|
I was wrong Upon realising some of the classmates have gotten the same honour classification as I did When I'd shown my serious attitude in getting work properly done & them slacking around, dilly-dally till last minute I realised I should have worked harder Self-blaming, as usual Sigh I'm STTTTTTTTUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUPIIIIDDDDDDDD 1st honors could be within reach if I could get Bs instead of Cs But all is TOO LATE =( Dad is happy with my results Mum is happy with my results I am not happy with my results When people can jump up & down over the bloody results With pet dogs running towards them, licking them all over I couched on the chair, asking my friend "Division 1 means Upper hor?" Even my Momo didnt give a damn & hid in its house 24hrs daily Thanks for the "CONGRATS!" anyway A new thought just sparked Given an opportunity to (probably) work in NEA I shall go for it by all means I dont think it's as demoralising as working as a salesgirl given that qualification Thanks to everyone who have been encouraging me & teaching me how to answer questions properly for the interview later on I also appreciate all SMSes asking "How's your interview?" in the morning But my interview starts in late noon Errr... Although very panicking, coz you guys started it But I'm glad you careeeeeeeeeeeeee for me IF I do get this job I treat you guys at the most newly renovated hawker centre with best food ok? That's what my job is about anyway Dealing with Singapore's cleaniness & hygiene Although I'd prefer the more practical way of dealing the environment & protecting it but by then I'll know all the good food selling in Singapore & grow myself like a sow *oink* God bless me .: mercredi, juin 29, 2005:. Just returned from my training session as a clinic assistant Holy shit It was soooooooooooooooooooooooo stressed up that all I could think in my mind is "I feel like quitting" When I first stepped into the clinic The senior straight away taught me the doctor's code chim Then she introduced me all the medicine at a shot & I was busily scribbling everything in my notepad chim chim She then taught me how to key in the medicine formula using the computer & produce the sticky labels Ok lah, but damn all the codes & worst She asked me try prepare medicine -_- Hello? I'm new here leh How can I do such an important role immediately with no knowledge at all? Lives are in my hands!! If you arents aware of this big news happened in HK 5 patients died coz they're given the wrong drugs *gulp* Obviously I dont wish to be a killer But as time passed by The 2 hour training session wasnt that bad Just a bit tense lah Hopefully I can work better Soon Ok shit 15 more hours to my NEA interview I haven pack my stuffs yet Shit shit shit & I haven think of what to answer if they were to ask "What do you expect from this job?" Errrrrr..... =3 .: WAHAHAHAHA I just love my purple hair Returned to the hair show today Hairdresser Boss said he didnt like the purple on my hair coz it's too reddish & so he added blue to make it violet =D  TADA! Ok lah Not very obvious Coz my room is very dark & it's gonna rain soon Liza styled my hair the bold way  Right side looks like 'Obasan'  Left side looks like Rock 'N' Roll chic I LOVE IT!! Everyone on the street was looking at me Yes I know it's Mambo night ( I think so) But it's way too early for me to dress & style like this loh Haha But anyway I think I prefer the reddish purple coz it has ash pink in it Now it's violet & blue Looks not as punk liao Went to Tzu's house borrow shoes & shirt for tomorrow's interview God bless me Amitabha + Hallelujeah Gotten my examination results! Yipee!! I didnt fail any!! Lucky siaaaaaaaaa Really cant imagine if I do My FYP got A-! I'd have expected A loh... Guess my dozen cans of coke didnt do a good job on Dr Williams BWHAHAHAHA, no lah What's supposed to be exciting but not exciting at all is I've got my 2nd class Honours (Division 1) Which is what I have been expecting anyway So.... Lalala =D I love my purple hair Wooooooo~~ Someone please shut me up .: mardi, juin 28, 2005:. Look! I've got purple hair!  *bouncing around in joy* .: Godzilla Dad screamed at me while I was still in slumberland Shouting at me for not switching off the TV BO KO LENG LAH! If the TV wasnt off, how come it showed me the black screen? Then he said must press the button harder DUHZ! As if I know the button is spoilt when I only returned home for 3 weeks & I didnt really touch the remote control Few minutes later after I'd glided back to play chess with Zhou Gong He came in my room again Asked "Which of the buns can I eat?" GGGGGGGGGAAAAAAAARGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH "Just eat all you want lah, I bought them especially for you people" I forsee a bad day ahead House phone rang at 9am I woke up thinking it's probably the NEA guy & I scurried to the phone Indeed Surprisingly My heart wasnt throbbing as I was on the line Guess my fear had gone after many chats with my friends That guy asked if I can come down for an interview on Thursday & I told him I am only available next week coz seriously I'm so packed this week But he said the interview is only for Wednesday & Thursday ... OK LOH I just need a blouse Sigh Sacrifices I'm still going for my hair modelling later Initially thought of postponing the event but then Tzu mentioned about the temporary black hair spray The idea struck me Why did I not think of it? Saw most of my friends busy covering their orange hair during secondary school with that smelly aerosol While I can easily walk past the discipline master with brown hair Ah! Discipline master is color-blind or rather I wasnt caught at all, thus the hair spray was insignificant to me I shall get a can later Melvyn messaged me about this diving offer $340 to Tioman!! *Digs piggy bank* Neighbour blasting techno Grrr Went Malaysia with Ivan on Sunday Malays blasting Malay techno Went Malaysia with Zhiwei again on Monday Indians blasting Indian techno I'm not racist lah It's the techno that's making me headache Can you imagine the pulsating rhythm as you feed yourself with Nasi Bryani together with your head shaking at every beat? Horror Ok, then again Techno is fine BUT NOT AT MAXIMUM VOLUME PLEASE MR MUTUVISHNUNATHANVALACUMWHATEVERYOURLONGNAMEIS The