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FGIF!!! Fucking God It's Friday!!! To everyone Friday is the best day of the week Because it is the start of a weekend holiday But me? Fuck it I'm totally damn pissed Work work work & I shall just skip that Then I finally contacted the idiot who had been holding my things for 2 months & demanded him to return me my items An uber eye sore Didnt wanna look at him SICKENING!! Even my Handsome buay tahan him Wanted to help me scold him upside down While I was on my way to my driving lesson I realised I left my wallet in the office & my IC, ATM, money, key are in it & tomorrow I'm going JB Fuck! During driving Totally reckless Never slow down at 'Give Way' Never check left blind-spot (almost crashed cars) Never turn back steering wheel at acute U-turn (day-dreaming) But I'm glad today I only stalled once Forgot change to gear 1 after stopping & then moving off Bleahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh Cheebye Toyota Corolla horned me when I'm already moving upon green light Big boss instructor laughed Told me to play with him .............. I pia-ed until fuel almost none Big Boss instructor told me drive slowly Said that his Honda 3G city isnt racing car with racing clutch Dont always throw clutch so fast & make the car jerk & made him giddy BWHAAHHAHAHAHAHAAHHAAHAH Wanted to go back office to collect my wallet Coz I feel so uncomfortable going out without wallet But Dad was against it Started screaming at me Irritated In the end I also gave up that idea liao Coz Er ge convinced & guaranted me that IC is not needed & then realising what my Dad said might have been true But I just buay song I'm being screamed at Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh whatever My lovely Er Ge is back =)))))) Although he never buy me any souvenirs I miss him sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much >_< .: jeudi, mars 30, 2006:. ylneddus desserped os lla gnileef I ma yhw gnissim smees gnihtemoS gnileef siht ekil tnod I em ot klat esaelp enoemos naC tnatirri gnikcuf a I mA os kniht I ees I .: mercredi, mars 29, 2006:. I hate Wednesday Coz it's the day I always get headache Consecutive nightshift till midnight Accumulation of tiredness Additional workload & stress Continuous nerve pulsation Contraction of brains Bleah & my Momo is still waiting for its bath It stinks worse than my toilet bowl! But I still love to kiss him on his forehead & it'll kiss me on my nose >_< >_< >_< Sadly though I had another sad dream about Momo This time I dreamt it fell into the drain -_-"""""""""""""""""" Donno why recently dream about Momo & I'm so afraid Momo wont respond to me one day Soon It's already 1 yr & 8 mths old.... I am scared Traveling starts this weekend Will be outta island thrice in both April & May So excited .: mardi, mars 28, 2006:. Totally shagged Rushed 4 tasks today Had 2 meetings *chokes* Deadlines on Thursday & stupid programme failed on me Hindered my updating -_- Stupid Martin called me 'Aunty' I hate people calling me that Especially kids But anyway He just wanna confirm my Redang trip for next month Wooohooooo Although couldnt get anyone to go with me & Jeffrey is stuck in Inner Mongolia doing donno-what I guess this trip will be very fun nonetheless At least water will be crystal clear =)))) I cant wait for ADEX to come! Although I heard from ex-visitors said it isnt that good But but but I wanna buy cheap dive gears =D   Chio hor?I love the white one Only $1 wor!! But I confirm people surely will grab finish before I do so =( If I cant get it Can someone buy this for me as my Birthday gift??? >_< >_< SG$326 only *grins* Good Another friend of mine just got married So envious =\ .: I so wanna shred all the outstanding documents right now! How inconsiderate can those people be Got incident reports must report to Ministy of Manpower within 1 month How can they store until 1 year, which is apparently when I dug them out from pile of papers & expect me to do it for them!? Fuck! Then I have to chase Business office for bills & then pour everything to the insurance company Who can accept the sudden input of workload?!?!?! & who can back-track every god damn thing 1 year ago??? Bitches Had lunch with colleagues & director HOHOHOHOHOHO Had Burger King BWHAHAHAHAHA Director chatted with me Asked if I do sports very often >_< I very heart pain though Colleagues never return me money One day spent $24 on food *SOBZ* Somemore on Burger King If on Fish & Co or elsewhere still can loh... What the hell man... Nevermind la Just treat it as a treat from me Got new colleague come in also Be it a welcome lunch =))) But still I really need to control my money usage Dont wanna be one blind victim of the vicious poverty cycle Night also work Cheebye So many people ask me why work so hard Tmd No work no money mah You feed my family ah? Anyway Clinic is really pissing me off What the fuck is that full-time staff doing in the day? Never stock-take, never order medicine Simi lanjiao also dont have What the... & today got this patient bought a big box of shampoo No big plastic bag & in the end I had to give him a Cold Storage plastic bag KNN!!! Pai-seh ok?! Somemore today ask me cover extra hour coz colleague injured herself Ok So I asked who'll be working with me & was answered that I'll be with another colleague Ok... But when I reached there I looked at the roster I'm working from 7 to 12am She's working from 7 to 11pm IS THIS TOGETHER?! Some people just dont understand English Speak in Mandarin also cannot *tranlated from Mandarin* "Missy, I came yesterday.." "Ok.." "Neo xxx xxxx" "How to spell?" "M-a-o.." "Errr..Neo right?" "Yah..Neo xxx xxx" "Can you write down for me?" "Neo xxx xxx" "I'm sorry, I'm busy with something now. Can you just write down the name for me?" "Neo xxx xxx" Knn How the fuck do I know what name is that? I dont have super memory when I have to face 30 patients per night & you cant even spell the name for me! & I DONNO YOUR NAME!!!! But some are better However, not as good "Hello, can I check when is Dr Loh working?" "Tomorrow morning" "Oh..no longer at night?" "Nope" "Is Dr Loh right?" "Errrr...You wanna see Dr Loh isit?" "Yah.. but is it Dr Loh that I see?" "Can you gimme your name?" *long silence* "Hello?" "Sha-xxxx" "How do you spell that?" *another long silence* "S-a-_________" "S-a...