I woke up early to Chek Jawa this morning
Long time never been there

Met 2 new groups of people
Means I have 2 new groups of friends!
=D

The construction of the boardwalk at Chek Jawa is undergoing
& it's made of concrete
Which I personally think it's kinda look weird to be blended with the nature

I MISS YOU LIMPETS & BARNACLES!
How long have I not touched & scrutinise any of you

Shrimps... trying very hard to focus underwater
Trying to be artistic with my lovely barnacles..HeeheeThousands of seahares all over Chek Jawa

Looks cute when you have just one, but not a bunch

A sole half-buried in the sand

& Blah blah blah

Go read my entry at WildFilms blog

We left at about 12 noon
& saw his crab spider still waiting for its prey since yesterday
Poor guy

Back mainland
We had Yu-Sheng

This is my third time having Yu-Sheng this Chinese New Year
& if I still get good luck & wealth this year despite the 3 Yu-Sheng lao-ed
I really wanna go 'pong pia'
LOL

March!
My weekends are already booked
Wooohooo~~
I'm going diving! I'm going diving!

Stupid mosquito

Kana bitten during sleep at DarDar's house
Now my face has 5 bites
2 are on my eyelids
WHAT THE HELL!!

I look like this all the time
(-_-)
coz eyes cant open

.....

DarDar & I played 'toot toot'
I think DarDar is toot-er

The dive accident
Shocked me
The first question that came to my mind was
"Where was the dive instructor?"

It was said that the poor guy was having his open water course at Pulau Hantu
He went missing at his third dives
Cause of death given: Empty tank that forbid him to float

I went Pulau Hantu last year
It was really murky
Chay Hoon & I stuck to each other with our dear life
Although Chay Hoon has lotsa Hantu dive experience
I guess it's still as dangerous as it is even whoever thousand has dives

But
How can the cause of death be 'empty tank'?
Shouldnt the dive instructor be aware and prepare of all equipments before going down?
Why the floating issue when air tank's main purpose is not even to float?

The whole newspaper article kept repeating that the guy went missing
Couldnt resurface
& body was found by a public member

Points to ponder
- What was the dive instructor doing?
- Why didnt he search for the lost boy?
- Why didnt anyone report bt the missing boy on the same day to the police & only made known to the whole Singapore 4 days later?
- Where was the dive instructor?
- How can he leave the site and pretended nothing happened?

I was very disappointed with the dive instructor
I hope it's not someone I know
Seriously

I feel sad that it happened on New Year's Eve
When everyone is feeling warm having reunion meal together
This particular family lost their son
Who has a strong determination and will in achieving his aim
Which is to be a Dive Instructor

Diving
Although it looks easy
& happy to enjoy the beautiful underwater envionment
It is not what you think it is if it isnt learnt correctly
Partly being the environmental factor at fault too

Diving doesnt call itself 'Extreme Sport' for nothing

Happy hour!

YEahhhhhhhhh
My DarDar is back from Malaysiaaaaaa~~~



He came to fetch me to visit his grand-aunt's house
& then go Sembawang meet someone
& then back his cousin's house
& spent the evening with his family

Another slack day~
Wooo~

Damn
Tomorrow must go work
Siannnnnnn

SO!
What about my Chinese New Year?

Nothing

My dad went to work
My mum watched TV
My bro surfed net
DarDar not in Singapore
I only woke up at 1030am

Only went out to visit my Mum's friend at noon
Got 1 ang bao
& returned home
Rot the rest of my day

Boring?

Sorta
But it's sorta like an annual routine
I'm used to it

I hate festivals
Really
Coz there's nothing for me to do

Like Valentine's Day?
It's supposed to be a celebration day for couples
I didnt spend any special Valentine's Day for the past 10 sensible years
This year neither, but at least I'm appreciated

Chinese New Year
All the years I'd been spending in Singapore
No relatives no friends
Stop visiting when I left for Hong Kong
& in Hong Kong
It sucks too
Coz I have so many relatives that I have to visit on behalf of my family
Ang Bao also didnt get alot
What for?