whole building shook, I swore It's opposite a Hindu temple somemore & I thought it's gonna be holy Yah... holy techno across the road where people pray for it to shut up *rolls eyes* Lemme add to the Indian stuffs I swear I'll not eat Indian food in Malaysia ever again Too authenthic for my liking Or rather I've not been truly exposed to Indian culture Zhiwei offered me this 'Indian sweet' which to me looks like a piece of harden flour & I said :"How can a sweet be a sweet when it is made of flour? Should be biscuit mah" Zhiwei:"No, it's really a sweet, you wanna try?" Me:"No" Zhiwei:"Nice leh, take a small bite here la" Me:"Nooooooo" & he sucked that unidentified food happily -_- Ah Going Malaysia again this Saturday Shopping =D But will be bringing 2 kids (aka my brother & his friend) along I'M WAY TOO YOUNG TO BE A NANNY!!! .: lundi, juin 27, 2005:. Sigh I felt disappointed I nearly cried when interest wasnt given on me I felt it's all my fault But I donno what I can do to make it better Just my stupidity I'm sorry, if you think you need an apology I recieved a SMS from the National Environmental Agency regarding an interview Fuck So high-tech huh? I am very vexed Right now I've got so many things going on Should I blame my anxiety again? For not sorting things out slowly & doing things one at a time? Wildfilm, Clinic assistant job & this government job Darn I know which to sacrifice But I'd actually prefer AVA to NEA I'm scared as well It's a government thingy ok Not some small sectors Given a name of 'Senior Environmental Health Officer' to a fresh graduate with no job experience I dont have much confidence about it Help I'm drowning, not waving I'm vexed Very vexed What if AVA reply me when I've taken the NEA job? How to quit my clinic job if NEA really employ me? Got time to go for the interesting trips by Wildfilm? =((((((( Enlighten me please, someone Although there're already several enlightening me currently & all feel like slapping me coz I kept worrying about my lack of confidence for this job Meanwhile I feel like banging my head on the wall as well  or if my LCD monitor is hard enough .: I had 2 bad dreams It was damn sad that I could even feel I was crying outside my dreams I dreamt of me killing Momo =( I was playing this compulsory game organised by donno-who & then to the last stage I dropped Momo & my handphone into a pond I have no idea why Momo is there But I dived into the pond as soon as Momo sank in However I couldnt find Momo but many other drowned handphones instead & worse I saw baby tigers swimming in the pond & someone exclaimed that Momo might have been eaten by the baby tigers I cried & cried & cried & cried & named myself Momo's murderer I felt so fucking sad... I woke up to SMS Dear about my dream =( Then I fell asleep again The second dream was abit worse I recieved a letter asking me to visit this place & so I did It's on the 13th floor of this particular building but the lift I took never stops at that level & brought me to 50+ storeys In the lift there were other people & I asked them to accompany me to the 13th floor So I reached the unit as stated in the letter & surprisingly the scene just switched as if it's warped me into the house A Sadako-like figure stop in front of me Telling me all the things that caused her 'death' I froze in fear Then it warped me to another scene I was with a guy Whom I think his name starts with 'K' He was actually my husband to be! As in I was being forced into a marriage! I tried to escape & was by myself all the time & what's more That 'K' guy didnt even bothered about me Not even when it's raining very heavily & that he had a fucking raincoat I cried for my Lewis Dear & so it happened that I saw my Lewis Dear somewhere & we hugged each other telling him what happened Surprisingly he knew that I was being forced into a marriage & he couldnt do anything to help me He said that I have to comply to it so I could save 'something' Geez Since when am I a saint? To sacrifice myself for the good of the rest? A SMS woke me up Man Those are really bad & sad dreams Lemme admit it again I could really feel the sourness of my heart That I lost 2 loved ones =( I feel very solemn now .: dimanche, juin 26, 2005:. WWWWWWWWOoooooooooooo Driving in Malaysia is so fun! But of coz I'm not the driver Traffic was smooth Went with Ivan, YongJun & SweeKee The guys were funny & easy to get along with Best is we all knew each other So not much of being 'strangers' Saw a black Toyota with an 'Initial D' sticker Then the driver's sideview really looks like Jay Chou!! Had Pizza hut for dinner RM$124.80 in total *chip chip chip* Ivan paid for me Coz he owned me a meal =D The guys smuggled several packs of cigs back Singapore =| All of us act innocent during the secondary clearance of the custom Lady Luck was with us *phew* Tomorrow heading Malaysia again Bwhaha Zhiwei's bringing me to eat prata =D & also help Dad buy his only-sell-in-Malaysia medicine Oh well But it's nice going to new places Just hope there arent robberies around I just love travelling WEEEEEEEEEeee~~ .: Paramedic friend Ivan messaged me when I was almost dropped dead Always update me with gross events from his life-saving work Ivan: "Eh, dont go learn motorbike lah" Me: "How you know I wanna learn sia..." Ivan: "I'm clever" Me: "Duhz" Ivan: "Today already killed 2 bikers. The biker's face was totally destroyed. Cannot see the face & nose. When we turned him over the road, the face stuck to the ground" Me: "EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEKKKKK... must be at extreme high speed" Ivan: "Just dont go learn la, dangerous" Ivan cares for me I'm so touched But about the biking issue I'll re-consider it when I have my money in hand Lewis Dear is off to Malaysia with his friends Never bring me *sobz sobz* Nevermind I'm going Malaysia too with Ivan & his friends Driving in Woooooo~ Tomorrow's trip to Semakau is cancelled Coz Ria said she can only bring 4 people Ok I have a rest day =D Hopefully still have other chances to go Semakau Lizt's off to Taiwan Wonder if she'll be sending me any souvenirs Haha *hint hint* =p .: WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Guess what . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . I am officially a wildfilm member!!  *beams* I had my second wildfilm trip to the Labrador Park It was fun But I didnt really get enough sleep coz the bed was too soft & I think I only managed to doze off at 3am However, I bounced awake at 345am coz some members were already up & having breakfast We started our trip at 5am Extreme low tide at Labrador  The crew taking shoots of animals  Many marine life on the shore! So unexpected!  Staghorn coral  Seahorse  Filefish  Crab  Nudibranch & the morning sky is so beautiful!  It was really very fun Despite the very very short 'nap' I didnt feel tired at all leh I spotted many things for them to capture The ghost shrimp, striped-eel catfish,cephalopod's eggs among staghorn corals, turban snails, etc But as I was helping them to carry lightings The bag accidentally dropped into the water & it got wet I felt so bad Coz the very expensive lights may probably spoil! But another crew member was blaming she should have sealed the bag first =| Luckily The lights are allllllllllllllllllright in the end *phew* When we returned Ria's house It rained heavily Lucky sia!!! Had nasi lemak for lunch but i didnt have a good appetite Went to Lewis Dear's house after that Fell asleep But Dear kept waking me up to eat -_- Ok loh 2 bites & I collapsed onto bed again Funny thing was I was waken up by loud snores beside me Initially I thought I was snoring, probably coz I'm feel tired unknowingly But when I opened my eyes a little I saw my Dear sleeping on the floor mattress LOL! Another funny thing was Dear's big brother saw us sleeping I heard him went "WAH" & think he also went to sleep BWHAHAHAHAHA Sleeping Saturday When we woke up It was already 7 Accompanied Dear to the hairdresser & walked around in the mall before heading back home to have dinner =D Dear was playing this fishy game when I was once again feeling sleepy after dinner  So 'marine' today hor? But I really have a wonderful day! =D More wildfilm adventure to come! Oh oh I'll probably be taking camera shots myself the next time round As in I'll be rolling tapes soon! Weeeeeeeeeeeee So excited .: vendredi, juin 24, 2005:. Dear came over my house yesterday night for an hour or so To keep me accompanied =D Miss him so much that I cried Hugged him till I dont wanna let go Hohoho Asked Dear if he's tired from work & he replied "I see you like more tired than me, makes me feel that I'm not so tired afterall" LOL I dint go to Tuas this early morning =X But I'll be going to Labrador tomorrow morning I'm so tired ok Muscle aches After Monday I'll be free again Wanna enjoy my normal life aka slacking But my schedule for next week is so packed again!!! Monday - Semakau Tuesday - Hair model touch-up Wednesday - Hair model + clinic assistant training Thursday - ___ Friday - clinic assistant training Saturday - Family day Sunday - Dear's day *chokes* Now I feel like working for my FYP again At least it's 8-5pm instead of one whole day =3 .: jeudi, juin 23, 2005:. Hohoho Holy shit Wah i tell you I'd made a damn bad choice for my filming session Coz I'm still a newbie I'm not required to touch the camera But then I have to carry all their parang parang Like maid! Grrrr But I really learnt alot of things *thumbs up* Headed to Chek Jawa today No photos coz never bring personal camera As expected I wont have hand & time to collectively take pics relaxingly while they're searching for marine wildlife Spotted an eel, octopus, many flatworms, crabs, shrimps blah blah But actually ah... The animals are quite common Which I wasnt much fascinated too Anyhow... & we met a cobra *SHRIEK!* Lightning actually flashed across the sky thrice & roared several times But luckily It didnt downpour But all of us already have the poncho ready >_< Got a burst blister on my left foot near the toe Pain like fuck Imagine me still have to soak in seawater for 2 more days Heading to Tuas tomorrow *yawnz* Needa catch some sleep before I drown myself in the muddy water Heard there's frogfish in Tuas Woah! But the thought of carrying more parang parang is..... ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzz ** I nearly cried when I was talking to Lewis Dear on the phone last night coz I miss him so much & that I was sleeping in a foreign place & I feel so insecure =( Dear dear, quick meet me .: mercredi, juin 22, 2005:. WEeeeeeeeeeeeee I'm all so excited Coz I'm heading to Chek Jawa!! Let's see The last time I went there was in Jan 2004 Had to make appointment for the visit Couldnt see much coz the guides were saying "The thunderstorm is coming, we have to go" & so in the end I only managed to see the sand dollars, carpet anemone, tubeworms repeatedly along the sandy shore But... What about my rocky shore?! We'll be spending 5 houras at Chek Jawa where the tide is so bloody low Woo!! Hopefully can see more animals than I did previously & yes PLEASE DO NOT RAIN! Just returned from swimming at Michelle's house Swam a lot leh! I think got around... 10+ laps But then her pool is small Went suntanning Yeah~~ Finally tanned =D So happy Can see him finally after 2 days (which actually feel like many days) *giggles* GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR Pat is going Sydney in November I wish to tag along But upon seeing the airfares WAH! I could have gotten my diving & bike license already! Now I have to set my priorities right So my $$$ can be spent efficiently, effectively & properly =D Jarenis jioed to go Eskibar tonight A bar which is set at minus donno how many degree so as to resemble the Poles I'd always wanna visit that bar!! But damn Why they always have good activities when I am busy? Slap them sia .: mardi, juin 21, 2005:. Thinking ahead of my busy schedule this week & the possibility of me working night shift in a particular clinic soon Make me feel abit Disappointed Dear works day I work night Both of us will be so dead tired We wont have much time for each other =( I'm already starting to miss him *sobz* .: Met up with Malik & Zhiwei at the coffeeshop down my block yesterday Sat for 2.5hrs Had satay *yumyum* Left home at 1230am Zhiwei had to walk back to his house in Hillview =O Talked alot of rubbish & listened to Zhiwei's 'stories' Very fascinating Then talked lame jokes Not a bad catch up session too Returned Malik $300 outta $500 which he lent me 3 years ago when I was in debt in HK =) Outing cancelled All