& then?" *background voices spelling out name* "I have my number, maybe easier" "GOOD" ....................................... How come own name donno how to spell? My god my god! No need you to decipher the strokes of chinese names very good liao & best still You dont have a chinese name coz you're a bangladesh!!! *PUKES 1000cc of AB+ blood* Tell me Where do idiot NOT exist? I wanna go there... .: dimanche, mars 26, 2006:. Stupid Ivan always gives me 1001 excuses whenever he changes his mind about swimming last minutely So I grabbed Abel to go with me Sun is good Scorching bright I got tanned Burnt, I supposed Now my face feels like it's cracking I just love this feeling Stupid Toyota Vios wanna knock me down while crossing the road YOU GOOD! Wait till I get my license Driving my Orange Honda Civic I purposely e-brake in front of you See whether it's fun or not Work later Pui I hate working on Sundays Because it shortens my rest day & extends my working days Now I'm $1.2K poorer Fed both my untouchable external saving account & family on 1:1 ratio Still gotta feed myself for the entire month Also for my dive trip next month *sobz* If monks can survive on veggies & flour for their life So can I! .: samedi, mars 25, 2006:. Wasting my time trying to pass a typical Saturday  I just cant leave those Echinolittorinds (caught in hand) alone on shores...     I wasted my dayHooray! .: OI CHEEBYE WHEN ARE YOU RETURNING MY THINGS? BUAY PAI SEH KEEP FOR 2 MONTHS STILL DONT WANNA RETURN SO GIAN BEN THE THINGS MAY NOT BOTHER YOU BUT THEY MATTER TO ME VERY MUCH IF I SEE GOT LOOSE THREAD ON IT I MAKE SURE YOU SEE LOOSE TYRE & LOOSE SCREWS GIVING YOU 2 DAYS TO RETURN IF NOT YOU'LL SOLELY BEAR THE CONSEQUENCES DONT PLEAD YOU'RE NOT WARNED .: vendredi, mars 24, 2006:. Finally gotten my half-day leave after several pleds to the Director Strict & political Life is gonna be hard in the future I spent 5 mins to grab a chance At least I am glad I did Even if I have to pay $50 for it Which made me $10 for each minute I was questioned with a simple question I answered logically & systematically However, I tripped at a point where I let the unprofessionalism slipped I'm so ashamed of myself But When I questioned them with one simple question They couldnt reply me directly & correctly Hopfully I'm not viewed as an impressive snob for that additional 1 min I wonder where my future lies It seems like the needle in the compass rotating itself in distorted magnetism Disorientated Although I'm not colorblind The world seems totally grey .: jeudi, mars 23, 2006:. Last night I cried Why the hell did I cry? I donno why Er Ge told me dont cry Across the large land mass from North I didnt cry anymore .: mercredi, mars 22, 2006:. I feel like blogging Thus my second post But I dont wanna blog about it Too personal But no one is free to talk to me I start to think I start to worry Gosh I think I'll have to eat bread everyday Ok I shall start tomorrow I am unhappy I hope someone can just bring me out to enjoy breezes for a moment I really miss Er Ge X(( .: I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy I am unhappy .: mardi, mars 21, 2006:. Very busy today Had 3 meetings today My god Very tired Met Jac to discuss something 2 hours Then met Joe for a short while Joe's selling his car I like his car EG6 So I asked "Huh.. you really selling your car ah?" "Yah..already sold the racing clutch & engine" "You not heart pain meh?" "No la..drive until sian. I'm changing to BMW" "WOAH!" Must sit sit once when he got it *giggles* Ok Time to concuss .: *grins* I'm happy But unexplainable Lazy to type also Anyway I forsee April is gonna be a very good month for me Coz I'll be traveling twice & best of all I am going HERE!  Where the water is blueSun is shining bright Sand is fine & white & I EXPECT TO SEE MY WHALE SHARK TOO!!!!! I just cant wait >_< .: dimanche, mars 19, 2006:. I had a dream I dreamt that my parents left me a big house On the top of this mountain Connected to a winding road I pushed open the door It was empty I sat at the wooden bench & suddenly A group of Indians/Africans walked in They performed black magic I was nearly possessed I tried to escape & I turned into a bird I flew into the busy urban district to hide & I reached a temple I turned into a human & then I woke up Lame It's Sunday I can feel it My brother always watch Power Rangers on Sunday mornings Yikes That childish show was one of my favourites when I was 12 My god & they're still showing From Dinosaur version to Shape version to donno-what version now I just cant understand those characters in the Shape verison Do I call them Star-shaped Power Ranger? Or Circle Power Ranger? I only remember my Yellow Sabretooth tiger Power Ranger Shucks Realise I keep talking rubbish lately April seems like a very busy month Coz I have 3 activities going on over the weekends Wooooooo~ Overseas stay-over + diving + photoshoot >_< Plus I heard Lizt is coming SG to visit me & then we can go clubbing together BWhahahaha Man I suddenly sounds so lively when I talk about fun Heehee Oh I might be going fishing too! Weeeeee~ So excited .: samedi, mars 18, 2006:. I am bored Most of my friends today are un-jio-able Ian is working Christine is going Malaysia Ivan is studying Lionel is having exams Zhiwei is sleeping =( Seems like every Saturday I'll be rotting at home I miss cheong-ing =(( I learnt parallel parking today Not bad But I stepped until leg very tired & stalled several times Big boss instructor said I am the Champion of Stalling today = Saw my old instructor He saw me but he didnt say a thing to me Neither did I wanna talk to him What for? I never buy 4D to talk about 4D loh! Donno why today my driving sucks Something must be wrong with me... Er ge quick come back play with me =( .: vendredi, mars 17, 2006:. I am watching news I am thinking We are all gonna die soon Have you save enough money for your choice of funeral? I want mine to be of cremation