I saw a hawkbill turtle 4 times at Labrador Park today!
KNN
FOUR TIMES OK!!
I'd never seen so much during my dive trips!

Initially one of the anglers were pulling his line damn hard
Then it snapped off
& suddenly
I saw a brown mass surfacing to the surface
I pointed out to Dean
& both of us were so excited about it
DarDar was shitting, so he missed it
Hahaha
Minutes later
The turtle came up again for an additional 3 times
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I wonder where it came from

Got one xiao didi came to talk to DarDar
So cute
Looking from the back
It seems like father & son talking baout fishing
=p

Got 2 fishes!
A wrasse & a juvenile half-beak(?)



Threw the wrasse back
But kept the half-beak
Wahahaha

Not a bad day today at Labrador
Other than on the way
Kana scolded by DarDar coz he said I freaked him out when I drove
Knn
Orbi
Lao niang pass TP one time nia
You have to take three times loh
Slap you

Dad needs to return HK next next week
Grandaunt's feeling very weak
She's having illusion of her dying
Getting more & more paranoid

Cant blame her
I guess I'll be like that too when I'm old, weak & ugly

I'm hesitating to return HK
To get some nice cheap ROM dresses
But DarDar couldnt make it back with me

Sigh
See how lah

I hope she'll be fine

I managed to reach home 'early' so I could ask if Mum wanna go Batam shopping on National Day
But then Mum was busy talking on the phone with Aunt
Sounding all so worried & surprised, at the same time

Dad started shouting at her & my Aunt
Non stop

I hate it when my Dad starts shouting
Because it's all nonsense with no filters

Same old issue

I tried to peace him down with examples
& He kept on saying he wont care
& let my Mum settle it all

I asked:"Is this the way you love Mum?"
He kept silent
Then responded:"I'd already told her to stop helping. One day she'll be dragged down"
"So you would wanna see her being dragged down alone by not helping her together?"
He kept silent again
& responded:"This is her family's issue. The [my surname]s should stay away"
"& let the [Mum's surname]s to suffer herself?"
"No... but we cant poke into other people's matter. When people turned around & asked you why do you care, how?"
"Are you afraid? Mum's married to you so you should help. Does that mean that when I'm married to the [DarDar's surname]s I could least care about you?"

Silence
With soft sobs coming from my left
Where Dad's standing at the door,with face pressed on his stretched arm

"Mum, why dont you talk to Uncle first before you transfer any money over? Somehow I believe that Uncle still cares about his daughter. Needless to say he should be grateful to his sister who has been helping his daughter all the while until she couldnt take it anymore. Tell me which asshole doesnt love his daughter & his sister? If no one dares to tell him, I will do it. I dont believe everyone's so heartless...."

Mum thought for a while

"I dont believe that Big Cousin doesnt have the money. He could spend a million decorating his house, keeping 2 arowanas & an ugly Pursian. $4k is not alot"

"YAH LAH, That's what I'm angry about. He's so rich & still must ask us for money"

"Hello... did you say a shit about it? You kept shouting about nothing like this"

"Ok ok... come, gimme your bankbook.. I go transfer the money tomorrow"

"Why? Why are you now giving in to transfer the money? If this is your final decision, why start arguing in the first place? Very fun isit? Everytime I come home you're asleep. Now wanna talk to you guys always argue!"

Silence

"It's getting late... go sleep.. your DarDar is waiting for you"

"Just dont transfer anything till I grab Uncle's phone number... then we'll see how it goes..."

Mum hugged & kissed me
For the 1st time I could remember over the 24 years

My eye blood vessels burst wor!
So power

Must be the radiation from my stupid office computer

Oh yes
Time for MC again =D

Damn Qi Gek...
Some people just dont understand confidentiality
Make my life difficult...

Something...
is...
wrong...
with...
me....