thanks to those hard-to-satisfied cheebye kias I rather go out with my school mates & Dear .: lundi, juin 20, 2005:. Went swimming with Pat at the public swimming pool The sun was good Saw this ex-schoolmate of ours Lewis Dear's classmate, I supposed I was blind coz I didnt have my specs on & Pat is bad at recognising people So we assumed I know who that guy is according to her description She said he kept smiling at us OH so sorry Forgive my blindness & thus, my dao-ness Swam 5 laps Hey, not bad ok At around the 2nd lap My stamina is building up already But my limbs are tired There was this guy Whom we felt he had been stalking us during our swim Pat said that he kept looking at us I said I couldnt see properly but I could sense it We swam nonetheless Surprisingly When we were at the end of the pool That guy was swimming towards us & while we were resting He rested too We insisted to slack abit longer for him to get lost But he swam 2 strokes ahead & U-turned back to the edge So we decided to swim all the way back to the starting point Halfway I stopped Water seeped into my goggles Pat said he was behind me *SHRIEK!!* Can you imagine there's an asshole swimming behind me looking at my ass?! Darn! I felt all so uneasy Wanna kick him & drown him at the bottom of the pool Pat asked for the final lap Ok & so we swam Halfway, I stopped again coz tired & running outta breathe I looked back to see if that guy was behind us But... He actually overtook us Ok back to my point He swam when we started swimming He stopped when we stopped swimming It's soooooooooooooo.... EEK! I was totally shocked when I saw him overtook us Coz it showed that he'd been following us all along & I gave Pat that 'What the..' look Pat suggested we leave Yah & *POP* outta the pool Geeeeeeeeeeeezzzzzz Pat & I then went back to our neighbourhood for lunch Had KFC Right Fats gone, fats back -_- I'm going for my first job interview tomorrow =) Still prefer part-time jobs seriously Interviews are so informal that you can bullshit everything and yet need not dress formally & one thing You still get as much money as those working for full-time hahaha .: It's gonna be super long post!!! A collage of several events in 2 days! WOAH! Let's rewind to Saturday, 18th June Went to Sentosa with my secondary school friends Damn people are late  The early birds =)   It was so fucking sunny & bright that I cant open my eyes  TADA!! LOL So we started playing frisbee while waiting for the peeps to come   & then volleyball  Michelle brought her dog!  Me & Bebia  Mich fed me with chip  It was so hot that we intended to soak in the,however, warm water OPPSSS!!!  Dead body on shore? Haha, no lah Lewis Dear was suntanning Heehee  Me & Dear Group photos!   We left at 430pm It was so damn crowded for the departure coz the monorail had stopped its service After that I headed back home neighbourhood to meet Suiying for Zhiwei's birthday BBQ  Suiying, Zhiwei & me Zhiwei is so tall that he actually bent down to accomodate our heights & Suiying was teasing him about him exposing his cleavages LOL Most of his friends are from his secondary school Only me & Suiying are from JC So most of the time both of us were sticking to each other  Me bbqing the food It is edible!!  Me & Ying by the poolside to eat our food & also actually playing with our cameras  Ying introducing the stingray she cooked The birthday boy cutting the birthday cake   Us & Zhiwei again It was a wonderful Saturday =D So eventful Now I feel that my life is back Provided I have enough cash to spend!!! ******************* Yesterday went Dear's house to slack Nothing much to do & I was so bored that I fell asleep Jackal called to meet up for dinner So me, Lewis Dear, Michelle, Pat & him Wah, I tell you hah Yesterday was, as well, happening BUT I DIDNT BRING MY CAMERA!!!! The mascots of 'Madagascar' were at BPP dancing The penguins were so cute!! After dinner Dear left me early & I joined the rest to this 'Gone fishing Cafe' at Hillview Coincidentally, Zhiwei wanted to meet me as well So asked him go to that cafe near his apartment Atmosphere was not bad Very soothing for family gathering Drinks were unique Zhiwei was feeling depressed Was his listening ear last night That fellow smoked 5 cigs in 1 hour! Slap him sia It was his birthday yesterday Despite the birthday bbq I attended on Saturday & he said it was the worst birthday he had opps Depression While Mich, Pat & Jack were playing 'UPWord' indoor I stayed outdoor with Zhiwei, talked to him Left at about 11 plus After that Mich suggested roti prata for supper GEEZZZ!! Ok loh Went to Bukit Timah's Al-Azhar Jackal ordered Cheese prata & I shared with him He was damn smart He ate all the cheese & left me with the plain one -_- Then ate halfway A large cockroach crawled outta nowhere & stayed on the wall next to us I went "MAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!" Ok lah I'm not afriad of cockroaches But it's just me la Michelle said that everyone's looking at me when I shrieked But i was jiggy with it It's late night It's time to get crazy But.... over a cockroach? Hahahaha.. That's the crazy point, yeah? Finally we headed home at around 12+ Collapsed on bed on the instance Wasnt tired But just wanna re-adapt my normal bio-clock Haha.. Seems unlikely Then KNN Suddenly a large cockroach crawled outta the wall next to my bed & I was like "WHAT THE FUCK? COCKROACH AGAIN?" Man Seems like my Sunday was fated to the roaches Asked my Dad to catch for me But he *PIAK* it on the wall I went "KAOZ! THE JUICE!" My brother was giggling next to me & I screamed at him to bring tissue to clean it up for me He whined a little about cleaning & I said "It's a job for man" Hohoho Reminded me of the "I AM MAN!" phrase in Spongebob Squarepants Movie Late night storm at around 2-3am Damn What if it rains like shit on Thursday morning when I am supposed to go for filming? =((( Please DONT RAIN!! .: dimanche, juin 19, 2005:. SO! It wasnt my Mum's fault afterall My stupid brother had forgotten where my Mum had put my wires & cables which my Mum had reminded him to tell me its location but he denied that he heard of NOTHING & pretended like he knew nuts at all! Cunning Very cunning Must charge interest on the money he borrowed from me OK! So now that I'd found my wires & cables, I'm