Ash overboard in South Pacific Ocean I am disgressing Avian flu seems to have expand all over the world First it was in China Then HongKong Then Indonesia Then Vietnam Then Cambodia Then India Then Malaysia Then Eygpt Then Israel Then I donno where So is Bovine Spongiform Encephalopathy (BSE) Sorry I like to act chim BSE is otherwise known as Mad cow disease MOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooo~ With all these diseases appearing in our secondary production What should we eat in near future? Plain veggie? Aint gonna be any safer either Metal contamination in water sources can affect growth of plants Which in turn affect us if we consume Bioaccumulation & bioconcentration Lead, mercury can lead to fetal deformation & in no time Our descendents might have become freaky alienated retards God I cant imagine To think I still want cute kids What had actually happened? Actually I knew what happened to BSE But I'm too lazy to type out Search Google yourself ok? ****** I hate people who try to sabotage me I have a deadline to meet today But I wasnt able to do so coz someone said so A task was given on 9 Mar But I was only told to work on it on 16 Mar Deadline is 17 Mar Data collation was required Tabulation was required When done I sent to someone to take a look Hoping she can give the green light & send back to the original sender immediately Which was requested initially But for long She didnt reply to me & so I asked her personally "So is the statistics ok? Do you want me to send over or what?" "No..it's still with the Director" "Ok..so do you want me to send or you send it over?" "You cant just send over like that.. you have to show her..she hasnt take a look at it" "Oh.. ok..." Fuck Cant she understand English? D-o y-o-u w-a-n-t m-e t-o s-e-n-d o-r y-o-u s-e-n-d i-t o-v-e-r? *rolls eyes in disgust* This stupid statistic survey is not as important as contract renewal Why does she have to show to the Director? It doesnt even bother her! In the first place This survey was NOT carbon-copied (CC) to her either How the hell does she even know what was going on? It's just like... You're suddenly being dumped with a completed document, which no instructions what-so-ever & expects you to know everything about it Makes sense? No Basically this is so redundant I dont see the point that she has to delay my deadline & if I ever get complain about not being able to meet deadline Which I've always been able to do so It is all because of this someone & this She's being so smart by making use of me If the outcome of the survey is good, she gets praised If it's bad, I get the blame What's more Minor minor things to be done must go through me 1st before she can sign on it Things as minuit as the chromosome in a sperm must also be so calculative Why is that so? SO THAT WHEN SHIT HAPPENS, I"LL BE IN CHARGE & SHE CAN ESCAPE FREE! She thinks I'm stupid So everytime when she dumps back the pile of documents awaiting for her signature done by the temp staffs All of us scolded her 'cheebye' softly Worse She doesnt sign unless her name is stamped on it Hello? I dont think stamping her name will take an hour Somemore it's just one piece of paper Why drag for a day just coz it's not stamped? ............................................ Forget it ****** Pasar malam at my house here opened liao leh Who wanna go with me? .: jeudi, mars 16, 2006:. I just realised Theoretically I'm 23 years old However, so I lied to everyone I'm only 22 Just coz my birthday hasnt passed But This is not the point During dinner My Mum asked if I knew something I replied I didnt since no one told me anything about whatever the thing is that is gonna mention next & Dad said that why does he have to tell me since I dont care at all I threw the newspaper on the floor & said how the hell will I know if you never say? Mum agreed with me & scolded Dad So yes, please speak up Grandaunt & granduncle fought Grandaunt was badly injured Grandaunt is 78 yrs old Granduncle is 80+ yrs old I was slightly surprised But what is new? They have not been in good terms since long Since the time my granduncle had gotten himself a mistress At age 70 plus I started to think Men I have a lot of good guy friends But sadly they're just friends So good so that most of my other friends thought I have a boyfriend How I wish But then again It might not be a good idea I think I have gamophobia I have a friend who is getting married Showing off her engraved diamond ring on her nameless finger & telling me how big her future house is I have several friends who just got married Envious Have lovely husband with cute kids I have several friends who got married Given birth Quarrel & separated I have friends who had married long ago Looks loving But wanting to divorce I have friends who loves their wife still But divorced Seriously I'm scared My latest ex-bf & I used to talk about our marriage How grand it shall be Where we'll be having our honeymoon How many kids to bear What names to be given to our kids & in the end We broke up I met a new guy Started as nobody, gradually as friend But it stopped suddenly for no reason I donno why till now & last night Andrew & I were talking about marriage Not between the two of us But as a general topic "Actually... I think I'll be a runaway bride when I'm to step into the aisle" "Why? You dont wanna get married meh?" "Not dont want... is dont dare" "Why?" "Lost faith in men" "Dont" I'm sorry but I did Until someone can change my mindset I'd seen enough of (my) failed relationships I dont dare to risk whatever is ahead of me involving love I'm very tired of being heart-broken Seeing how my grandaunt & granduncle behave at this age Further puzzles me Marriage is just one weird pitstop in life .: mercredi, mars 15, 2006:. I am angry I am disappointed I am unhappy I shall drown myself at the swimming pool Au revoir .: mardi, mars 14, 2006:. A new colleage arrived Shook hands, smiled & sank myself in my pile of work Ironically I dont have much work today I pretended to be busy Stupid fax machine spoilt on me I have been waiting for my incoming fax for 5hours Until I was so pissed off & went round disturbing Abang