I got very frustrated since morning
I didnt wanna speak to anyone on the phone
But it just keep ringing
Asking me things that I'd heard many times over & over again
I feel so shitty
I didnt feel like doing anything & act busy by staring at the computer screen & clicking the mouse
I didnt wanna repeat myself with every word that came out
I didnt wish to explain things not needed

Tears flooded my eye bag
Damn could I hardly read now

Sigh

I am scared

Am I handling too much than I should be?

Am I worrying too much than I shouldnt be?

Where is me?

Think I'm losing myself again
Hello hello.. testing 1 2 3

I'm glad I have 3 months of rest before I start a new journey
Be it a worse or better path ahead
I think I'd still prefer this

I'm pampered by my DarDar
>_<
He bought me an iPamper

Wooohooo~
It's been one year
& I'm officially off my P-plate
Now I can drive without it

Yeaaaahhhh

But I have no car

............

Few more months
DarDar is buying me a car

I love my DarDar
Hohohoho

Yesterday DarDar & Dean caught many tilapias
Think got around 8
Ate 4
Yum yum

He's hooked
Idiot
Make sure he catches a giant grouper tonight
Or else he can never enter my house anymore

I think....
I can not study anymore

As in
My brains are not focused!

I was trying to complete my theories off my Rescue Diver Manual
But things seep in very slowly

Either I was reading it damn slow
Or I wasnt focusing

Die

If my MSc application really succeed
How will I do?

Sigh

Going Malaysia AGAIN tomorrow
No choice
DarDar's grandpa's birthday
Donno whatta wear wor
Now so fat
Every nicest clothes I have can no longer fit beautifully

Sigh sigh sigh sigh

Best liao loh
Handphone really MIA
Sigh

Reported to the police

The police officer so friendly
Bwhahaha
Asked me where I went
Coz he saw me so tanned

Kekeke

Anyway
Luckily my boss never say anything
But I wouldnt care
Leaving in 1.5mths
Hell to her

DarDar & I were discussing how to survive after I quit
Coz after I quit
There's so many things to be done

But I insist of leaving
& walk the path ahead slowly

I'd come across many obstacles
& I'm still doing good

Koko keeps scratching itself
Even though I'd bathed it
Shit
Hope not skin allergy like Momo
=~

No more holidays for me until next year Jan to Similan
I hope my 1st dive of the new year will be PERFECT
As it's also my honeymoon trip

Wooohooooo
I'm finally going Thailand after my 24 years!

Tired ahhhhhhhhhhh
My whole body is aching now
=(

Had my rescue diver course over the weekend
The journey to Dayang was torturous
The currents were so fucking strong & the boat rocked from side to side
Us all sleeping in the bunk felt nauseous

When we reached Dayang, it was around 530am

1st dive at 10am
The dive was ok until we surfaced
& that's when our assignment started

Stella act as unconscious breathing victim floating on the surface
Sandy & I looked at each other
& jumped in with the buoyant to rescue

Die la
Never check breathing
& poor Stella knocked her head here & there coz of surface waves
& I pushed her up onto the boat
Blah blah blah
Then Stella woke up
& said:"Who taught you to touch people's breasts when you rescue? I was molested by you all over"
Me replied:"Rescue people where got care touch where one..."

We just laughed

2nd scenario on panicked victim overboard
Sandy & I jumped into water to rescue
Siao liao
By then both of us damn tired loh...
So ....
BWHAHAHAHAHAHA

We almost 'killed' the victim

Rescue breaths on surface is tiring
I couldnt jump up to provide the breaths
& kept kana scolded
=~

At our 3rd dive
Sandy injured her knee when she was trying to swim to take photo of a big porcupine fish
Despite injured, we still continued to swim abit to take pic of a giant triggerfish
& we surfaced
Coz Sandy felt it's too painful

Upon onshore
She had 4 punctured wounds on her kneecap
But didnt know what that was by...