Christmas still not bad
But last year i spent it with my 2 lonely friends
Pretty last minute
But we both past the night together
Watching idiots spraying foams on one another & hearing molest cases the next day

Birthdays
Didnt even bother to celebrate
Why are you happy when you're one step closer to Heaven?
Bleaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
I hate people who had fun & joy at birthday parties
Coz I'm just plain jealous I didnt have the chance to celebrate
FYI
My 18th & 21st birthday were spent in HK
All I had was cakes
My Mum forgot bt my birthday
We cried over the phone
Sigh...............

Oh whatever

DarDar wanna bring me along to visit his relative
Abit... 'huh'
No mood leh
Donno wear what leh
Donno whatta say leh
Lemme just rot for another day, can?

So much for the Chinese New Year mood yesterday
Glad we enjoyed

Yet another damn full meal
My whole family is complaining they're too full!
-_-
Hungry also complain
Full also complain
Seems like they'd fully evolved into typical Singaporean

HAHAHAHAHA

Oh anyway
I just returned from my reunion dinner
As far as I could remember
This is our 1st time eating out for as long as we had been staying in Singapore
We had buffet dinner at Quality Hotel



Ate half way
Got Lion Dance at the lobby wor~~


Mum wanna take pic with the Lion
& after that
The Lion ran towards me
& 'bit' my leg
-_-

I went back to the cafe to have meal
Then the Lion came in
& sat beside me
Heehee

& then 'bit' my head
-_-"""""""""""

My Mum said he's a tiko Lion
BWHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAAH
Simply implying the person inside is tiko lo!!!
>_<

The Lion then played prank on me & stole my Mum's handbag from behind
LOL!
I snatched it back
& then he ran round the cafe
& ka jiao the other people

Hahaha
My first time so near the Lion
& first time to see such a playful Lion

Not bad for this year's New Year's Eve
I feel happy that my family is happy
=)

Wishing everyone a Happy Lunar New Year!
恭喜发财!
年年有馀!
心想事成!
万事如意!

*burpz*

I'm still full from last night's reunion dinner with DarDar's family
Alot of food wor~
Catered buffet + home-made Yu-Sheng + Abalone soup + dessert
So full that I almost couldnt walk










My abalone big right?
DarDar still go & put 3 abalones in my bowl
So much that I was still drinking soup when everyone was eating orh-nee
-_-

Damn
Have to go gym next next week liao

Tonight I'm having buffet with my own family!
>_<

I just got back from driving
I think got 4 months never drive
Should consider lucky I still remember how to drive

I was driving along the expressway when I realised I forgot to bring my driving license out
WHAT THE FUCK!
Ji tao traumatised
& I didnt dare to drive home

>_<

Donno why everytime drive always got funny incident happen
Last time forgot on headlight
The other time took 10mins to park
This time never bring wallet

*duhz*

But hey!
I know how to park le~~~~
I tried Jas' method & it worked!
Other than I couldnt figure out which side I should turn my steering as I reverse
BWHAHAHAHAH
Ok lah Not bad
Now I shall continue to wait for my car

^^

Busy day

Spent the first few hours tidying up the loose & messy documents
And was called into Boss's room to discuss some issues for 10 mins
Make me late for lunch!!

I was supposed to meet Jas for lunch at her office at 12pm
Cab reached at 1210pm
Although the uncle still can ask me
"I drive fast or not? Scare or not?"
BWHAHAHAH
I wanted to reply
"No la.. I drive faster than you"

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOOOOOOO

I need to go over to attend a meeting & get something from her office
So we had a quick lunch
& then headed to my venue

My first business trip

IF ONLY MY BUSINESS TRIP IS OVERSEAS!!!
Which I'm anticipating very much in my near future should I decide to expose myself to the outside world
& I hope I'm ready for it

Because Jas's office is in one of the buildings of the compound
I had to walk around searching for my venue
& although I was following the signages
I still got lost!
Grrrrrrrrrrrr

How bloodily 'useful'

Not bad la
At least can jiak zua for a few hours outta office

Call it good or bad
I had a feeling that my Boss wanna 'develop' me
>_<
She expanded my port-folio
Which I'm not so confident with
*gasp*

We shall see.........