across my table Exclaiming "where the fuck is my fax?" for the entire day Boring Weird I just dont understand people nowadays Why do they have to CC emails to people unrelated to the topic? Why do they like to ask me to do minuit stuffs when it can be done within a second? Why do they like to find me when I'm not even in charge? Why do they think I'm in charge when I'm really NOT in charge? Why do they have to pass everything to me when they donno how to do? Why do they have to read hard-copy storybooks with sharp edges on a crowded bus, scratching people's back throughout the journey? Why do they have to play on their hand-held gameset when they dont even have hands to hold onto the railings on a moving bus? Why do they have to squeeze through the occupied narrow alley to get off when the person standing next to the door is also getting off? Idiots I'm going on diet Plus a healthy lifestyle I'm eating lesser than ever, I realised Only lunch I tried to achieve healthy meal today But I had KFC in the noon *rolls eyes* Ok ok I shall start tomorrow At least now I'd stopped burning my tobacco already 2 more stix in box Those shall be my emergency revivers I'm too tired to speak anything I shall go play my UNderground 2 Now my orange Honda Civic very chio leh!!! Hohohohoho .: lundi, mars 13, 2006:. O_O Horoscope said "Dont try to speed when driving" Hmmmmmmmm..... So zhun? But I'm still very proud of the fact that I outran another car at 80km/hr with a L plate I was thrown all the tasks that the head doesnt know how to do I was asked to go along to meetings with her so I can take notes for her I am asked to go for training on her behalf so she can just warm her seat the whole day What the fuck? The 1st one is ridiculous & I thought everyone must be IT savvy nowadays? How to merge the lines on the right side of the page when they are lines that indicates changes under 'track changes' mode?! I told my colleagues They all laughed until pengz I thank God for opening my eyes wide enough to know the existence of such stupidity Abang was asked to do OT I went off early Went cycling with Roy All the way to JEC The road was soooooooooooooooooooooo dark That I nearly missed the pavement Somemore my brakes arent working That was really a challenge Felt like drinking coconut at the pasar malam next to JEC Stupid Uncle wanna cheat me "Come Xiao Jie, coconut mah? This one big.. $1.50" "I want $1 one" Uncle chopped open the coconut "Lai...$1.50" "Oi, Uncle, I said I want $1 one" "This one big" "I said I want $1 one hor" "Ok ok.. $1.20" "$1" "Ok ok $1" & so I tan dio one big coconut BWHAHAHAHHAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA Went to check out the ice hockey match for a while & cycled back home Took 1hr 30mins to & fro Bt Panjang & Jurong Cool! 3 pasar malams at my neighbourhood Who wanna go with me? Long time never go jalan already leh Come come I can help you bargain for big coconuts =D .: dimanche, mars 12, 2006:. Woke up early to go for the hair show selection *yawnz* It's a pretty big event But I wasnt really enthusiastic about it Neither is my Handsome I think those people want models who can walk & obviously both of us didnt get selected since there were professional models present as well So we left the studio We were given free goodie bag for just going down for the selection! Zhiwei said very 'tan dio' Of coz! Worthed $120 hair product leh! Went to have breaky & a bit of studying (for Zhiwei) at Subway   I also tried help to accumulate the studying atmosphere & studied with him...Hmmm...DNA...My most hatred subject   This stupid piece of bread dropped into my top  Which I had no idea how it got inUntil I felt something poking my nehneh Knn Went to buy a pair of heels for work & headed to Jurong for a haircut Long time never take photos already... Cam-freaks!   Jason, our hairstylist, did our hair & while I was waiting for my turn I was watching that Jacky Wu show on their mini-TV & Ikept laughing & laughing Damn, so paiseh I requested for short hair cut But Jason said long hair nicer I insisted on short hair & he hesitated to cut upon request & got me another hair style Okkkkkkkk........ Not that bad afterall & now I've gotten my punk look AGAIN! woooooooooooooooooo~ ^^ With my Mymy =)  I'm dyeing it purple by the way BWhahaha Ok So Er ge is going for his business trip tomorrow for 2.5weeks =( No one to play with me Bon Voyage! & buy me souvenirs ok? ok ok ok ok ok ok? *grins* .: samedi, mars 11, 2006:. Bumped into Huiru while on my way to driving Likewise she's also learning driving But she's learning in school While I'm doing private Taught by Big Boss instructor today Wooohooo~~ While driving A female driver drove beside me Instructor said "She kept looking at you leh..." "Huh...then how?" "Play with her... drive faster" I ji tao stunned People L-plated wanna chiong chia Never die before huh?! But I really stepped hard on the accelerator & outran her at 80km/hr Exceeded speed limit "Wah...You really drive so fast. She kana smoked, don dare play with you already" *giggles* Headed to this abandoned carpark to practise clutch-in & out & did gear changing from 3 to 2 & acute U-turn Instructor told me to speed until the end Quickly change to lower gear & U-turn Shiok Very fun But he said my steering very ugly Not graceful at all .................. True I also realised I wasnt turning my steering wheel the right position Acute U-turn must turn very fast mah..... But I slow So I steered using one hand BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH "Where you learn that from?" "Ken (aka Er ge) loh" "Really ah...but then hor, you drive really very fierce leh" BWHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I sped quite alot today Especially the part when he told me to speed & then braked to change gear for U-turn That part lagi shiok Until he said go main road drive At the traffic light I exclaimed "Eh! No fuel liao!" He ji tao stunned "Just now still got alot one right?" "I never see leh..." "Must be you la... Chiong & chiong. CHiong until my fuel empty" "BWHAHAHAHAHAH" "You strong bo?" "Why?" "Help me push car lah" LOL!!! So I returned to pump petrol & after that he said "Now you can chiong as much as you want" =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I nearly crashed the divider Coz I was looking at the rear mirror & got this beautiful white Lancer with lotsa decals behind me & I was admiring.... Never see in front & swayed to the right Instructor quickly pulled my wheel back to the middle & asked "What were you doing?" "See rear mirror" "See only hor. Not read ok? See so long.." BWhahahahaah Stupid cabbie SH3616 ate into my space while stopping at the red light & he made me stop in the yellow box *ROARS* Idiot Big boss instructor means big boss instructor Very busy Always on the phone while I was driving So I just anyhow drive =))) "So when is your next lesson?" "18..already booked.. but I book next next week in advance ok?" "Can..when?" "25" "What time?" "Hmmm.. what time you free? You teach I anytime also can" "7am?" "Huh! Cannot lah... so early..haven wake up...dangerous driving" "But you now also like Formula One..no difference leh" .................................. After lesson Er ge still sleeping =( Not going IT fair with me OK loh Went home rot Somemore today very hot Wanted to go swimming though But I hate pools in weekend So damn crowded Saw Huiru again She also just finished learning Haha I think I learn more things from Big Boss Instructor At least now I know how to judge the position of my car in the lane & when to U-turn How to lower gear at high speed Blah blah Damn that bloody always-talk-4D-&-fall-asleep instructor Taught me how to drive like Ah-Pek ***** While stopping behind a car waiting for U-turn "Dont turn your steering wheel before you even move off... " "Orh..." "You very kiasu leh....only old man drives like this.." "........" ***** See? *rolls eyes* Anyway I'd complaint enough of him to Big Boss Instructor He sure dio kan "That time hor... he slept while I was driving. I damn dulan I crossed the hump at 40km/hr" "..... This kinda thing you also dare tell me...Now I know why my cars spoil so easily..." BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA He said girls drive Mitsubishi Colt very nice & I went "YIKES! I like Honda Civic ESi" & he went "YIKES! Where got nice...want buy buy VTi" = Meeting Jack for dinner later Now I shall play my Underground & earn as much money to modify my Honda Civic! Hohohoho .: I realised that I do dress up pretty nice every Friday But it's only 2 Fridays Cant make much comparison Er ge came fetch me after work =))))))))))))))))) Long time nv see Er ge Very happy Went Bugis meet Tom C to get back my Scubazoo DVD & went for dinner with Er ge Couldnt decide what to eat & we headed to West Coast Mac for burgers -_- Er ge said he found it weird seeing me in office wear & gave me his denim jacket to look abit more casual However Very big leh! Though he claimed it's S =| & he helped me fold the sleeves 3 folds Hahaha Imagine the scenario of a big brother helping a lil sis folding sleeves of an oversized jacket >_< I <3 my Er ge very much Really treat me very well Machiam real sister But I donno how real brother will treat real sister like in the family Since i dont have an elder brother Haha But I know he cares for me as a sis So I must be guai guai Must listen to him =))) Work today is ... fine Nicholas' last day Lotsa handover to take care But surprisingly I wasnt handled much *phew* Instead I was helping Abang & the temp staffs to do the backlock Bloody photocopier machine spoilt 1 hr before knock-off & we have 500 pieces of contracts to print Whattafuck Abang & I panic Bo bian gotta OT 30mins I've gotten a new handphone!  Office gave one Although is old design It still looks quite alright & hopefully I dont send wrong SMS to wrong people in the directory =p My Kerokeroppi bedsheet cute hor? *giggles* Driving tomorrow Wooohooo! & I won 3 races in my Underground 2 Got money to modify my Honda Civic! I scare I play too much Underground until my driving also very fierce Ji tao fail me by Big Boss Instructor LOL!! .: jeudi, mars 09, 2006:. Reached office earliest Next came Nicholas Really had a very last minute preparation Photocopier machine got problem Nabei Went to the meeting room exactly at 8am Manager was late What the fuck.... Sat along with the professionals Felt so...weird But it was quite an insight After that Back to office Ran here ran there asking other colleagues how to solve this solve that Really hate the previous team Everything all put together aside Then dump to us Also donno done already or not Bloody bitches Manager asked me go Division meeting again But I 'escaped' She couldnt find me coz I was in the toilet BWHAHAHAHAHAHA Nic's last day tomorrow Sure hong gan Tio all the sai gang & I pray the newcomer is real smart Just gave Mum $500 for allowance Filial bo? Bwhaha That's half of my pay for Feb already March will be doubled though Hope can survive Er ge's going Penang next week Sob sob sob sob sob sob sob I also wanna go Oh anyway Lionel already helped book Kukup chalet next month Woooooooooooooooooooooooooo! Diving next month too Wooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! =D My matt black E360  It's new in Singapore& is selling only in Russia & France! I MUST GET IT! .: mercredi, mars 08, 2006:. Shit I cant remember a thing I only know I'm so fucking busy that I forgot to go home Ok That's a sign of forgetfulness I wore this stupid skirt to work today A skirt I hate so much I only wore once & why the hell did I wear today?? The bottom diameter is narrow & damnit do I have to walk gracefully Climb stairs also got problem Not to mention I cant even run to catch a bus! Looked like a hen scurrying across the road Had lunch together with the team Excluding manager at Pizza Hut Nicholas' farewell lunch =) Tomorrow has a very important meeting 720am must reach office do some last minute preparations Shucks Joe's car is down =( & yes Stupid me forgot to print out the most important documents before I left office Headed to Sim Lim for a short while E360 has a new design! Malt black material! I WANT!!!!! $395 though Considering... I nearly set fire My cig butt didnt fully extinguished & it fell off my fingers & rolled