happy! I shall blog about yesterday's trip later! Hopping over to Dear's house =D .: samedi, juin 18, 2005:. I'd utilised today effectively Went to Sentosa with my secondary school friends & had birthday BBQ at night for my JC friend All ended well Anticipating to blog about happpy today but I was unable to find my camera cable coz my Mum packed my room while I was out!!! I am so angry If packed liao, at least put at a place where I am able to find it?! BUT HELL NO??!!!??!?!!? *&$^#*&^$#*%$^@Q$#Q($^Q%#^&Q@ .: vendredi, juin 17, 2005:. I went out despite the bad omen afterall! *grinz* Went out to Bugis with my bro Brought him to make new spectacles Right I realised my frame is $78 =3 So I decided to let my bro make his first This stupid fellow kept saying "My eye power had remained constant!" Yeah right When the examination result was out It was super high 7.50 for one of the eye! I'll poke my eyes blind if I ever get that power He chose a transparent maroon frame Not bad I must say Although my mum thinks it is sissy But seriously I think it's cool Like how many guys will dare to wear a maroon frame anyway? Black & blue frame make my bro looks like he's so damn matured But why wanna look like 50 when you're only 17? I guess both our choices are correct anyway Haha That maroon looks abit brownish too So if someone teases, we can say "It's brown la,you cock eye isit?" LOL Then went to Sim Lim Square Been ages since I last stepped into it Was looking for a tripod for my camera Had always wanna get it to take night shot of the lovely Esplanade I saw one Translucent pink & I stood beside it, touching it, admiring it Hopefully some salesman can come & serve me But THERE WAS NONE?! So i was damn pekchek & left the shop & went to another shop Again NO ONE SERVED ME! Bro:"You damn suay leh, go anywhere also like that" Me:"Knn. Yah lah. burn their shop then they know" Finally found out that the fucking tripod cost $45 *pui* I can get one at $20 loh Lousy At least someone will serve me there *Humph* .: Bad omen  =( Means no going out Bleahhhhh I woke up to bathe smelly Momo What a good 'Mama' I am =D  See all the shits?! It stinks like pee as well! After 30mins of cleaning up...   Momo had lost weight Now it looks like a sausage It used to look like cucumber BWHAHAHAHAHAHA What a description Brought my Mum's magic bean to suntan  There are numbers on the bean!! I'd purposely editted it so you wont know the numbers & steal my number to buy 4D Which in case 'we' win Each of us will get smaller share HA! I wanna owe all the money =p Lewis Dear is coming my house tonight Yeah~~ Sianz Raindrops are 100x bigger than Momo's shit How to go out? .: jeudi, juin 16, 2005:. Jenny & I had a change of plan last minute coz she wanna go to Orchard to do her threading & so we headed Orchard instead Jen was late =(( Everyone on the street was looking at an 'ah lian' waiting for this sexy babe =3 We had Marché for lunch!  Been years I last stepped into it  We ordered soft crab tempura, rosti & drumstick with wedges *Yum yum* Went to have my polaroid photos taken FINALLY My procrastination had finally ended -_-  (Photo scanned slanted) I think I looked like drug addict Yah lah! Just for this pic to be taken I have to dress until so ah lian Duhz  Me & jen @ Marché KNN I tell you hor This pic is definitely nicer than my ah-lian-drug-addict-picture Look at my charming eyes *blink blink* We were chit-chatting about all the internet people we used to know & then switching the topic to shopping Jen:"Wanna go grocery shopping..." Me: "How about Cold Storage?" Jen:"I wanna go Carrefour leh.." Then suddenly Both of us "YAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!" Becoz there's a carrefour at Plaza Singapure, just 200m away from Marché Oh my god That scene was like so hilarious Like some aunties going crazy over a supermarket while by right, should be some young ladies going crazy over Salvatore Ferragamo sale LOL So we headed to Plaza Singapore  Auntie Jenny!!! *giggles* She was so happy with her bought grocery =D  Me & Jen again after shopping  *hee* I have a great day today Thanks Jenny It's so nice catching up with you *muack muack* I'm also glad that Jen loves the souvenir I got her from HK =D =3 I haven meet my Lewis Dear for 4 days leh Miss him sia Dear dear Quick appear in front of me!! .: MY EYES!!!!  Not my eyes though Damn my eye It's red from itchness that resulted from my rubbing Grrr I needa take passport size photo for my job application leh! Worse The shop down my block has NO photo shop to take any photos & I have to roll down the street for it Man!!! Worst I dont have a proper formal shirt I'm just grabbing my Felix the cat white shirt with me But I'm not gonna wear it to town Fuck I'm such a bitch Comon eye Reduce the redness *sobz sobz* I dreamt of me going to Canada to further my studies on United Airlines Good grief!! Guess my delayed flight had really left me a deep impact in the back of my mind Worse come to worse in my already very bad dream I lost my luggage during this transit flight & UA asked me to find it myself While they flew to Canada first & tell me to get there in another flight -_- & then when I found my luggage The plane left ....................................... Waken up by Ivan Enthusiastically telling me 'Hei I'd taken leave on 2nd Jul =D' LOL We're going Johor Bahru on 2nd July, that's why Me, Lewis Dear & Ivan Ivan's treat on Pizza Hut Woot! I shall eat the whole lot of Pizza Hut's item down my enlarging stomach Meeting Jenny at Bugis later Go make specs I CANT WAIT!!! >_< .: mercredi, juin 15, 2005:. Someone PLEASE slap me awake I'm having all sorts of phobia Astraphobia, Eremophobia, Lygophobia and Xenophobia (Click HERE for meaning) =( This morning startled awake due to bad dream Looked outta window Sky was grey Then strong wind My door curtain was flying Eerie I had no choice but to walked around the house to close all windows Carried my LooLoo with me =3 Then I went back to sleep The moment I woke up My stupid brother went outta the house Knn Home alone & I asked Ivan to go out with me To get my pair of diving shoes & Ivan needed to buy his Civil Defence Paramedic badge anyway But stupid Ivan never bring money & I had to pay everything for him unto he withdrew $70 from his rich bank account Ivan brought