So!
How did you spend your Valentine's Day?
I didnt spend it
Coz DarDar not free
No flower, no chocolates, no typical Valentine's Day gift
But this time round
I'm spending it with a status
=D

I donno if I did the right thing
My friend encouraged me
My good colleage encouraged me
My fiance encouraged me
& so I did

Donno how the outcome will be
Better or worse?

Anyway
I had done it

My colleague told me since it'd already been the worst scenario
Just pour it out

As I went through the discussion
It doesnt seem to be on my side
But at least a clear picture of how my feelings are are out

Sigh

Die means die
How many 'Die' have I said since my New Year started?

Apparently
It got worse after I returned from my long leave
=(

Cant wait for my dives to cheer me up

My Mum will kill me if she knows I placed Koko to run on a 'threadmill' in our basin


=D

I really got fever
Thought I could keng a MC
But Dr Chow insisted I take MC
Coz he said 'Fever must have MC'

I wonder why...

Anyway
My brains are frying

Back in office
I could have possibly guessed what they're doing
Back-stab me like no one's business
Even my pregnant colleague sitting beside me is stronger than me
Damn

It seems like my body is degenerating
When I though I'm alright I went to exercise
Only to feel sick coz of incubated viral infection
So I stopped to exercise to recuperate
& I didnt got any better
Coz I think I didnt exercise to make myself fit

Die

Aiyah
Leaving in 5 months time
Fuck care la

DarDar made me cried my soul out for 2 hours
*CRIES*
But I fell asleep after that

DarDar kissed me awake in the morning
I was as sloggish as a rotting octopus
He woke me up to make me pack my whole room for the Chinese New Year

He made me check through every corners
& every plastic bags making sure everything is sorted out
Wanted or Not Wanted
Until I found a dead, decomposed, dried lizard in one of the bag
I freaked the hell out so badly that my hair stood on its very high ends
& declared 'Surrendered' for my mission

I sat on my bed refusing to clear my things
But I was cleaning my tarnished silver accessories
DarDar looked at me & said
"You very free hor?"
& he continued to pack my room

I'd made a new ear-ring stand outta styro-foam!

Hahahaha
So good to have a house-husband next time
Heeeheeeee

After 4 hours

SEE!
SO CLEAN!
*claps claps claps*

My nose kept running for the whole day
& I think I'm having fever...

Today was kinda busy for me
Just a few more minutes to hit twelve

Woke up not long
& Isaac kept wanting me to carry him to see baby Elmo & Cookie


I went to Bugis to meet that Mr to return his handphone
All he told me bt his description is that
"I'm wearing sunglasses"
I looked around
God damn there were tens wearing sunglasses

Stupid

But in the end
Met him & returned the phone to him
He smiled so happily that his lips stretched from one side to another
Haha
& he gave me 2 magazines as a gesture of appreciation

First thing it came to my mind was
"Confirm those girly girly magazines"
& indeed....
So pink somemore!

Those mags cost $10+ each!
What the fuck! So ex!
But I gave those mag to DarDar's aunt to read

After that
We went to baibai
DarDar's second TP is this coming Thurday
This is when superstition comes in

The street was decorated with lotsa plants
Nice~





Had dinner at Crystal Jade with my parents
& BBQ with Kee & gangs


Long time never meet them
Felt abit weird
Donno whatta talk to them
Felt so left out
Somemore Tisa not around

I don like to talk to girly-girls
& too bad that night there's a bunch of it
I almost died of boredom
Ask me if her hair is nice all sorts of thing
I'll just reply
"I donno a damn coz I have no long hair to mingle with"

Girls....
@_@

I just got back from St James Power Station~

My second time there
1st time with Jack & Yi Ping loitering outside the station
And then decided to eat Frog's Leg porridge at Geylang instead

This time
I was there with my beautiful sisters~

Ashley's back from Aussie
Finally
Miss this girl
She bought me 'tie dan' too~
YEahhhhh~

Oh anyway
St James Power Station is just another big pub consisting of several small pubs
Dragonfly, Power House, Gallery Bar, Tiger Gallery & something pub

You know ah
Knn
While we're queuing to enter Dragonfly
The stupid bouncer at the gate asked
"Are you pregnant?"
I exclaimed "NO!" & laughed my way in
I was wearing a tube dress only mah...