into the bin which has no ash-tray WOOPS!! x_x Feet hurt Damn high-heels Needa sleep But I'm still having my dinner Damn My grain of rice just dropped on the floor Typinig one-handed Skilful bo? Bwhahaha .: mardi, mars 07, 2006:. Ok Let's see What is that condominium that is gonna built next to the Bukit Timah Natural Reserve & its big advertisement says 'Close to nature' or whatever? I beg to differ I wonder if EIA is done in SG Coz the only EIA that I came across Is the one on reclamation at Pulau Ular Where the corals, marine life are taken into account Before constructions take place However still I believe that the EIA process did not take place accordingly Coz I dont think they include boat traffic controls to minimize impact on dolphins in the report & the project has already started! I can be wrong Wait till I view the EIA report Nevermind Back to that condominium It was proposed to be built next to the reserve So as to market to everyone that we're going 'green' All so natural! See birds, see trees, listen to waterfall, climb rocks everyday But Do you know Nature wont last after it's built? Bukit Timah natural reserve harbours the remaining 15% of the local species Approximately 250 species were conserved (if I remember correctly) Bukit Timah Natural reserve was known to be Asia's best urban reserve to conserve this high density of species Dr Corlette wrote a book about Singapore Ecology while he was teaching in NUS before he left for HKU Ok So firstly During construction The noise & the sound may have frightened the birds away No mitigation was done to lessen the harm done to the birds & when birds are disturbed from their habitats They wont return Given the fact that humans will be staying there More disturbances will be produced Secondly The development of concrete housing can cause patchy population Although it is common in urban Singapore The fact that Bukit Timah Natural Reserve is 'intact' This will reduce their population size & genetic flow Increase in inbreeding if they're being isolated from other population Thirdly Edge effect is greater Where they're vulnerable to inadaptability Now Anything good? Obviously all these werent thought of before building Before, we have toucans, paradise birds, starlings, pangolin, skink, etc probably After, we have crows, crows & more crows How natural! My house coffeeshop here also got alot of crows leh! I also living near 'reserve' mah! Oh Now I remember It's called the Raintree Nice name Nice idea But Bad planning When social benefits are less than environmental benefits Constructions are not neccessary Do we see the neccessity to live next to a reserve? I stay next to ZhengHua park But I dont even visit twice a year Why waste that piece of land over concretes? Concrete causes high temperature rise Additional global warming! Wow i'm all so environmental once again Luckily I still have my points to argue I shall go for my environmental management course soon I must fulfil my dreams I must be a marine biologist! .: lundi, mars 06, 2006:. I would like to touch on a very environmental issue But that will bring me to go on talking & talking & I'm sleepy So nevermind I shall postpone that to weekend Shucks Wasted my morning attending this stupid briefing After that went back office work Everyone's so unusally quiet Something is wrong I looked at the pile of medical claims in front of me Fucked up How i wish I can jus burn them into ashes Gradually The people in the building is starting to know my existence Been calling me to request for this & that & I'm happy I got to know a very handsome doctor *drools* >_< Tomorrow come find me worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr BWHAHAHHAAHAHHAAHAH Back to despising men I really wonder what have men become now Is answering a fucking YES or NO very difficult? For the entire fucking month I've been asking simple & basic YES or NO questions But that irritant NEVER replies What are you trying to do? Just finish once & for all CAN?! Yes I'm desperate I just want my items back It's the things I want Not you So please rest assure .: I went insane today Went cycling with Roy from house to Westmall Sat down for a cup of Ice Mocha & a stick of nicotine Rained half-way through I miss the feeling the wind blowing into my face Especially when I'm going downslope Brake was spoilt But I couldnt care The faster, the cooler, the shiok-er I'm glad to have Roy to accompany me to do sports =) Went to work Sally really didnt come Dr Wong didnt read Sally's resignation letter & I handled the counter all alone Fuck 35 patients All by myself I hate people who is first timer & never tell me they're new Making me search high & low for their cards & I also hate people not telling me their full name What's wrong with being called '___ Ah Kok'? "Sir, I cant find your name Jonathan ____ in the system...Do you have a full name?" "No..nevermind I register again" *type type type* Pop-up box: " Same account encountered: ____ Ah Kok Jonathan" Knn Those typing wasted me 5mins ok! & I have other patients to handle & I went 'Cheebye' when I saw that bloody pop-up box Tell me What is so damn wrong with being called AH KOK?! I had a teacher called Mr Chee & we loved him so much that we said 'Good Bye' to him after school everytime MR CHEE, BYE! Nothing wrong mah Dr Lee-oh gave me a lift home Sped at 70km/hr & overtook 2 cars Damn zhai My idol Dropped me off at the busstop & I ran home I donno why I was running But I didnt feel tired I just felt so.... I donno how to explain But hell I'm insane Sheryl messaged me asking if I'm going insane Weird How the hell does she know? & she replied that we had telepathy Hmmmmmm... Sometimes insanity can cause sanity Which I believe is what I'm looking for I need some waking up & I'm glad Er ge scolded me =) I <3 my Er ge for his guidances >_< .: dimanche, mars 05, 2006:. I had a friend Whom I'm very pissed off with now He declines my call He doesnt reply my SMSes He immediately goes offline whenever I MSNed him Nuts All I want from him is my jacket & CD that I'd left behind in his car He stayed 15mins away from me Is it very hard to make an appointment? A short 10 