the end?
I didnt get the phone
AGAIN!!!

Fated cannot change phone
X(

So went home loh
& Dad always sibei gun cheong
Go tap his EZlink card while seated
But the machine didnt 'beep'
& I didnt see I go tap on it
& it said 'exit ok'
Then I got off
& asked
"Just now your card got beep?"
"It said Exit OK'
"Huh.. that one not mine meh? Shit, that means my card never beep loh. Idiot, eat my $1.50"
"Nevermind lah.."

Yah right
If I were to pay $1.50 for 3 busstops
I rather walk home

I almost fell asleep while having dinner

Yes
I am this tired
ZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I found some similiarity between my office & my room
Office - piles of documents
Room - piles of clothings
Too lazy to open cupboard & put them in
So I stacked & stacked like Himalaya Mountains

Hmmmm...

Just volunteered to dive on this coral reclamation
Hope I can gain more diving experiences
& release stress
Really in need of relaxation

An unhappy weekend predicted
Someone please jio me out

Yes yes yes
Je suis desolee
I'm so busy that I cant meet any of you guys
So far 3 people are trying to ask me out for meetups/meals/whatever
But I'm really sorry
I think booking must start 1-2 weeks in advance
Unless you stay 30mins away from me

Today as busy as usual
Face computer more than I face my Mum
& the next time I meet my friends
I'll look so fugly
Coz of excessive radiation

After the dumbass left
Another bitch appeared
Kept asking me got what things for her to do
& I told her there's nothing
Coz I'm in charge of the computer system update
& she cant access to the coperate internet until she gets her password
She looked at me & exclaimed
"Dont have?!"

Knn
Dont have means dont have
What you want me to do?
Let her jiak jua also dont want
Then when I was sooooooooooooo damn bored
I went to munch on a biscuit
She popped over & asked
"What are you eating? Where do you get that? Nice or not?"
Grrr
Biscuit only mah
Must ask so much meh?
I didnt feel like replying her
I dont see the point to anyway
Unless she has never seen anything known as the biscuit

I nearly screamed at her when she kept interrupting my conversation with Nicholas on something important

Lunch time
Went to Boon Keng eat
1.5hrs
LOL!
Longest ever

Very tired
=(
Still gotta work later

I wonder if this Saturday got gathering not...
Hmmm....

My 1st night driving
Donno how to describe
Stalled 2 times at mini slope
Stalled another 2 times while giving way to cars on major road
Stalled another another 2 times while moving off at traffic light
Kana horned 3 times

Fuck

Idiot people no give chance
They never learn driving before meh?

But for stalling 6 times
Big boss instructor said not bad for beginners
That's a very goooooooooooooooood compliment
Anyway
That's the maximum I'd stalled during my every lesson
Heehee

Then hor...
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
At Jurong
When I was signaling right to overtake
I accidentally pushed to high beam
Then instructor told me to turn back headlight
But I donno how
& I switched off the light
Then he quickly helped me on
But he couldnt reach
& horned 3 times
=X
Heng no car on the road

From Bukit Batok drove to Jurong then to Boon Lay & to LIM CHU KANG (AGAIN!YIPEE!)
Sped at the runway twice at 70km/hr
To & fro
Roy said I can go 90km/hr
Onz
Next lesson I try
My steering improved, i think
At least he never pulled my steering wheel to align while I drove
=)

At this cross-junction
I was going straight
& this motorcyclist turned in front of me when I was at 45km/hr
Actually abit dangerous
But I slowed down
Instructor said
"Why dont wanna horn him?"
Knn.....
I WANT BUT I DONNO CAN!!!
Say earlier mah
So far I haven horn anyone yet

At Lim Chu Kang
Damn dark
Asked if I needa on high beam
He said I not at Malaysia
-_-
Ok loh
Then he said
"If you at Malaysia, confirm dark until you don dare drive"
Errrr...
I already abit scared at Lim Chu Kang at night loh
So many workers walking on the road
So many dogs lying on the road
ZZZZZZZZ

Then at this T-junction
I was supposed to turn left
I accidentally swiped the wiper switch
BWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
"Eh, Miss, now not raining leh..."
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

I tahan-ed not to laugh & concentrated on the road

Felt 70% heng that he didnt fall asleep this time
Although he kept telling me
"Drive straight road can make you very sleepy...you now sleepy liao hor?"
...........................................................
NO I AM NOT!!