Anyway
Pictures =)







The people mainly consisted of 30-40 yrs old group age
& all just stood there to listen to music as they pop their drinks
So stone
Even the highly-rocking latino heat did not swayed the people either
*slaps forehead*

While we were leaving Dragonfly
We found a handphone
Lil Evil Cyn & Lil Angel Cyn were debating to return or not to return
& in the end
Lil Angel Cyn won

The panicky man called back when I'd already reached home
Like HOW STUPID CAN HE BE TO ONLY REALISE THAT HE LOST HIS PHONE AFTER 4 HOURS?
His friends called the phone but I rejected
That was when Lil Evil Cyn was being a busy-body
But hell knows what he called for
So I dont care

Then Lil Evil Jas, Lil Evil Ash went to browse his SMSes & photos..

BWAHHAHAHAAHHAAH

I reached home at around 2am
Still got energy to watch 'Hostage' with DarDar on his SmartTV
-_-

Well...
Not bad for a girls' night out
We shall try somewhere else the next time

I think it's time to shut myself in the office
but open to others outside office
COZ THERE'RE MUCH MORE PEOPLE TO CARE ABOUT THAN THESE MISERABLE 5 PEOPLE!

My close kaki gave me a balloon teddy bear

=)

I have a good lunch break
Went shopping
& I bought a dress

Bah~~~

I also signed up for Emergency Medicine course
Emergency Diving First Aid and Oxygen Delivery with DAN certification
As a pre-requisite as Rescue Diver

Wooohooo~

I cant be qualified to save people on land
But at least I can do that underwater
^^
Normal doctors cant do that...

BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I'm so proud of myself

I realise that I should just go with what I should be doing
Do happy things
Be happy me

I SAW A SNAKE AT PULAU HANTU!
LIVE!
UPCLOSE & PERSONAL!
I ALMOST DIED!

Almost.Not yet.

I ALMOST DIED OF HEART ATTACK COZ DARDAR TOUCHED & PLAYED WITH THE VENONMOUS SNAKE!

What an idiot.

An I bet all my 'nags' were recorded on tapes too.
"OI, YOU DONT GO TOUCH LAH! YOU WANNA DIE ISIT?GOT POISON ONE! SMALL OR BIG ALSO POISONOUS SNAKE LOH!OI! OIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!'

Hope Alvin plays the tape in mute.
o_o

Read here for moreIt is beautiful, isnt it?

*****

I just returned from an interview with ACRES
Thought it would be good
But apparently when Louis told me I have to catch snakes
I.... I.....
Forget it
I guess that could be a direct rejection communicated via eye power

Louis' eyes:" Sorry Cyn, you are afraid of snakes"
My eyes:"Yes I am. Oh no"

Could be good. Could be bad.
I donno.

More job-hunts & quit this bloody damn company in 5 months time, or less.

Yesterday DarDar & I stayed up to make mango pudding at 1130pm
-_-

My aunt made mango pudding in HongKong when we were back
& DarDar loves it to bits
So he's always asking me to make for him

We finally managed to find the jelly powder
Put milk, put egg and mangoes
In the end

TADA!

Cannot eat
....................................

Because I think we put too much water while dissolving the jelly powder
& then too diluted for it to be saturated for solidification
So it looks like............. a large bowl of mango soup

Looks nice
But...
@_@

********

I'm going to Pulau Hantu later
WildFilms on actions!