seconds meet-&-take session is also impossible? Cant settle ONCE & FOR ALL? Fucked up I'm not intending to do anything more than just retrieving my items back Why can it fucking drag & drag & drag until I can never get it? He's always so fucking busy & thus I'm letting him to set his time But I assume he's exploiting this chance to escape & avoid Excuse being "I'm so fucking busy" How immoral My luck to know such idiot I think I'd seen almost all types of men now Such is the worst Despisal .: samedi, mars 04, 2006:. Fucked up Saturday I thought my driving lesson starts at 930am & I dilly-dallied my way Until instructor called Wasted 20mins Nevermind I jumped into the seat & drove off immediately Same route All the way to somewhere in Bukit Batok Learnt 3 point turn Didnt know how to reverse & donno how to control clutch Stalled many many times There were other students learning also & when I was reversing I didnt know it was a downslope & the car rolled backwards & the maroon Vios behind horned me My instructor laughed saying the student scared Cheebye You try stand behind the car leaving just an inch in front of your cock see you scared or not? I didnt laughed a thing I just learnt the 3 point turn myself Coz that cheebye instructor fell asleep AGAIN! Ji tao dulan I should have reverse hard & crash the car Which I actually did Coz I stepped wrongly on the accelerator instead of the brake Luckily no car or people behind Then instructor said my clutch control cannot make it Said I always stall & I replied "You think I want one ah?" & he told me drive on road AGAIN! Fine I admit I lousy But shouldnt I be given more chances to practise & learn? You think my Mum gave birth to me & I know how to drive already ah? Told me to overtake the stopped car in front of me to get to the main road But I didnt move Coz I said got oncoming car at the opposite lane He said just go Knn You passenger now cannot see you just shut the fuck up can?! I can say I'm confident on the road Just go along the lane & notice traffic & I'm off happily driving (aka speeding) He then taught me how to U-turn Good Succeeded Then asked me try another time But I couldnt hear him properly & turned into the junction & he went "Why you turn right? I told you U-turn" Me: "Isit? Tia bo leh.." I really didnt hear it Then at this T-junction Amber light changing I didnt stop & turned left He asked "Yellow light, why never stop?" "That time you told me to go one mah.." He kept quiet Then at another junction Yellow light changing I stopped "Why you stop?" "You just now said stop one mahhhhh" Cheebye Along this road I ji tao bo chup Gear 4 60km/hr all way Intermittent braking & accelerating by myself Not bad So I can imagine my brake light was flashing like Xmas light at that moment While stopping in front of the junction He asked "Why you stop?" "Hello?! Yellow box leh!" "Nowadays no one cares about yellow box...You like that stop the car behind nearly bumped us" "Why yellow box cant stop? He bumps his dai-ji la. I already braked to signal. He stupid tailgate me nia mah..got wrong meh?" "If he bumps into us, he pays" Cheebye He give you money still say me? Why I cant stop behind yellow box? My fucking Basic theory & Advanced Theory books said MUST STAY AWAY FROM YELLOW BOX WHILE STOPPING AM I WRONG?! Why is he teaching me like.... some screwed-mind ah pek? I ji tao confused & dulan I stepped hard on the accerelator & I didnt notice a stupid van stopped in front of me He stepped on his brake pedal Asked me why I drive so fast "You told me to change gear 3 one mah" I am soooooooooooo fucking pek chek While driving along a stretch of road full of humps I crossed almost all slowly Until this particular one I drove across at 40km/hr The whole car BONG-ED upon landing I giggled The instructor woke up, said "Cross hump must be slow" I KNOW LAHHHHHHHHH! I WANNA WAKE YOU UP NIA! SONG BO? While giving way to major road I checked mirrors & blindspot & turned He asked "Forget to check blindspot again ah?" "Got ah! You sleeping cant see lah!" Knn Supposedly turning into a small road He didnt speak a word So I assume he meant go straight & when I passed by that road He told me to turn left "Too late liao lah..." & I sped ahead I drove until I sibei hot & I pointed the air-con to me He asked "Hot ah? Gun cheong isit?" Yes VERY HOT I was so pissed off until fire broke out from behind my back! Totally hell driving today I'm sorry I'd caused inconvinences on road I supposed this is why men hate female drivers But this is not my fault When lesson ended I complaint to Big Boss instructor & he helped me to change instructor But I said I want him to teach me & he agreed "Special student request... OK lah!" Yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~ After that I headed down Orchard to get back my refund & find Jaddine Then go find Danny for a puff but not around Passed by HMV Simon Webb (One of the singers from BLUE) was having his autograph session  & then walked all the way down to Suntec to meet YingAimless walking Just the thing I like to do when I'm troubled The career fair was abit disappointing Think they should call it the 'Education Fair' Nonetheless I found some info about postgraduate studies University of Portsmouth sounds good =) Across the sea is France J'aime le France! Met my handsome for a short drink & headed home I just love my handsome Always there for me when I need a listening ear Always there when I need a puff companion Always there when I need anything Lately Am involved with some messy situation To an outsider, not that messy But to me, it's damn fucking messy Messy enough to fuck my life up I just hate it & I'm starting to hate myself for being so Sigh I need a direction But I dont need a bible Thanks .: vendredi, mars 03, 2006:. I tried to make myself happy today I wore skirt to work *_* Someone praised me look nice worrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr *shies* Today still ok la But I think there's gonna have internal war soon *gasps* Life isnt gonna be better With Nicholas leaving soon He said he'll be passing down things for me to do & yes The very very important things *pui* & Henna