We skipped night dive & went for dawn dives
We had to check the tank pressure one by one coz it was not refilled!
& when we wanna enter the water
Sandy forgot to bring her fins
x_X
So she borrowed someone's fins who left it on the shore

& so we entered
Half way
Sandy ascended
Her camera flooded
& then the remaining three of us went leisure for a while
Until I spotted them
As I signalled to Damien
Damien kana Crown of thorns on his kneecap

Crown of thorns is venomous
But luckily Damien's wound wasnt as bad as Sandy's

So the next day's dives
I was alone
& my last scenario was havoc
I was so unprepared
& so theorectically focused
That I realised I wasted time

It wasnt about assessing on the spot but is like rewinding what's the step A-Z before acting on it

I would say that I performed badly
Was abit disappointed with myself
=(

But first of all
I was not even prepared to take this course as well
Due to time & other sorts
But at least I learnt how such scenarios will look like
If it ever occurs

Over the weekend
It's been a good one
Though lack of some encouragement expected
A bit demoralisation still exists

& best thing of all
I LOST MY COMPANY PHONE!!!!

kana sai
Die liao
Donno have to pay how much
*sobz*

I thought I could just let it go
Close one eye & say 'You win'
& then live my life happily ever after

'Good horses dont eat grasses behind him'
(Hao ma bu chi hui tou chao)

I'm a bad horse

& what did I do?
I wanna stab the 'I win You lose' flag on her forehead

Fuck lah
The more I think the more buay song I feel
I should get what I should get

If it's a wrong path that I'd chosen
Then be it the wrong path
Surely at some point at my path
There's a new beginning to choose

I'd seen the world now
What more have I not?

Life is all about black & white
Who cares about colors
when your world is gray even with the best way it could go

I'd missed out my Triple Seven Day
Ha
07 07 07
What a nice number to get wed

& so did my DarDar's ex-tutor

He held his at Labrador Park
Solemnization & banquet all in a day

The place is great
The atmosphere fits very well

Nice bouncy cushion for my ass
The solemnization to be done in the glass house in the midst of the swimming pool!
Long time never self snap liao
Rolls Royce up close & personal
*muackz*
In the restaurant..
The couple =)
I like this glass plague with pic laser-ed in it
DarDar signing the autograph book
The solemnization started

Oh
I thought the solemnization takes a long time
But it was only a few minutes
& when the couples said their vows
I almost teared

It's so touching

Imagine when I were to cry like fuck when I am to say that in 4 months time

Banquet started right after
& the montage that my DarDar did!

Food was alright...
Tried not to eat so much
I'm on diet!
Will go for extreme exercise when I quit my job totally

Anyway
So the rest was just about food & drinks
Games & kisses

Poor Roderick was toasted to OUR heart's content


I bet that was like 5 litres of mixed liquor in it

DarDar drank along with him
& he puked his whole stomach out back home
Dropped dead right beside me while I enjoyed my Live Earth Concert

I'd attended 3 wedding banquets so far
Seeing new couples becoming together makes me feel happy
& soon it's my turn

We shall see how it goes...

It's only 1 week later
I recieved several compliments which comes abit too late

It's OK

Now at least I got myself recognised
Effort acknowledged

Someone's boss walked up to my boss & complimented me directly right in her face

I know I wasnt that bad at all

But you know how discrimination is when BIG SHOT always has the authority....

Oh well

Great
All the documents needed for my Masters are almost completed
God Bless Me!

Siao liao
The responsibility in taking up further dive skills are damn huge!
Now I will have to save people in the water

But
I'm proud too
It really needs lotsa patience and courage to go for it

Imagine you cant even save yourself and yet wanna save other people

Just now had my pool session
Not bad
Edwin said I performed good

After rescuing the diver in the water
I have to bring the victim up onto the boat
So I must learn the right techniques to get the person out successfully

Edwin be victim loh
Big muscular guy
& he's so heavy!
But I still managed to

Edwin only warned me not to crack his back

BWAHAHAHHAHA

Oh well
Shall see how it goes next week
Hope they dont te-gan me until I am the exhausted victim needing rescue

I still haven read my manual to prepare for my written exams

So many things to do!