Ah

What have I been telling you peeps since ages?
I know I'm not that old but I bet there were already some of such people telling you since then
& now?
You suffer
What can I say?
Orbi?

Stop littering around
Stop pollution
Stop burning forest
Stop deforestation
Reduce private transport
Save water
Blah blah blah

& newspaper headlines reads big on this
"Global Warming effects unstoppable"
"No fish in next 40 years"
"Any-environmental-devastating-topic-you-can-think-of"

In the next 20 years
Indonesia will drown
Hoho
No more polar bears
USA will have frequest tornados
Real-life experience and drills for 'Twister'
Tsunami may just crash without seabed earthquakes
Unpredictable disaster can kill people more than that in WWII
It has a probability rate of 1/1000
When it hits, it just hits
No signal, no siren

BAM!

Are you dead?

Not yet still
But soon

Can you just admit that you are the asshole who voted George Bush?
That mere miss of 1% all because of you
I voted for Al Gore
& did you watch 'The Inconvenient truth'?

It is just the same type of documentary we watch on Discovery Channel
How increase in human population leads to the increase of carbon gases
& its expoliation
But why didnt anyone care until they watch it on the silver screen?

The book publishers are so gonna screw you hard
For decades in the Geography textbooks saying monsoon season occurs only in Nov to Jan for Singapore
Now they have to reprint and says it is all year round
So much so for China's drought, USA's hurricanes and India's flood

I guess the scientists have been doing very hard researches
& I think there's nothing they can do already

Told you smoking kills
You still smoke
Told you no more sharks
You still eat shark fins
Told you no more tigers
Still wanna eat tiger's penis
Told you the world's dying
YOU STILL WASTE RESOURCES

Humans never learn

So now Mother Nature (aka Mum) is punishing us

All thanks to George Bush
He refused to sign the Kyotol Protocol
He wants his man to die in his hands than in Mum's hands
In the end
Everyone will still die in his hands
Just because he refuse to sign

Evil man

Next USA Election
Vote anyone
Except George Bush

Yesterday was a good night
I met up with Ashley & Jascinda
Had dinner at Kenny Rogers
We had a very good & funny chats
How I miss these times
Imagine I am stuck at work dealing with those bunch of bitches
Making myself so pissed off & adding wrinkles on my face
I hope I can meet up with my friends almost every night!

Yah right
I'll be damn tired loh

But anyway
It was really cool
Both Ash & Jas didnt change much
I think I bloomed up quite a (lot) bit
*frowns*

Jas suggested going to this restuarant 'Botak' something
& Ash thought Jas suggested us to cut 'Botak'
BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
I laughed until buay tahan
Coz
firstly
I've never heard of this 'Botak' restuarant
Both Jas & Ash claimed it's nice
Secondly is how As could actually mis-heard the sentence into cutting 'Botak'
LOLLLLL!!

We headed to Coffee Club for drink
Ordered this Iced Tiramisu Latte
Not bad
But the side effect was
I couldnt sleep until 4am

*Roarrrrr*

I am not a coffee-drinker!
Not immuned to caffeine!



Oh anyway
I had my gym session today
Ran 1km on the treadmill
& I think I could go further
But I started to get giddy & sweating cold
My stomach cramped & my back hurts
& the urge to shit
I rushed to the toilet
Being damn giddy
Swaying from side to side as I walked
& SMS-ed my Boss asking if I can take MC off
She approved
& I'd shitted
I felt all better already

^#%@$&$#^@!$#%!%@*^$#!%$@

If only I had gone to shit earlier
I can save my MC!

So I returned home to consult my doc
Doc said it's a viral infection due to my persisting cold
My stupid mucus is so thick that it always suffocates me when I drink, eat & talk!
He advised me not to exercise over the weekend

Hmmm
Ok lo
Does going to Pulau Hantu with the WildFilms consider exercise?

Lalalalalalala

My DarDar is going for an interview
He dressed so smart
SO HANDSOME!
I'm so infatuated by him
*smitten*
<3 <3 <3