Returned Bukit Batok
Drove the test-road
So many humps
Then got this guy anyhow crossed road
I slowed down
Instructor told me to accelerate
& I exclaimed
"WU LANG LA!!"
Tmd
Dont anyhow tekkan me leh

I e-braked at an amber light
Kana tio meh
"Why you never cross? Yellow light can cross. You stopped also never check mirrors"
I kept quiet for a second
& replied
"Orh"
I admit I was in wrong
Sorry to the driver behind me
=x

Lesson ended
Er ge was waiting for me at the kiosk
>_<
Went supper at Alif
Knn
Those waiters machiam never see us
Waited for 30mins for a cup of teh-peng & milo-peng
Then also don wanna collect money
& we just left
Best
Free drinks!
I should have order some food too...

Saturday 4th lesson
I prayed I dont stall anymore
Amitabha
& I also pray my instructor DONT sleep anymore
Arbo I complain to Big Boss Instructor
Humph

But I heard he's teaching me to go downslope
Which I forsee stalling is inevitable
GAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Jay named me 'Hell Driver'
Yes
Please avoid me

=(
Stress symptoms are back
Panic attack during sleep
Diahorrea in the morning
=((((

Welcome aboard Abang!
Abang worked with me today
Shared the table
Although very cramp
Still OK la
Think the team likes him too
& that's very good!
Surprisingly
Henna sacked the irritating guy just yesterday
To allow Abang to join
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I laughed until buay tahan
Poor guy

First time eating Muslim food in Little India
Hot sia
=X
Next week hopefully got time to meet Ying & Handsome for dinner
Wooohooo~

Going for driving practical later
Wonder how night driving feels like
I hope my instructor DONT fall asleep
Knn

Totally shagged out
Now I see why people working in office never live any longer
I couldnt believe that I actually worked for 8 hours non-stop
Kill me

Abang's joining me for work tomorrow
Yipeeeeeeeeee
Headhunted for Henna
Way cool!
First attempt, first success
& from tomorrow onwards
No more lonely lunch
No more lonely bus rides to & fro work
No more quiet moments at table
Wahahaha

I think I'm getting fat
REALLLLLLLLLY FAT
I must go swimming this Thursday
>_<

I realised I'm under-paid
Jaddine's manager really know how to cheat people
Bitch
& I just complaint
I made sure she dies horribly
Idiot
*PUI*

Stupid instructor always talks 4D to me
What's your problem?
Last week never buy my number means never buy
You tell me my number very heng, get top prize also no use mah!!
He still gave me this 4D chit printed for Wednesday as keepsake
-_-

Then today told me he went to buy the last 4 digits of my handphone number
& it came out as consolation prize on Saturday
But jumbled up
Never bought permutation
Said he knew me very heng
4D numbers all from me

Thanks
But I think I know him very suay
Talks so much cock & keeps sleeping during my driving practicals

Attempt on the road
From Bukit Batok to Toh Guan, then CCK, then Kranji, then Lim Chu Kang
Boon Lay, Jurong, Toh Tuck & back Bukit Batok
He ate my 15mins sia
Coz he waited at the wrong venue
Grrr

Moving off was smooth
Until I reached a T-junction
Donno why I go let go of the clutch
Stalled
..........
So I on engine again
The car behind horned
I stalled again

K N N

Scared me for what?!?!?!?!?!