On the other hand
My Msc application is now 70% completed

Excited

It's not so bad afterall!
*grins big big*

I had a very nice chat with my supervisor
& she likes me
=D

Probably coz my interest and hers are the same
& that she knows my ex-supervisor
& then she wanna get me in as a PT staff to help her out, provided got enough funds
& she will write in a very strong supporting letter for my MSc application
WOOOOHOOO!

Even before i'd officially joined the team
She brought me around & introduced me to her other students

How cool can she be man?!

Speaking about bosses
My this future boss is surely the better one as compared to my current one

Ha!

I must strive hard!
GAMBATTE!

Feels so good to be NOT working
Ahhhhhhh...

Just one more month

Went fishing with DarDar & friends last night near Woodlands Checkpoint
Got other people fishing
As well as a pair of couple quarrelling
Screaming at her boyfriend why he went to watch RA show

@_@

Kinda exciting
Coz after the big hoo-ha
The 2 of them held hands and left

ZZZzzzzz

No fish at all
Bored like shit
& also damn sleepy
Until 1am
We decided to call for MacDonalds delivery

Oh yes
They even send it to the damn ulu place that we were at

Slept for few hours & then have to wake up to think of a proposal!
Die lahhhhhh

I donno what to propose
& I also donno if my proposal meets her idea
Later I came up with a damn sucky one
Scare she dont want me to be her student anymore

*sob sob*

Ok, i better get going
Ciaoz

HENG AH!
The 4D number didnt come out
Although we missed by 1 digit

The weather was so weird on Sunday
Afternoon was hot like siao
I almost walked around naked

But I didnt

Went fishing with DarDar & Dean at Labrador Park


Then the big big Star Virgo passed by
Really very huge woooooorrrrrr



The passenger aboard were waving at us
Gave me a very deep impression of Titanic......

Hmmmmm

I'd like to try on the giant sail too
But I scare it'll become like Titanic

Bleah

Then today
I had fever in the morning

My eyes were so hot that they wanted to close every minute
Hot tears feel so weird

& luckily I always have medicine in my bag
& so I gobbled 2 paracethemol

I just returned from my Rescue Diver theory course
Now I'm so lazy to do researches
Haha

& Wed I needa meet up with my MSc supervisor
Die
Haven do research
>_<

I was pissed
I was angry
I was agitated
I was fucked-up
I was un-me

The dragonboat race was brought forward but no one told me when
So when I was near the interchange going to transfer another bus
They told me to reach in 30 mins time
I rushed to grab a cab
But realised I didnt bring enough cash
I had to queue long at the ATM

I then ran to the taxi stand for the cab
& told the cab driver to speed down to Bedok Reservoir

I managed to reach there before the race
But the team had already board the boat
So there I was
Watching on the shore

So much for the rushing

The team didnt win
Competitors were strong I guess

I felt apologetic for not being there earlier despite the SMS
& I did apologised
The coach still joked with me
But none of the rest talked to me

What the fuck

In midst of anger
I went off

I rushed my way down to stay there for barely 20mins

I wanted to meet DarDar
& so I thought I could just grab a cab to Beach Road
But I waited for 30mins
NO FUCKING CAB APPEARED

I was sooooooo angry
& I cried when I complaint to DarDar

In the end
We decice to just meet back home

Bus 66 always surprises me
The foreign smell is so intolerable
That I had to be blown by the air-con for the past 30mins

Just as I am just 1 level near to DarDar's house
DarDar called me to buy 4D
It was 1747

I asked him why he didnt buy the whole day
& he gave me 1001 reasons
I told him I donno how to buy
& I didnt wanna walk all the way too
Then he pled & pled
& god damnit, by the time he'd had successfully pled
I would have reached that 4D store

Flocks of gamblers lining up
All the way onto the road
As I was searching for the tail of the queue
A bloody red Picanto honked me

$#$%#$%@#@$^%%^$!#$@$^%&(&^$%#%@^&&$#$

I was really very pissed off already
On seeing the crowd
The fucking act-cool male driver could have driven on gear 1
S L O W L Y

& honk simi lanpa?
You are just driving a PICANTO ok?