me to the place where all the army stuffs were sold & I saw a pair of Spongebob Squarepants boxers selling at $5! So cute! But never buy la Hohoho Later Dear slap me with it Knn The uncle gave me ugly plastic bag & I had to carry it around in the crowded Bugis area Walked around for an hour or so before I met Ying Ying was complaining about her internship in this small office Where there's no soap in the toilet No dustbin 2 pens & 1 pencil No pantry No computer & that she wanna get outta the internship asap Then headed to Seiyu buy birthday present for Zhiwei Bought 2 ties, 1 wallet & 1 belt Total cost $73 Not bad actually The ties actually came in a set of $24 But we found the colors not nice So we swapped with the nicer & more expensive ones But the people donno & Still charge us $24 =XXXXXXXX Both of us were swapping all the items in the package to get the best outta it LOL & When we left We turned back to see The counter was in a mess BWHAHAHAH We scurried away asap Eh I saw a specs very nice leh White frame with brown marble design only $48!! If I'm not wrong WAH!! WO YAO!! .: mardi, juin 14, 2005:. #Liverpool outing on 21 June Venue: Newton Circus (meet at Newton MRT) Time: 8pm Objective: Makan & talk cock Enquiries: Message me [If anyone have better suggestion, msg me in IRC/MSN or call me. Thanks] Grrr My cover letter & resume are like SHIT Yet Tzu & Gor said they are not bad written Yah meh? I think if I'm the hiring manager I ji tao burn the cover letter & resume to yan luo wang liao =Still needa take photos Geezzz My ugly face Confirm cannot make it one lah Shucks My right side of my right chest keeps hurting these few days So pain until I feel numb throughout the body =~ .: lundi, juin 13, 2005:. Had the scariest moment of my life Momo dropped into the washing machine!! Head down first! I caught it out to take photos but it ran too fast Slipped through the handle-opening & fell into the tub of clothings *SHRIEKS* Luckily the washing machine wasnt operating Or else I sure cry like fuck =~~ When I caught Momo out of the tub I held it close to me It remained stationary Guess it's in shock as well Told Dear about this incident Then he asked "If Momo & I both drowning, who will you save first? *_*" LOL Went to pet shop to get Momo a new pack of sawdust & a new plastic house But... The pet shop didnt sell What a pet shop Jeremy said he saw me & Dear on Friday Said I look different from pictures SEE! I told you that pics are decieving! Always say what... I look like Charlene  or Kelly Chan  or Quan Yi Feng  (My mum always tease me look like her -_-) or some Japanese singers from my photos BUT Actually I look like ... Ruhua  *zao pai handsign* Currently applying for a part time job under Cathay Pacific Hope they get me! Because Ngoh sek gon gwong dong wah (I know how to speak Cantonese) Finally gotten the SIM card outta my Sony & in my Samsung So meaning I can use my new number already! Check Friendster bulletin or email me about it Yipee I'm so excited I'm going for my filming trips next week 23th June - Chek Jawa 24th June - Tuas 25th June - Labrador Park 27th June - Sekamau It's gonna be tough coz it requires to work in early morning when tides are extremely low Which occured next week dropping to minus 0.2m!!! Dear is worried about my saftety But I'd already assured him *smilez* Will be staying overnight at Ria's house before the trip Which is coincidentally just next to Senior Wolfie's house Hahaha Wolfie doesnt know that he's staying next to Ria all the years Woooo Needa get a pair of diving shoes Heard that Ria got cut by a stingray that time O_O .: dimanche, juin 12, 2005:. Dear was so nice He asked his mom to cook my fave food & invited me over for brunch *yum yum* Watched 'The Doll Master' with Dear Not very scary leh Although some scenes are really suspending Sadly I dont understand what the story was about Which I'd always unable to figure anyway Bought new handphone Sony Ericsson k500i Damn I donno how to open the handphone cover! & now my SIM card is stuck in it =( .: samedi, juin 11, 2005:. Supposedly meeting a bunch of friends Talked & discussed about the meeting for days liao Thought it's gonna be an eventful Saturday night BUT IN THE END LAST MINUTE-LY THE BOYS ARE MEETING THEMSELVES Invited but unwelcomed I am very angry .: vendredi, juin 10, 2005:. Went town with Dear Bought a Roxy handbag for SG$19.90 CHEAP CHEAP *chip chip* Saw a cheong-sum for SG$29.90 Very beautiful But feet very pain & tired Moral of the story: Never wear high-heels to shop Snapped Orchard    My Dad & Bro just quarelled Over a piece of mirror Mum & Dad quarelled Over my Bro & the mirror I watched the unhappy quarels arose Go out unhappy Back home unhappy I dont understand .: My luggages are still unpacked So shameless -_- I just dont have the motivation to unpack them lah~ Coz my wardrobe is already goddamn full =( While ransacking the possibilty of clothings that can be stuffed into the wardrobe I played 'dress-up'  Tell me I am not sexy Bwahaha I am such a bitch .: I swear I'll NEVER drink Breko coffee at night anymore I suspect it's 99.9% concentrated with caffeine & I couldnt sleep till 5am this morning!! Thanks to the Gurung guni man who went 'beep-bo beep-bo' for old newspaper early in the morning Grrrrr .: jeudi, juin 09, 2005:. I spotted a suspicious fungi infection on my brother's right palm & i dragged him to the polyclinic to see the doc Indeed it is a fungi infection My ENS recognition of species did some help Met up with e.m.p.t.y members at Holland Village  NF & I had Katong Laksa for dinner =D & waited for Todd to arrive & slacked at Breko   You see that fellow at the very left? HE IS NUTS!!! Just coz I took this picture of Breko's interior He thought I'm taking his photo!! Get a life, jackass & he told his frd abt me taking the photo & his frd turned back, looked & for the whole 3 hours of slack time He was looking at me ARGH! I was so stressed Wanna smash him with Nf's Heineken bottle  Me, NF & Dan - the birthday boy who was celebrating at Wala-wala just opposite Breko Dont like Wala Wala Dont ask me why I JUST DONT LIKE!!! The guys had Heineken I had Quicksand High on caffeine now *burps* Todd said I was talking nonsenses...