At Kranji reservoir
A lot of people were playing & fishing
He mumbled
"sheesh sheesh swash swash"
I HUH?
I thought he told me needa change gear or whatever
Then he repeated
"Alot of people fishing.. got fish meh?"
...............................................................................
How you want me to reply sia?
Then he pointed to the right
"That side is Johor"
I kept quiet for a second
& said
"Orh"

Distraction!!!!

At Lim Chu Kang
The road was good, to me
No car
No fear of crashing any
But the road very winding
When I saw the long long long long long sibei long airplane road
I was very delighted
NO CAR!! LONG STRAIGHT ROAD! WOOOHOOOO!!
I recalled Joe
Joe always races there
& then I changed to 4th gear
Stepped to 75km/hr
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
Speed limit is 70km/hr
But instructor never said anything
So I assumed ok loh
KEKEKEKEKEKEKEKEKE

Shiok
The feeling is really shiok
I must learn hard to drive well to achieve my aim
MY SUBARU IS CALLING FOR MEEeeeeeeeeee~

On second thought
I still prefer Honda Civic Esi
$11K nia!
Cheap!

Actually
I accidentally shifted to 5th gear when I was supposed to be on 3rd gear
LOL!!
He saw it
& told me to shift down

I passed by 2 red lights
Opps
It was turning amber
& instructor said
"gan gan cai" (step daringly)
Ok loh
VROOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmm...

Got demerit points one right?
That asshole wanna frame me
Anyway
He fell asleep when I was at Jurong
..............................................
Got so tired bo?
Only sit in car whole day do nothing
Must like that meh?

So while he slept
I changed gear, changed lane, overtook without his guidance
Bwhahaha
I ate 'bao zi dan' (leopard's gall bladder??) sia
Until I reached this junction

"Oi, go where?"
"Turn left"
"Go PIE ah?"
"No lahh.."

I checked blind spot & turned

The whole lesson ended
I asked him about the mistakes I made & what improvements are needed
He said I never checked mirrors, never checked blind spot
Tmd
I got hor!
You sleeping nia
Kua buay tio!
Said my gear changing still not good
This I admit 50%
Turning donno how to estimate
This I also admit 85%
Other than that
Averagely fine

Haha
2nd lesson on road hitting 75km/hr is something really new
So fun!
I wanna go Lim Chu Kang again!

我不想再听到所谓的藉口
我只想开开心心地过日子
遇到你可说是一个新开始
虽可了解是无法发展
但有这个必要逃避
停止所有联络
吗?

是一场误会

没空陪我别自责
无需说你不能付出
我了解你很忙
我也没期望很多
只想知道你今天是否好
很好
非常好
难到回应我是如此一件艰苦的事?

我承认我是有点失望
一时间你就不理不睬
给于每个女生
这是男生风度吗?

我只想做回普通朋友
已很满足

你做得到吗?

I shall get this car 3 years later
this also not bad...

Jay scolded me for asking him out when he's so damn bloody tired
& then he praised himself for being such a good friend to accompany me

Should I say 'Thank you' or not?

Idiot

Weird
To say
This is the first time we actually go out together alone
After 7 years of knowing each other
& surprisingly
We crapped like nobody's business
Suan me like donno what
Said I fat
Knn

Other than that
We talked about what was happening lately
Catching up & stuffs
& again
He said i'm a weirdo
Living in my own world
Blah blah too tired to repeat

Ok fine
I know

Then he said I have a very interesting life
Oh really?
Full of Ups & Downs that I cant even balance myself
Interesting?
Hmmm...