I ignored him & just walked on
& then this bloodily blind auntie talking on the phone
Knocked me on my shoulder as SHE walked past

CHAO CHEE BYE

What kinda stupid idea is this NETS priority queue?
Being shorter, I queued
Afterall it said priority
But it seems like the CASH queue is so much faster!!
I didnt wanna change queue coz the CASH queue seems to grow longer
Probably by the time I went over it would be my turn at the NETS queue

When it's my turn
The auntie schouted
"4D closed liao"

KAN NI NA BEI CHAO CHEE BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

For all the time I'd been rushing
& not accomplishing ANYTHING
I felt it's totally a waste of MY time

I felt sssssssssooooooooo fucking pissed off with today
That I screamed at DarDar in tears over the phone
I was so angry till I cried

I then dragged my feet back DarDar's house

Must be a curse from the ugly catfish
That made me unsuccessful
I told you it's a fish spirit

DarDar finally caught something more than 20cm this time!
But the species is still the same as all his previous

UGLY CATFISH!


It being huge & ugly disgusts me

@_@

I asked DarDar why he go catch such ugly fish
Maybe it's some evil spirit possessed in it
Then he got it out onto the land
Later haunt him how?
Catfish got poison on spines
But maybe he really fish spirit got poison throughout body
How?

DarDar ignored me with a -_- look on his face

My dad still said he wanna eat
I said I don wan coz it's ugly
So I told him to wait for a grouper during his next fishing trips

Hey
SG water got groupers wor
DarDar's friend's friend caught one before
& it was hugeeeee

Heng I never go last night
Or else I sian 1/2
Always kana catfish
At least Andy's 1st fish caught at Kukup was a scat
So not so bad
But DarDar's 2 victory catches at Kukup was a striped eel catfish & a brackish water Malaysian catfish

Hail DarDar as Catfish King!

Oh anyway
Now that fish is outta my house for slaughtery
No sight of ugly fish anymore

Time to go for my dragonboat race later!

On leave today!
Finally got time to do something stress-free

Went Beach Road with DarDar to grab some fishing accessories
Then went to Golden Mile to eat lunch
Had duck rice & gyoza
Then DarDar said he wanted to eat chocolate waffle

Golden Mile has a popular dessert shop - The Sweet Stone Parad'Ice.
Opened by a Belgium

I dont really like sweet food
So I wasnt so enthusiatic bt it
But being KPO
I followed DarDar to the shop

DarDar ordered the chocolate Liège Waffles
& the shop owner said
"Wow, you're our 11000th customer. We have some free gifts for you!"

DarDar & I looked at each other
& was given 2 cups of 2 scoops of home-made belgium ice-cream

IT WAS YUMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

& guess what?
The ice-cream is only sold at $1.80 for 2 scoopes

Cheap worrrrrrrr

So we stuffed our already-full stomach with additional scoopes of ice-creams
& too full for the Liège Waffles

Oh, the Liège Waffles is special
Not those normal waffles you buy from Prima Deli
It's just too good I donno how to describe!

Anyway
Now we have more excuse to go to Golden Mile for food
I love the Veggie Char Kway Tiao
& DarDar love the Liège Waffles

Heehee

Went back home for dinner
FINALLY
Yes
I've NOT been home for the past week

Bad girl

& so
I made dinner tonight

I made Ebi Tempura & Scotch Eggs!




The Scotch Eggs are my 1st try
& it tasted so nice
I'm so proud of myself

DarDar went fishing with his friends already
I'm alone watching TV & online
Ha

Hmmmm...

When is my last time being happy at work?
Hmmm...
Today, I guess

Early in the morning
I recieved a 'Thank You' card
It's from one of the staffs thanking me for helping her with her financial issues for the past week
She even gave me Ferrero Rocher
=)

Few hours later
Another staff called me to discuss something she couldnt decide
She's left with only 3 days to decide
I explained the possibility to her if she chose not to
& also suggested a way to help her
She said
"Cynthia, thank you very much. You're not only a [Whatever Dept] person... you're also a good counsellor."