-_-  Todd was looking frustrated coz I kept taking the pic over & over again just coz I looked awful. LOL  Todd always has weird style of everything  Me & NF Haha So fun meeting up my band members Although we only jammed once LOL Too bad HB isnt here!! If not we are complete! But it's ok =D Todd gave me a ride home on his motorbike WEEEEEeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I was scared initially coz he drank a bottle of Heineken & I was like "Are you safe or not? I very scared one leh" He kept giving me the -_-" look LOL It was a safe ride home nonetheless About 70km/hr *phew* Actually I thought of getting a bike license too last year But then Mum doesnt like Hmmmmm.... Now I'm deprived again *duhz* .: mercredi, juin 08, 2005:. Went to Michelle's house for swim No rain no sun = no tan =( But it's ok The UV light did some job nonetheless First time met Michelle's new pomerian - Bebia   It's a male but donno why the name sounds so girly Michelle shifted her marine aquarium into her room  Corals + nemos + tang + hermit crab + brittle stars + worms + anemones + sea-fans + etc  Me & doddy  Me & bebia Just taken few minutes before heading down to swim Thus the exposure of fats I'm so ashamed of them DAMN! Returned home at around 2pm Bought food for Momo & myself  Momo eating raisin & when I said "Momo~ let's go shower~"  Momo scurried away -_- .: Yesterday night was horrifying Dear & I watched 'Jian Gui 10' on VCD Not as great as we thought Then as we were walking home along the usual path Something asshole-ly happened There was noises in the secluded forested plantation beside us My first instinct told me 'Shit, hidden robbers' But hell was it worse than that A pigeon fluttered its wings like hell & flew in front of us & up the tree Fat pigeon & I told Dear "How can there be bird flying around at this night?" Pigeon is NOT nocturnal (neither is SG species) & the next moment I felt something on my knee A long thread of I-donno-what tangling itself on my knee The first thing I could thought of next to a secluded forested plantation is the hair of the Pontianak (aka Malay female ghost) *SHRIEK!* & I was whinning & whinning & whinning Nearly tearing Dear's ARMY tee while I twisted his tee in whinny fear Dear said he felt nothing I whinned further Pigeon + unknown thread = unexplanable Plus the fact we watched 'Jian Gui 10' The ghostly atmoshphere doubled! or tripled! Holy shiiiiiiiittttttt!! ***** Dad called Uncle back in HK To ask about the health condition of my sumsum's 2nd sis Things had worsen Doc said brain cells were 100% dead Unable to respire normally using her lungs Probably have pneumonia Now under the help of the respiratory machine & that she may be leaving soon =| I donno whatta say God bless her ***** Woke up at 725am Startled by the loud thunder Dad came into my room to close the windows Wah The rain here is fiercer than HK's! The thunder came as soon as the lightning flashed & rain started pouring after the thunder roared *thumbs up* If this happened in HK It's straightly categorised as 'red storm' + 'thunderstorm' & probably 'landslide signals' are hoisted too If my FYP fieldwork requires me to work here Wah Firstly it'll be a good observation on those intertidal organisms during monsoon Secondly i'll be washed offshore -_- I felt scared Shit I've never felt frightened about rainy thunderstorm before!!! Guess HK had grown me timid! My house is much bigger than that of my Uncle's The spacious environment gave me a sense of.... fear & now I'm home alone I'm switching my room light on trying to sleep But obviously I'm not Also of the weird encounters I had last night & the paranoia of 'Jian Gui 10' lingering in my mind HOW CAN I NOT BE SCARED!!!!???? .: mardi, juin 07, 2005:. Dear's khaki monster came alive as I sat beside him & he roared     >_< .: Let's rewind the day back to 5th June HORRIBLE I'd said it's worse than Jim Carey's film - Series of unfortunate events Despite plane having delayed I still went to the airport at 430pm coz I dont wanna bother my Uncle's family anymore as they're already in some depression due to their coma-striken sister I wonder how she is now... THanks Hing for coming to my house to carry my luggages Really sorry to have gotten him wet due to the heavy rain His shoes + socks were wet =| & I made him carried a near 20kg luggage =||||| When we reached the airport Lizt was there =D  Me Checking in I had to passed through the security check where the guard ransacked my bag Nearly exposing my forgot-to-pack-properly bra to the public Thank you -_- & Lizt was telling me something damn funny about her ransacking experience in Canada Because my flight was delayed We went to fetch Tom who just arrived from Philippines  Me, Hing & Lizt  Tom arrived from Philippines & we went to have dinner together   Tom gave me a handmade wristband woven with my full name & a fish keychain bought from Philippines =DDD It was around 8plus & I told the guys to return home coz it's pretty late  We took a departure group pic Hing was supposedly meeting his brother to buy suit for graduation dinner But I made him miss his meet-up =| Lizt hugged me Hing hugged me Tom hugged me I cried Lizt scolded me for making her cry & i shoo-ed them off asap so we wont cry anymore Waited for my aunts to arrive  Bored  Bored  Bored  Bored After my aunts came Walked around & entered the custom at 10pm I had to take this stupid shuttle train to another terminal  I thought only Singaporean tell people to 'Relax' but I was wrong  Acting cool  The shuttle train When I reached the terminal The TEMPTATION shop was opened It sells cosmetics without tax  But when I see the price, I U-turned Ha! Anticipating my return trip GUESS WHAT I SAW?!?!?!?!  UA895 DELAY AGAIN!!! TO 1AM!!! FUCKANATHANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn So pissed that I approached the counter & !&^^@#%@*#^@&%!^#@(#))$@*& But I wasnt the only one... Many people also %^&^$*#$*(%$$##%!