Scolded me on the burning Marlboro

Bleah

I wanted to walk around
I prefer streets at night
Little people so I can almost own the whole road
But he complaint he's too tired
Wanna go home
But still early leh
Well...in the end
Ok loh
=(

I dont wanna think anymore of what should be done & what shouldnt be
I just hope that things arent actually that bad as it is to be
No matter how hard I try to save a situation
It never works
Yes, the disappointment
& then came the confusion
Was I wrong in the handling process?
Or was I wrong in the 1st place?
I dont know
& now I dont wanna know
Just gimme an answer which I wish to recieve
Good or bad
At least an answer

Jay gave me one piece of advice
Get a life

Thanks

I slept for 16hours...
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
8pm to 12pm the next day
Shiok
Although Wilson Gor Gor msged me at 10pm, 1am & 3am
Woke up but fell asleep again
LOL

Sian
What a sunny noon
Wanted to go swimming but I cant find ANYONE!
Wenn, Tzu & Zhiwei sleeping
Roy's working
Lionel never pick up call
Ivan's out
Blah blah

A short conversation with Jay that brighten me for mere 4minutes
"Eh, where you?"
"Playing soccer with my colleagues, why?"
"Did Jason call you?"
"Play basketball huh? When?"
"Now"
"Siao ah you? So sunny"
"Now sunny good mah... Wanna go swim one."
"You so sporty one meh?"
"Arbo then...How? You want go not?"
"You wear one piece or two piece?"
"Two"
"YOU WEAR TWO-PIECE TO SWIM?"
"Cannot meh? Dont have one piece mah"
"I cannot la.. I go I confirm not swimming. Nose bleed"
"BWHAHAHAHAHAHA"
"Somemore confirm I either submerge or float"
"BWAHHAHAHAHA"
"Cannot concentrate"
"BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. you this idiot"
"Next time jio me again, I follow see you swim"
"....... then later go out shopping with me hor"
"I see how lah. Donno when finish"
"Ok loh. Call me then"

& now
Wanna rain liao
What the.....
Sigh
Tonight not going MoS also
Brothers not free
But it's good too
Every week chiong is unhealthy

Found out something
Taipei also got MoS!!
& I thought they said Singapore is the 2nd country in Asia owning UK's largest music club?
Heh

What a boring day

Went out to buy handphone with Mom
Only to realise that her number was registered under Dad's name
SHUCKS!!!!!
& the promotion is ending this coming Friday
=

Hesitation

& I told Mum to convince me the phone is fugly
So I can change my mind about getting it
But I think she only succeed 65%

Bored
I wanna go out
I wanna shop!

Stupid Jay faster reply me!

Knn
My first driving lesson encounter heavy downpour

When I reached the car
The instructor told me to adjust mirror, adjust seat, blah blah & go
I looked at him & said
"I donno how"
He looked at me
"You totally new ah? Never drive before?"
"Never"
"Ok ok, we go carpark learn"

Reached carpark
Asked for my PDL
& said
"Your issue number Wednesday 4D top prize leh"
"zhun bo?"
"Really. You got buy not?"
"No"
"If you buy, got $2000 plus, learn for free liao...Should have teach you earlier"

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If he can predict top prize 4D number
He no needa be instructor liao loh

I Was then taught how to steer
& I couldnt get my hand position right
Kept using one-hand turn
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAAH
"You cannot turn like that!"
"I KNOW!"
"You must like this like this then like this"

& I like this like this then like this loh
For 5mins

Then taught me how to move off & change gear
Stalled donno how many times
Until the instructor pek chek
Knn
People donno how mah

After few tries
Tried circuit
"Very good. Now go straight...Step accelerator"
*steps*
"Step"
*steps harder*
"Step more"
*STEPS*
"Change gear"
*changes*
"Turn left"
*signals left & turns*
"Go straight & stop"
"Step which 1st?"
"Brake then clutch"
*Stops*

Tmd
People still new ask me speed?!

"Ok, now you practise a few more times"
*move off, turn, turn, turn & turn*

Suddenly
All so quiet
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He was sleeping

CHEEBYE!!!!