I felt good to have helped her

Sometimes
I felt that my minimal help is not that significant
But it could really solve someone's problem
& in return
They appreciated my help

*smirk*

How ironic
My staffs appreciated my work when we only met or spoke on phone once or twice
My supervisor didnt appreciate my work when we meet everyday

Ha

Ha

Ha

...............

It's just hard to be good person in the working society
Unless
You can polish their apple until sparkling clean

=|

My PaRappa The Rapper
Kanasai
If you have no music coordination, dont play
Surely pissed the hell off
& damn
I'd spent 2 days playing the same stage over & over again
Where has my music coordination gone too?

Oh yah
I went to St John's last week to attend seminars at TMSI
I thought I'd been there before with the WildFilms
But it seems not

-_-

Oh well...

The island is full of cats






My senior was there having his seminar
Went to support
=)

Ah
Seems like my MSc application is working well too
I'm once again stepping forward to my dreams

It's raining heavily
With thunder roaring

*ROAR*

-_-

DarDar got me my 'PaRappa The Rapper' game on PSP
He only managed to clear the 1st stage after 5th trial
But I cleared on my 1st trial

BWHAHAHAHAHAHAH

It seems like I can only play brainless game

=p

A last minute trip back JB
Bleah
Stupid DarDar said dont wanna go back JB to celebrate his Dad's birthday
Then his Mum issued Command warrant to return
& dragged the forever-sleepy me go as well

ZZZZZZZzzzzzz

Donno why so sleepy leh
Die lah
Donno kana what unknown illness

Now I pray that I can be accepted for my Masters course
The Prof is very nice
Offered me one of her project topics to research upon
Woohooo

Counting down to my freedom

I wanted to do some update
But I wasted 15mins to read something else
Cursiousity + Procrastination = Me

Bleah

Took MC today
Sore eye
Ba jiu ang ang wor~
X_x

Must be some hot guy electrocuted me without me knowing it

Oh
I'm glad
I have some good replies after staying up for 2 weeks to come up with a proposal
& my proposal was being considered!
The Head of Department (whom I hope could be my possible supervisor)is also helping me to see my eligibilty for research scholarship

Woooooohoooooo

Never in my life had I gotten a scholarship
I wonder if Edusave Bursary counted

I can finally take a short rest from all the brain-racking things
& am going to take a longggggggg rest in Aug

Oh yeah
Decision decided

I may not be as good as you think in your field
But I am as best as I am in my field
So let's stop wasting our time

Au revoir

C'est le fin

I'm damn grouchy & pissed this morning
& slightly better by 1% in the afternoon
Now I'm too tired to start complaining about anything
Coz
I HAD FINALLY DONE UP MY MASTERS PROPOSAL

Brain dead

I hope I recieve a positive reply from the HOD

Guan Yin bless me please
Amitabha

Are you telling me that I am not doing a good job for the past 6 months?
What does that alphabet stands for then?
How can I be given a representative alphabet when I was fresh & knew nothing about work flow
and now given a even more fucked up representative alphabet when I had already know the correct work flow?
If I'm so lousy
Why keep me after the year?
I didnt push on when I was not given a pay rise when it's stated in the P&P
Didnt you like to follow P&P?
So why not me?

I am very disappointed by the way you treat your own 'children'
Other 'mothers' could fight for what they deserve despite disapproval
You, however, kill your 'children' by sacrificing us to gain your own pride

How could we not make noise?

If I really do a bad job
I would surely have missed all the deadlines
& landed myself in deep trouble

But I didnt

Giving up my once passion hoping to learn something new
I am now being bitten at the butt instead

How foolish I am

I will fight my way to gain back what I should deserve

I will get myself outta the shit hole you'd prepared for me

Prepare to do some facial mask after I threw that piece of paper at your face

*muack Ashley*


Happy Birthday!

Everyone is so amazed by my dark-colored hair today

Never see me with 'black' hair before meh?
My colleagues asked me why I go dye back 'black'

I replied
"No lah. It's blue"

& their jaws dropped

"Le siao ah le. Dye blue..."