is getting me to come along for the CEO meeting So that when Nicholas leaves I'll be in charge Damn Why me?! The secretary of the another department was chasing Nicholas for a contract & Nic said "Aiyah..dont care lah..I'm leaving already" I was like... "NO YOU CANT TEKKAN ME LIDAT!!" I is sad I hate to think about it But it's already very fucking clear in the picture already I'm being tekkan-ed Woooo I'm gonna have a new handphone & I dont have to pay a single cent for the metal & its usage! Office gives one Hee =) I'm getting fat Everyone's giving away free tea-snacks everyday & it's bad to decline offer Yesterday I had you-tiao Today I had peanut pancake *shrudders at the sight of snacks* Dad disallowed me for my night cycling Almost quarreled with him He kept asking me why must cycle at night? & I kept asking him why cant I always do something for the 1st time? He kept quiet I kept quiet & went to play my Underground 2 Bathed Momo Stupid Momo anyhow ran & the stupid shower hose anyhow swayed & I'm wet Stupid Sleepy -O- But I'm still going out later, maybe Tomorrow morning got driving Heng I just practised my 'driving skills' on PS2 I shall not stall tomorrow .: jeudi, mars 02, 2006:. I walked damn alot today Very tired especially on heels Went to Desker Road after work Wanna go see how people sell backside BWHAHAHAHAHA No lah Abang wanna buy dinner for his girl from this Pakistini restuarant Although this is my 3rd time visiting Little India Today is a really cool sight In the midst of nowhere There're a lot of zinc attaped huts Selling fruits, spices & flowers That scene made me feel like... I'm really in India! Too bad I didnt have my camera with me Else, lotsa snaps Damn I want a new handphone with camera function! Who is kind enough to buy one Samsung for me? I can give you muack muack =333333333333333 Today at office Damn funny Colleagues were gossiping & I very KPO go listen Heeheeheeheeheeheehee Then 1st time got people wanna see me & asked me sign documents Sibei big shot like that & also office giving away free bottles of anti-oxidants Wooooohooo~ It's Friday tomorrow I shall dress nice nice Just in case someone wanna jio me out after work But I'll be heading to the Career Fair at Suntec though Wanna check out what overseas jobs are available Or maybe what available Masters course are affordable I must fulfil my dream of being a marine biologist Shucks Next week seems very jialat Monday - Briefing early in the morning Tuesday - Meeting with CEO in the afternoon Friday - Nic's last day =SSSSSSSSSSSSS Sigh Work life is getting hectic yet challenging & I havent start using my stamp! Someone pissed me off since yesterday Tried very hard to tease me Smses me, never reply Sweet-talked to me, too bad I fell asleep Called me using office phone, stupidly go answer But I'm still as stubborn as ever Bo hiu + bo chap So what? Not happy? Dont tease then I just hate guys who're damn full of themselves Nothing else but themselves Only when they realise they're losing something/one They'll then panic & treasure more than for the largest diamond in the world This is what I called Idiots .: mercredi, mars 01, 2006:. First of March First day of work offically Everyone in the department were asking "Cyn, what's the occasion today? Dress until so nice?" = S "My first day of work leh. Office wear mah" & on my first day of official work I recieved a bad news Very bad So bad that I was hiding at my cubicle the whole day Nicholas resigned FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! When that happens I'll be in charge of what he's doing & currently he's doing what the previous batch stopped doing & since I'll be taking over Meaning I'll be doing what he's doing for the previous batch Damn That's a huge load to catch up!!! I'll then have to deal with those VIP (very irritating people) Have them chasing after me about their requests Argghhhhhh! Nic! Why did you resign after 1 month?! Abang called him a slacker I overheard the secretary of another department talking to Nic "You can give everything for Cynthia to do ..." Mai lai ah... I pretended I heard nothing & hid at one corner at my table X( I forsee my future state I seriously hate my colleagues at the clinic Fucking DONT understand English Must cakap melayu? "Do you know the fax number for the clinic? I needa fax something to Dr Wong" "I donno leh.." "Later can help me ask Dr Wong for it?" "Dr Wong now busy..." "Later..." "Dr Wong now attending to patients..." "Later..." "Here now alot of patients...very busy..." "LATER!" I was so pissed off Is 'later' a word so difficult that she cant understand? I've decided I shall quit my clinic soon Not worthy to work there anymore The senior staff is getting more & more xia lan & I think I'm starting to go racist Went swimming after work with Roy What the hell Toe cramp =( Wasted my 20mins moaning & groaning People thought I having orgasms while 'playing' with my toes in water sia While on way home Got this really ah-beng Ah Beng quarelling with his girlfriend over the phone Admiration Never know Ah beng can be so understanding Spoke so nicely & patiently while I heard his girl screaming over the phone One of his sentences really impressed me "So now you're telling me your true words. Nevermind, I can take it. It's not the 1st time anyway. Everytime we quarel I keep quiet, I let you do your way. This time, I dont wanna spoil your future path....." When I wanna get down I dont dare go 'Excuse me' But heng he considerate Siam one side Actually Not all Ah Bengs are really Ah Bengs So fast Thursday liao Wooooooooooo Hopefully can try night-cycling on Friday night | |||
9th December 1983
Sagittarian
Born in Hong Kong, Breed in Singapore
Speaks English, Mandarin, Cantonese, Singlish, French & pinches of Malay, Hokkien, Japanese
Liverpool fan
Nature & animal lover
Aspiring marine biologist
Wildfilm crew member
Soon-to-be professional bassist
PADI Rescue Diver
Loves to travel & explore new places
Loves the sand, sea & sun
Self- indulging
Split personalities
Appeared on Channel 8 news & in field guide books published by HKU DEB
Feels 
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