I donno wanna laugh or cry
People learning car you sleeping!!
GRRRRRRRRR

"Oi, how?"
"Turn left"
*turns*
"Next lesson can go on road already"
"HUH?! Sure bo? I scare leh"
"For a new learner, not bad liao"
"Hur...*mai por leh*"
"Sorry. I fell asleep. Raining. Very nice. Somemore very tired"
"I thought I very boring.."
"No lah.. new student is like that"

Instructor really knows how to be humble sia

Sigh
I really very scared leh
Brake donno how to brake
Always forget to hold onto the clutch before changing neutral gear
Dont dare accelerate
=(

Er ge said I useless
=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

After the lesson
My left leg very tired
I then thought of Joe
How can he manage to do that on his racing clutch?!

Please
If you see me on the road
DONT SIGNAL ME
I'll panic
Unless you want me to crash your car

Good
Really good
I'm now at home
Took half day off
& I'm still very busy
*pants*
Currently
Am busy eating my Burger King Redang Burger

If eating fast food can make my work process faster

Tom C actually wanna meet to return my Scubazoo DVD
But sadly & seriously
Je n'ai pas les heures!
N'ai pas un minuit aussi!

Finally opened my PADI letter

I dont like this design
I dont like Benggal cardina
JE N'AIME PAS CE POISSON!!!
I want that great white shark design!
*sob sob*
Thinking of doing Nitrox
=)
But anyway
I'm also a member of Project Aware =)

I think PADI had gotten my certified date wrongly
It should be in October
Donno why they put November
Gotta check with KC & Jeffery & Martin later

I have thousands of papercuts on my hands
Just because of this particular person whose documents were missing
The person-in-charge didnt pass down anything before she resigned
What a bitch
& the HOD is screaming at the whole team
I got scolded too
But
Heck la
Must blame the previous batch

Everyone's hallucinating
I heard someone calling my name
& asked
"Eh Eloise, you called me just now ah?"
"No ah.."
"Ok nevermind"
5 mins later
Nicholas came over
"Cyn, you called me?"
"No leh...Aiyo, busy until siao. Everyone's hallucinating"

& I so wanna hallucinate about a getaway trip to anywhere with sun, sea & sand
Pulau Tioman for dives will be PARFAIT!!

Getting a new handphone tomorrow
Maybe
That is if I'm willing to wake up & head to buy with Mom
E360 at $88
Cheap

Let Cynderella transform to Princess Aurora for the weekend

I'm so damn busy today
That I was so irritated by the new staff
& I wanna hit him on his head using the bloody thick file

What was given for us to do
Just do it according to your own instinct logically
Dont needa follow word by word
Asking this & that
& then telling me about it
When I'm already done

I DONT NEED THAT!

I'm so busy that I didnt have time to reply those who msg me on MSN
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to go toilet
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to drink
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to excrete
I'm so busy that I forgot to get important documents for Henna
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to watch TV nor read the papers back home
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to open my letters
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to see my PADI Advanced License which reached me this evening
I'm so busy that I didnt have time to browse the brochure that NAFA sent me on the Photography course
I'm so busy that I haven bathe Momo for long time & it stinks of pee
I'm so busy that I gobbled my dinner within 10mins
I'm so busy that I can die of exhaustion, appendicitis & gastro-enteritis

Like what I'd told Roy that night
What I'm doing now is worse than having gangbangs for 2D2N

Bleah
Colleague from other department saw my Marlboro in my fingers during lunch time
But... do I care?

Damn clinic almost no patient
Waste my time
I actually fell asleep
When it's closing
I suddenly feel like running home

Damn
I know what that is
Anything that can cause me feeling impulsives are just things that are not going right
& I seek to forget by working myself out

I donno why
But I've been thinking
& still thinking
Are friends so difficult to be?

Probably coz I'm too mixable with guys
That particularly some typical guys donno what I am actually
& felt weird or sorts or whatever
Which I have no mood to elaborate
Although I feel like writing a damn long essay
But time permits
& I need sleep

Just as expected
Disappointed on other issue though
But I'm used to disappointments
& I have better plans ahead

Half day off tomorrow
Driving practical
Swimming
Sleep
Supper
Sleep

Make my day, inclusive of weekend, wonderful