"what's siao? Even you cant tell it's not black...."

".............."

Great!
My 2 professors had agreed to do the referee report needed for the application
NOW i MUST think of my project proposal
Cant procrastinate anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Saturday went to have buffet lunch with my dive freaks!
Thanks Mun Hoe for inviting us & enjoy this lunch
It was sooooooooo grand that I was very impressed with the atmosphere
& it isnt too expensive if I could give it a 9/10 rating

We went to Equinox at Swissotel
My first time stepping into this expensive hotel
Let alone to even have a meal there

We travelled up to the 69th storey
& it had wonderful view!
So much better then that at UOB centre!

The food rocks
It is so fresh
We 'chiong' the cold crabs, osyters, sashimi and sushi


Best of all
It has free flow of fois grais
*yummy*
The Spartans dug in

It was really good
Especially if you love raw food
The desert is also nice
DarDar grabbed like 60% of the peach pie from the counter
x_X

After the meal
All of us couldnt resist taking photos
Nice hor?

Not bad for a meal gathering
Normal price of $48+++ per pax
But we only paid less than $30 coz Mun Hoe got discount
Woooooohoooooo~~

I'm eating too much of a good food already
Fats accumulation around waist

It's time back for fishball mee

Ok
I'm going for it

I'm applying for my Masters
Now doing all the neccessary

Whether it's ok or not
At least I'd done it

God bless me
Amen Amen Amen

KS from one of the local Uni came to look for me regarding my FYP in HKU
Apparently he is also doing a similar project like mine
& hope that I could guide him & assist him to plan
After a 1.5hr's discussion
He got his focus

I'm glad I could help him after all these years of isolation from Environmental Science
But looking at his smiles and the acknowledgment
It proved that my heart is still heading back to where I wanna be

I think it's time to move on

If I leave in Aug to start looking elsewhere
I will miss my $3K plus bonus in Dec
If I leave in Dec to start school
I will not get my $3k plus bonus also

So....
Should I leave early & plan wisely?

I'm now having 3 options
1) Go NIE & be Science teacher
2) Take up MSc
3) Go overseas to work

In fact
I'm currently working on point 3
Hopefully I'm being recognised somewhere out there

If not
Point 2

and worst
Point 1

Do you know that Malaysia wants me?
I want them too despite my salary being halved
But it's the damn work permit that they cant issue

What the fuck

Here MOM approves whatever nationality

I just wonder why
It's never me

Sucks

Sorry guys
After that busy week immediately after my dives
I'm again busy in Malaysia

Parents went to visit DarDar's parents
& they had fun!
=D
Ate & ate & ate nonstop
BWhahaha
& we went shopping!


Not much work to do now
So I'm slacking my ass yet acting busy
=)
I bet efficiency counts

I am efficient!

I'm now planning when I should quit
Damnit
I'll be recieving my bonus in Jun and another in Dec
The anmount is x1.5 my current
How?
If only I'm rich to even be bothered bt money issue

Even my underwear now has holes

....................

No holes how to wear wor

*giggles*

Ok
Lame enough
Time to sleep

I haven blog for the entire week!
I was soooooooo busy that by the time I reach home
It's already 12pm

Oh well
My dive was bad
Worst of alllllllllllll
*cries*
I hadnt been taking my nasal medicine 1 month before my dives
So when I entered the water
I couldnt equalized quick enough
& I had a very bad headache for the rest of the day
I feared so much that I scare I'll have decompression sickness arising too
& I just froze coz the more I move
My head just felt like expanding

Ok 'nuff said
Photos tell it all






Chay Hoon went with me
& then it happened that she's Shermaine's primary school mate
Then it also happened that she's Lye's friend's sister
& then we realised that
Hey! We know one another!
& our trip was fun & funny!

=)

But damn the headache

Ok lah
Now must save money to go elsewhere
Just got back from drinking
Discussed bt our next dive destination

****

I need sleep
I shall update bt my sucky work
Pui