@#$%$E(&^^%%$@# I went to look for a seat, sat down to wait & surprisingly I met You Teck, my secondary school friend He was with his girlfriend's family & some of their friends Wow First time meet friend at airport Somemore leaving on the same plane!! Haha Chatted abit then he walked off to loiter around While I remained to read my magazine But after I'd flipped finished I also decided to loiter.... Unfortunately  Closed  Closed as well GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I KNNBCCB-ed again Hello? I thought the airport is 24hours opened? What about those miserable night flyers who need a bottle of water, LIKE ME?! I was so fucking thirsty that I only decided to loiter But only do I realised all shops are closed So I went back to the seat  & rot for another hour Big Rolex that is made of plastic Lousy  My fucked up plane finally came The airport crew was smart only at the last minute  They gave me 2 cups of water to hydrate me while I was tapping away on my laptop Great On plane finally at 12am  But my plane still took off at 130am ....................... TRIPLE DELAY! If I'm a lawyer,IF I'd have sued UA for delaying without notice & made everyone wasted 6hours for a fucked up plane On board was this middle-age men sitting beside me He kept coughing & I had to cover myself with a blanket I couldnt sleep on the plane Coz the seats were too straight & it'd be bad if I declined 40deg backwards So.... I slept on my clunched fist which slipped off the arm rest when I was fast aslept DUHZ! The idiotic man beside me kept looking at me What? Never see young lady sit plane alone before? Slap him sia An assumed-to-be American guy kept walking about Claiming 'bad airline, bad airline' YES I KNOW IT'S BAD CAN YOU PLEASE FUCKING SIT DOWN & WAIT FOR THE PLANE TO LEAVE ASAP?! Finally The plane left HK Saw Disneyland in the air Not very fascinating to me Probably it's not opened yet Ha! It was around 2+ where we had our meals Pilot said "yada yada yada...hope you enjoy your dinner" I was like "What dinner?! It's breakfast!" Next I heard the aircrew asking "chicken or beef?" Right...dont they have another line? I had beef...zzzz I stole 2 items onboard by the way *SSSHHHHHHHhhhhhh* I AM SO BAD!! But i did that all the time Stole a cup & a mini tray for Momo =D & I tried to return to sleep I realised the Americans onboard didnt sleep Probably it's jet-lag & also they like to read books The 2 in front, 1 beside & 1 behind were all reading I was surrounded by bookworms At around 430am Plane finally touched down on Changi The idiotic man beside me actually didnt buck up his fasten-belt I felt scarier than he was man...& I wondered if I should tell him to buck up or not But I didnt BWahhahaah JUST LAND THE PLANE SAFELY AT CHANGI MR JOHN CONNELL!! & he did He said "Thank you for flying United Airlines. We hoped you had a pleasant trip, & hope to see you again" My reply? "NEVER!!!" Of all the flights I have been taking This is my 1st delayed flight & a delayed-thrice flight & also my DFS was opened at Changi Airport SEE!! I WAS RIGHT! AIRPORT IS 24HRS OPENED!!! What is it with Chep Lak Kok airport though?... TMD Lewis Dear was waiting for me at the airport So sweet I gave him a toothpick I took from the plane LOL Dear fetched me home *muackz* Reached home at 530am Family fast-aslept Didnt even realise I was back Hohoho My sneaking-into-house skills are not bad afterall Dear took day-off for me So sweet & I enjoyed the whole day with Dear Tired yet very happy Feel so good to be with Dear again =D Dear helped me unpack my luggage SO nice of him Hee But I still haven pack them properly into my wardrobe Coz it is so full of rubbish!! Needa clear them some day & yes My suitcase is still abandoned in the living room Mum asked if I'm waiting for Xmas Hahahaha I AM A TRADITIONIST!! *quoted from Dr Williams* I wonder how the ENS people are doing at the graduation dinner .: lundi, juin 06, 2005:.  Back home with Lewis Dear at 530am finally Pic taken at 11am & I still look sleepy *zzz* I shall blog later about my 5th June's series of misfortunate events Right now I'm going out to eat! Starving!!! =D .: dimanche, juin 05, 2005:. UPDATE Flight delay Depart HK 2315 Arrive SG 0232 .: As one always said 'Life is fragile' Now I truly see it when it's occuring near me My sumsum's 2nd sis collapsed during supper last night Sent to ICU It was said that her heartbeats had stopped for 5 mins & her braincells were partially dead Currently under observations If she cant manage to wake up within 48hrs She'll become a veggie This news hit my sumsum real deep She fainted in the hospital My uncle didnt sleep I was shocked when I heard the news as well Seriously No one can predict what could have happen & no one expect it is so serious = To not trouble my uncle & sumsum that much I'd planned to leave house early So sumsum & uncle can head to hospital to visit her 2nd sis Sad I'd called Hing to help carry my luggage They are just too heavy for my 'brothers' to carry It's supposed to be a happy day for me to depart Little did anyone expect such misery to happen Now I have to leave with a worrying heart May God be wise & bless her with might .: I just got back from a farewell steamboat dinner with some of my ENS classmates whom I only mix with once in a blue moon (except Lizt) It was nonetheless nice =)   Me & Lizt These peeps gave me an ENS journal Course titled 'SUCK0406' -_-   ENS Journal cover page  I cant believe I was so fat throughout these 3 yrs. Just look at my collection of 'faces' that Hing found...  AH HUH! You cant deny that you didnt steal my pictures from Imagestation now can you? Hee. & Damnit. You put me together with ......................... DUHZ!  I'm on TIME! I thanked them very much for treating me this dinner As well as a pretty last minute decision about it & also the ENS journal Lizt's letter & Nancy's letter made me cried =~ Will apologised to me via printed words =) It's Ok la... Dont worry  Group pic with Lizt as photographer Thank you P/S Just one thing. I dont understand why Mike said I'm the horniest girl he's ever met. ARE YOUR SURE?! -_- .: samedi, juin 04, 2005:. New wish for a new chapter in life I WANT A PAIR OF BIGGER BOOBS!!!! just slightly bigger, that's all =x | |||
9th December 1983
Sagittarian
Born in Hong Kong, Breed in Singapore
Speaks English, Mandarin, Cantonese, Singlish, French & pinches of Malay, Hokkien, Japanese
Liverpool fan
Nature & animal lover
Aspiring marine biologist
Wildfilm crew member
Soon-to-be professional bassist
PADI Rescue Diver
Loves to travel & explore new places
Loves the sand, sea & sun
Self- indulging
Split personalities
Appeared on Channel 8 news & in field guide books published by HKU DEB
Feels 
today
My DNA made me as an